To ThE NoBoDy WhO LoVeS WoRlD

2008-07-19T11:03:00.002+08:00

After so long of missing in action. Im back again but i would not blog much. A lot of things has happen. First to say sorry to my gf for quarrelling with her over and over again during this missing in action period. However i still love her much. Thanks to all my buddies who celebrate my birthday yesterday and last saturday. Really thanks you all.

After all i think i need to change my character and personality. Give me 1 month and i change. However sometime i really dont know who i really am. What i want or what i really think. I think that i becoming to a guy who i knew nothing about myself. This is so sucky.

Ok then to all my friends out there who are facing relationship problem or who had broke up with ur bf/gf i have two lyrics for you all. Hope you all enjoy it. The first lyrics is entitled helping man and the second is entitled missing you.

Helping man

I trying to picture a man
Who always has a helping hand
towards the girl that he likes.
It a beautiful scene,
But i cant be that guy.

I never was a caring guy,
nor a listener.
Whatever your need or desire,
i cant seems to fulfil them.
Though we are together,
i cant be the man you want me to be.

You got the best of every world,
Every man wants you .
but what you really want is a guy
who always has a helping hand.
To be there for you when you him.

I not a caring guy,
nor a listener.
Whatever your need or desire,
i cant seems to fulfil them.
Though we are together,
i cant be the man you want me to be.

It kind of hurts
with the kind of word that you said to me.
Even though i endure all these,
but i still cannot stand it.
Even though it so pain to part,
you would not shred a tear for me.

I not a caring guy,
nor a listener.
Whatever your need or desire,
i cant seems to fulfil them.
Though we are together,
i cant be the man you want me to be.

Missing you

hey i really miss you,
There's too many things that i wanted to say
but i dont know where i can start from.
I feeling very down now.
And i wanted to see you badly
but i dont know how to contact you.
But all i can do is to pray and hope to see you again.

If we havent end this relationship
I wouldnt be in this shit now.
I really need you.
Due to the past of quarrel
I said things that i didnt meant to
but then i really love you.

If there wasnt you in the first place
where would i be now.
I'm sorry with the things i said to you.
If i can reverse time,
I would just take it all away and treasure you.

hey i really miss you,
There's too many things that i want to say
but i dont know where i can start from.
I feeling very down now.
I wanted to see you really badly
but i dont know how to contact you.

When i saw you the other day at park,
I said hi to you and we chatted.
All we chat is hobbies and stuff,
With no love topic between us.
How sucky this would be.
HOw i wish i could say i want you back.

hey i really miss you,
There's too many things that i want to say
but i dont know where i can start from.
I feeling very down now.
I wanted to see you really badly
but i dont know how to contact you.

If we havent started at all,
I wouldnt be in this shit now.
But all i want to say is that i really want you back.

2008-03-07T00:22:00.002+08:00

after a very long time of absent of not blogging. Here i am again finally i blog.

My body is aching today. really aching i mean. I will not forget the OGL camp which started on the 4th of march and ended at the 5th of march.

In the beginning i wanted to go off very early. But in the end i didnt. The activity of the camp is so good! now i seriously waiting for the picture to come in.

I love my group "anything". it was just so fun and unified. Thanks guys, u rocks, without u all i will sure get out of the camp as soon as possible.

The camp is really really fun. espically the game of WATSABE lol. i just keep shouting. all i can say is that the whole camp rocks. And after getting out of the camp. Im an OGL already. Now is the time when i will plan the orientation haha. Ok then byebye/

2008-02-11T02:30:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year to everyone. Espically to you readers who are reading my blog. btw valentine day is coming. So i change my playlist to love song and break up song. But most of it is love song. For those who havent get ur present it time to get one now.

All i can say in this post is what past is the past the new year have come so just put the past behind and aim for new height. Ok then peace out...

2008-02-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

just tired. Didnt sleep at all for the entire day.

Just talk to one of my colleague, going to follow what he said, "Just stay forcus on the exam. Dont let those external lame factor bring u down. If u need me to teach u anything just come and find me."

Hehe just like luck have come to me. A degree holder going to teach me on a one on one basis. thanks for the advice dude. As usual he always know when i'm in trouble. And always give me the support that i wanted.

And definitely i not alone. i still have allies. Dark clouds will definitely pass by and shine brightly to the new piece of land. And demon shall fall.

2008-02-04T09:00:00.000+08:00

poor little soul,
You dont have to sit down all alone,
Crying alone in the room,
Like no one's is caring for you.
Dont force ur smile for someone else.
It ok to smile for youself
Because i will be for u.

My patience is running out.
I got to say what i want to say.
Saying bye bye to angry backs of others.
I got to express out my feeling

poor little soul,
You dont have to sit down all alone,
Crying alone in the room,
Like no one's is caring for you.
Dont force ur smile for someone else.
It ok to smile for youself
Because i will be for u.

Even though I feel cheated that,
things are not done when they promise u.
In the end of the journey,
I will still be there looking at u
with a bleeding tears.

poor little soul,
You dont have to sit down all alone,
Crying alone in the room,
Like no one's is caring for you.
Dont force ur smile for someone else.
It ok to smile for youself
Because i will be for u.

Dont expect too much from people
the more u expect from them,
the more u get hurt.
But in the end of the journey,
I will still be there looking at u
with a bleeding tears.

2008-01-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday stay over at dear house. doing project stuff. Didnt even sleep at all. So this is the first time i ever stay over at a girls house. But i feel good at the same time tire. Chionging project with her till 6 plus in the morning without sleeping.

Now she own me something already hehe. Shall wait for the chance when i think of it then i tell u wat i want haha. So dont run away haha.

But yesterday when i was doing the project i was thinking of this song. And it totally suit yesterday on how i feel.

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

* And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

2008-01-22T15:56:00.000+08:00

The night has come
Mother staring down
She don't know where i been
Or how long i been out

She said 'Boy i'm tired of waiting up while your out with your friends'
i said 'Mom im TRYING and im living my life the best way that I can'

Cause i'm trying to live my life
I'm not trying to do something bad
This life is mine i'm living
Don't you know me? I wont ever let you down

The day has come
I am moving on
She don't know where i'll go
Or when I'm coming home

She said 'Son take care, don't let your dreams get too far out of sight'
He said 'I love you now, don't worry about me you know i'll be fine'

Cause i'm trying to live my life
I'm not trying to do something bad
This life is mine i'm living
Don't you know me? I wont ever let you down
No
I'm not trying to do something bad
Don't you know me? I wont ever let you
I wont ever let you

What they say
What they know
What they think wont ever bring me down
This life is mine and I am my own

I'm trying to live my life
I'm not trying to do something bad
This life is mine I lead
Don't you know me?

I'm trying to live my life
I'm not trying to do something bad
This life is mine i'm living
Don't you know me? I wont ever let you down
NOOOOO
I'm not trying to do somethind bad
Don't you know me? I wont ever let you down
I wont be nobody else
This life is mine and i am my own

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Orginally from 3 doors down Be Somebody.
I edit the chorus a bit and i post it up. Just want to delicate this song to my mother.

Ok then peace out.

2008-01-22T00:01:00.001+08:00

how long does this feeling have to last. it seriously pissed me off and i want it to be done once and for all.

What am i doing seriously. my result have drop, while the rest has move on. damn it i need continue to work even harder. work work. study study.

2008-01-13T23:36:00.001+08:00

tired, and i mean tired.

Too tired to care for this and that... need a break and i really want it fast.

two words

Gone case

2008-01-13T01:01:00.001+08:00

it's 1 in the morning...
when everyone asleep
i reach it out again
for the 8th beer now
just to ease the pain in me
and off to sleep

when u woke up u know it's alright
something u did that u know feel's right
then i will walk to the another side of the world
where u will try to do it all again
when both we know it will never be the same

Now i taking some time off from you
Just to look around and think
People around me just forget to smile
just like u and me
like there's no remedy to help

you look at the sun
and u laugh at the rain
to someone else where it always the same
then i will walk to the another side of the world
when you will try to do it all again
but u know it will never be the same

you look at sun
u laugh at the rain
to someone else it always the same
then i will walk to the another side
when u will do it all again
but u know it will never be the same

then i will walk to the another side
where u know u will do it all again
and both we know it will never be the same
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Created lyrics again

Enjoy it

2008-01-07T01:16:00.000+08:00

Intro
Yo
I can't sing it
I feel like singin
I wanna fucking sing
Cos i'm happy
Yeh, i'm happy
HaHa
I got my baby back
Yo, check it out

Verse #1 Sung
Some days i sit, staring out the window
Watchin' this world pass me by
Sometimes i think theres nothing to live for
I almost break down and cry

Somtimes i think i'm crazy
I'm crazy, oh so crazy
Why am i here, am i just wasting my time?

But then i see my baby
Suddenly i'm not crazy
It all makes sense when i look into her eyes

Chorus
Somtimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leaning on me
Cos sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she comes back to me

Verse #2 Sung
My baby girl (hailey laughs) keeps gettin' older
I watch her grow up with pride
People make jokes, cos they don't understand me
They just dont see my real side

I act like shit, dont phase me,
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive

But then i see my baby
Suddenly i'm not crazy
It all makes sense when i look into her eyes

Chorus

Verse #3 Rapped
Yeh and if i could sing, i'd keep singing this song to my daughter
If i could hit the notes, i'd blow something as long as my father
To show her how i feel about her, how proud i am that i got 'er
God, im a daddy, im so glad that her mum didn't *censored* (want her)

Now you prob'ly get this picture from my public persona
That i'm a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma,
But i wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest
Cos there's a lot of shit i keep bottled that hurts deep inside o' ma soul,
And just know that i grow colder the older i grow
This boulder on my shoulder that gets heavy and harder to hold
And this load is like the weight of the world
And i think my neck is breaking should i just give up
Or try to live up to these expectations? now look,
I love my daughter more than life in itself,
But i got a wife who's determined to make my life living hell
But i handle it well, given the circumstances i'm dealt
So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else
But the years that i've wasted are nothing to the tears that ive tasted
So here's what im facin: 3 felonies, 6 years of probation
I've went to jail for this woman, i've been to bat for this woman
I've taken bats to people' backs, bent over backwards for this woman
Man, i shoulda seen it comin, why'd i stick my penis uppin?
Woulda ripped the pre-nup if i'd seen what she was fuckin
But fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more
I got my baby, maybe the only lady that i adore, haley
So sayonara, try tomorra, nice to know ya
My baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner
And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted
Its like the greatest gift you can get
The weight has been lifted

Chorus

Outro - Spoken
Woow!
I told you, i can't sing.
Oh well, i tried
Haley, remember when i said
If you ever need anything, daddy will be right there?
Well guess what, daddy's here.
And i ain't goin nowhere baby
I love you (kiss)

2008-01-04T22:12:00.001+08:00

hai... what ever happens. one best advice is to bite your lips and close ur mouth and not say anything. Like that nothing will happen and no one will get hurt.

Even though i damn piss off with things that is happen now but what can i do. All i can do is just bite my lips and endure the pain. Tell me seriously is it because that i didnt say anything at all till it makes u climb over my head and let u take control. Damn it i seriously just sick and tire of it already.

Seriously speaking all i want is that people to just let me do things my ways just for a while but then all i get is complain here and there. if that is the case why even bother to ask my opinion. Hai.... i endure for the time being because nothing cant be done for now even though i want things to be change around here.

Sometimes silent is the best way to make things go smoothly but on the other hand, i'm suffering.

2008-01-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

2008-01-03T00:02:00.000+08:00

Where you go -- fort mayor

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
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Dont know why but i just feel these way hai....

2008-01-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

New year resolution
1. Get good grades
2. Have more time doing own personal stuff
3. Able to speak out my own opinion more
4. Get a watch and wear it
5. Get a new shoe
6. Lose it before 21 birthday
7. Save money for a chalet
8. Last the relationship for more than a year
9. Be more mature
10. Be more handsome LOL.....(my favourite LOL)

2008-01-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

hi guys been back for blogging.

First of all i want to wish everyone happy new year to you guys... btw i been spending these two days, new year eve and new year, with sistaz.

Yesterday, i spend time with my gf before actually went to susy house to celebrate for new year. By the time i reach her house it was like 730. then we start with our steamboat dinner. ok these are the picture

This is the steam boat that i talking about...

Fishballs and wanton

corn and mushroom

chicken chop pork chop and crap meat

Jane's satay yummy...

PRAWNS!!!!!

After eating we went to play tennis for a while...

Jane and Liting posting

chang wen and susy plus susy's dog bubble

susy, bubble and me.

picture of bubble cute right

Then after the tennis section we went to susy house downstair to catch the fire work... these are the picture before the fire work began

The three xiao jies

The three xiao jie plus chang boon

The final photo of new year eve

Then today went to watch AvP2 with sistaz. man the show is damn sucky i dont like the ending at all but wat to do. my rating is 1 out of 5 man...

our group photo again but it abit blur

2007-12-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

Damn it i know shouldnt complain about this but today job is seriously fuck up. Come on lar people have difficulties doing this particular 8 stations cant u just help. When u saw the thing drop u dont even bother stop and causing my leg to bleed. Lucky it a small cut. Damn it. I almost lost my toe because of u ,if i havent move fast, fucker.

Damn angry about it. all u can do is complain here and there. And all u can do is to command people here and there and u doing the least job. Man if they didnt place u the head technician for today i wouldnt have been injuried.

2007-12-28T22:07:00.001+08:00

12 days of christmas by The Rock
On today you face this is what you gonna see
12 sharpshooter stinging
11 eyebrows raising
10 spinebustering
9 locker knocking
8 kickes kicking
7 punches punching
6 suplex smashing
5 people chanting the rock name
4 rock bottoms
3 people eblow on your
2 damn teeths
1 and ass kicking over you
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Wao if i can i do this i seriously have a temptation to do it to someone u know.

2007-12-28T22:07:00.000+08:00

Ok i updated my song list and Here i am wishing everyone a happy new year. Tomorrow will be a hell of a day for me. 250 pc to be completed within 4 hrs. Stress... but never mind once i get out of that company i make sure i will get tired of computer stuff lol. I need EXPERIENCE now which i seriously still lack of. Maybe end of my contract my IT experience will be 2 years. Wao that is like 2 long years since i been a technician. Hope that my contract end soon.

And now seriously speaking of one thing that i damn angry about... I seriously dont know how long more will this last but then pls lar... dont think that u change ur fucking blog address doesnt mean that i still cant find u ok. And btw if u take a copy the design of the song list pls at least leave a tag...

Who do u think i am... Man i keep in silence mode for quite a long time already ok and enough is seriously enough. Im still in a observe mode but still something will happen... and i mean it

2007-12-28T00:35:00.001+08:00

When Will I See Your Face Again - Jamie Scott & The Town

(Verse)

Here I Am, Everyday,
Since You Said, You'd Come Again,
But It's Not Fair, Cos You're Not Here,
I Wait In Vain, But Nothing Has Chaaanged,

I'm A Flower, Soaking In The Rain,
If I Could Wish One Thing, I'd Hear You Call My Name,

(Chorus)

So When Will I See Your Face Again,
When Will You Touch My Life Again (ohh yeah),
When Will I Breathe You In Again (ha),
I Think I Love Youuu...Will I See Your Face Again,

(2nd Verse)

Little Thing, Like The Rain Coming,
She Looked At Me A Certain Kind Of Way,
Tell Me Girl, Where Are You Nowww,
'Cos I Don't Know How Much Longer I can Waaait,

I'm A Dreamer, Waiting For The Sun,
When You're Coming In, I know My Life's Begun,
Tell Me Girl...

(Chorus)

When Will I See Your Face Again (ohh yeaaah),
When Will You Touch My Life Again (ummm um),
When Will I Breathe You In Again,
I Think I Love Youuu, Will I See Your Face Again,

(Bridge)

You Know That All My Life I've Been Waaaiting,
Waiting For Sooome, Someone Like You To Love Me,
You Can't Come By Like An Angel, Into My Life,
And then Fly Awaaaay, Flyyyyyy Away,

Oh Honey, Cos I, Uh Baby, Ba Ba Doo Yeah, Ohh ohhhh,
Sing, I've Only Seen Youuu, Oh, I Said, Uh huh, I Said I Said, Yeah (woo)

(Chorus)

When Will I See Your Face Again (I Wanna See You Once In My Life),
When Will You Touch My Life Again, (Wanna See You Twice In My Life),
When Will I Breathe You In Again (ohhh),
I Think I Love Youuu, Will I See Your Face Again,

I said, see Bap pa da doo ba ba (ohhh),
Bap Ba Doo Yeah, That's What We Do Yeaahhh (ohh),
When Will iii See Your Face Again My Friend,
Oh Yeah, I Think You Gotta Let Me Know Yeah,
Ohh Yeahhh...

2007-12-19T22:23:00.001+08:00

Im getting tired of this place.
Things keep happening
and i dont have time to catch my breath.
All i feel is saddness
And rain is falling like it's crying for me.

I need someone out there to feel for me.
Depression is coming on it ways,
but there's not one out there.
My hand has it limits
and i cant seems to touch anyone.

Too much backstabbing has happen.
I get accused by shit that i didnt do.
Everytime there's a bad thing,
it will have my name branded on it.
What did i do to deserve this.
I aint a fucking crimminal.

I need someone out there to feel for me.
Depression is reaching,
but there's not one out there.
My hand has reached it's limits
and i cant seems to touch anyone.

I know you guys wont be there for me.
All u do is to keep on adding trouble to me.
Please leave me alone even if it a while.
Maybe im thinking too much,
Maybe im not...
But a hold has open in me
and i need a fucking break.

I need someone out there to feel for me.
Depression has reach,
but still there's not one out there.
My hand has holes on it now
and I laying on my pool of blood.

Now i'm holding a beer on my left
and a gun on my right.
It's pointing at my fucking head...
And i'm pulling the trigger now.

*boom*

2007-12-19T22:23:00.000+08:00

Lost - Micheal Buble

I can't believe it's over
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the right man was on the wall
If I don't land
Days were slipping past
That the good things never last
That you were crying

Summer turned to winter
And the snow it turned to rain
And the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognized the girl you are today
And god I hope it's not too late
It's not too late
'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your worlds crashing down
And you can't bear to fall
I said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy
But you're not
Things have seem to changed
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

'Cause you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When the worlds crashing down
And you can not bear to crawl
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost

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I just love this song...
It on my playlist

Peace out...

2007-12-17T11:44:00.000+08:00

New lyrics
Entitle:Cold shoulder
Creater: CQ

Travelling to work on a cold morning.,
Felt pretty lonely when there's,
no one beside me.
I miss her but i couldnt tell her.
All i can do is to bite my lips
and keep quiet.

All i want is you to care for me,
Reach out for me when i really need you.
DOnt give me a cold shoulder,
because i really want to be with you.

I know i been a fool.
I cant give you what you desire,
but the only thing
that i can give u is ur smile.
Is that enough for u?

All i want is you to care for me,
Reach out for me when i really need you.
DOnt give me a cold shoulder,
because i really want to be with you.

Now all i want is a break from this.
I just too tired from this shit.
WHy cant we go back to the way we started?

All i want is you to care for me,
Reach out for me when i really need you.
DOnt give me a cold shoulder,
because i really want to be with you.

Am i asking too much...
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Finally a lyrics compose...
Actually this lyrics has been with me from like 2 years now. But it got no meaning now so i just decided to post it out. Eh btw it has nothing to do with my gf so dont misunderstand

2007-12-17T00:53:00.000+08:00

ok i want to clarify things... the last two entries is a song lyrics. I REPEAT it a song lyrics. Both song lyrics are by james morrison.

So if there is anyone who wonder why i post it is because i like the song very much because it represent me alot and it doesnt concern my gf a bit. Sorry to upset anyone who think that we quarrel lol... And given our character i dont even think that we even quarrel at all...

btw if readers reading this blog of mine have any comment pls pls tag on my blog ok. and i mean really tag on it.

Ok the first one is by james morrison one last chance. the one which is on the 3rd post of this blog. the second one is entitle "letter". I love that song very much. it just so emotional. i bet zu will like it. btw yar if readers got any comments just tag on my blog.

Oh yar btw did u all know that jessica alba is pregant. She is reported to have of a baby of her boyfriend who is with her for 1 year. they started dating ever since Fantastic 4.

so to all those guys out there pls hold on ur tears. i know there is flood around the world but pls dont add more water to the flood. if u all want to cry pls go to the desert and cry. ur tears is very useful there. LOL...

Ok today went out with her to watch warload today. it a very nice movie and i rate it 5.5 out of 5. it a great movie to watch so everybody pls go and watch that show.

Btw christmas is round the corner and my schelude is already out. shall not explose my plan first. and i need to get the presents ready oh my god time is ticking...

ok then peace out

James Morrison - Letter

2007-12-16T01:22:00.001+08:00

it's got my name on it
and it's just waiting there for me
i feel the cold run through my veins
and it's got her shame on it
she couldn't say it to my face
but i won't waste time placing blame

i know that i'll move on, i tell myself i'll find me something better
i'll let go and just forget her

she was no good for me
deep down i know that's the way it has to be so
how come i still can't open this letter
i can't forget her...

i really wish i could

there must be a name for it
whatever this is you've done to me
i'm all twisted up inside
well who's gonna pay for it?
if it's not you i guess it's me
you left with your life
and took mine

i know that i'll move on, i tell myself i'll find me something better
i'll let go and just forget her

she was no good for me
deep down i know that's the way it has to be so
how come i still can't open this letter
i can't forget her...

oh i really wish i could
really wish i could
oh yeah

i know that i'll move on, i tell myself i'll find me something better
i'll let go and just forget her

she was no good for me
deep down i know that's the way it has to be so
how come i still can't open this letter

it's got my name on it
and it's just waiting there for me...

James Morrison- One Last Chance

2007-12-16T01:22:00.000+08:00

In my life I don't mean much to anyone
I've lost my way can't go back anymore
Once I had everything now it's gone
Don't tell me again coz I've heard it all before

Some people say that I'm not worth it
I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect
Guess I'll give it a try

I've got one last chance to get myself together
I can't lose no more time it's now or never and I try to remember who I used to be
I've got one more chance to get myself together

The time has come for me to change again
I can't carry on like this, I will lose my friends - don't say that you have given up on me
Just give me the time and speace to heal my head

Some people say that I'm not worth it
I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect
Guess I'll give it a try

I've got one last chance to get myself together
I can't lose no more time it's now or never and I try to remember who I used to be
I've got one more chance to get myself together

I don't wanna be misunderstood
I've got to take this chance and make it into something good

Some people say that I'm not worth it
I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect
Guess I'll give it a try

I've got one last chance to get myself together
I can't lose no more time it's now or never and I try to remember who I used to be
I've got one more chance to get myself together

Weird Feeling

2007-12-09T19:15:00.000+08:00

Been super busy these few weeks. yar because of project and tests. Chang boon sorry dude, i have no time to help u for ur fyp. Most probably after wednesday i can help u with ur fyp.

i have this feeling deep inside me that is totally suck. and i mean it really suck. Hai... Maths test is tomorrow and i havent finish studying yet. and DMD where i totally havent touch at all... man this feeling suck.

I got a very very weird feeling. and guess what this feeling is that i felt I'm holding back something ... hmmmm... i going to dig that out and try to do amend the hole if there even have one lol... but it cool.

And for those friends who care about me during this weeks. thanks man. i really appreciate it... yar.

One more things... to say. Pls know ur limits. Even though i didnt say anything at all doesnt mean i'm not angry ok. Why it always happen when shits happen. Seriously fed up with u all.

So then peace out. will blog after my test.

....

2007-11-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

I'm seriously tired about things happening around me. And i aint in a good mood for the past two days. man i seriously need a break. and i mean a fucking break.

Ok see this. if u dont want to come to my party which i organise then just tell me to face and stop telling me that because of someone not going then u dont go. what a lame excuse is that. see ok if u dont want to go then fine. i just leave u out. ok happy? or what do u expect me to do, accept ur offer and go there and suffer. please i know what im doing.

And franky speaking i am so tired of my busy life, im lazy to entertain other people. please if u not happy with me is ok. dont keep on interrupt on my relationship. man wht have i done.

And guess what, i dont even know what i'm doing already. pls man someone out there seriously have to listen to me. CANT U HEAR MY VOICE..............

2007-11-30T01:08:00.000+08:00

finally back to blogging for a while...

i been busy for the past few days and guess what i guessing sick of what is happening for school life. there is like uncompleted work and stuff. and today i was totally moody after class.

hai there is so many things to settle. i need to settle my friend's baby 1 month celebration. and i have japanese test and java test next monday. how to manage my time. heng i manage to complete the project by today.

I burning out soon i guess but i have to keep running. Because of someone, i will keep thriving on and continue to work hard to prove myself that i can do it and to make sure i dont lose it

2007-11-22T08:18:00.000+08:00

Been busy for the past two days that why i never blog...ok yar i seriously need to find some time to do my project but there is just so many things for me to do.

Went to watch enchanted with my gf yesterday. that show was just ok only but i dont know why yahoo rate it 4 out of 5. i find that the show is predictable. But overall the show is ok. I shall not say much if not i will be a spoilter but if you ask me whether it worth the money, i would say that yeah if you are a disney fan.

Hmm... having a cough period now hai.... wonder when will it end. Damn sian actually since there is nothing to blog about ...

Ok then

peace out

2007-11-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to two of my dearest friends. One of it is of course from my sistas group Liting. You grow old another day le hor so stop acting like a child lol... just joking dont scold me haha ... btw liting may all ur wishes come true...

And the next dearest friend of mine is donald. His birthday is tomorrow and guess what he is just turning 19 tomorrow.... hpmh... grow up boy stop being a kid and show off that u are 2 years younger than me lol. now u are just 1 year younger than me, but 7 months later i will be 2 years older than you again.

So today school was practically boring. there nothing to do i was very very tired and restless today. and after i post this entry im going to sleep... Suspose to meet her at 3 today but then suddenly i decided to go to my maths lesson so i didnt get the chance to meet her. but never mind there always next time right.

SO after school today i went to meet donald and give him is birthday present. Then we went to bugis to have dinner. We kept playing our psp as we challenge each other. Hai but time passes so fast that the time for today is going to end.

I found out something about me today. i found out that im been very slack these few days and i definitely want to buck up my studies or not i get low grade. My target is very simple and that is to score high in class.

Hope that i will continue to blog like this when times goes by.

Peace out

I'm back

2007-11-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

Ok I'm back... from blogging yar btw SISTAS. I'm not dead yet i just lazy to blog LOL so yar Liting This is my new entry yar...

I remember now it has been like 1 and half year since im single. and guess what it not that case anymore. yes and yes a few of my friends know that im attached... yar... again my attached wooo.... just joking only

Btw yar must thanks to zu and meh that i found her. without them there is not happening between me and her. so yar thanks girls....

Ok dont ask me about her picture or her friendster or her blog. i dont have any of them so stop asking me that question lol. but it true im attach. my classmates have seen her before so u all can go and ask them if you want lol.

hai tomorrow... having japanese test. shit man... japanese test. today studying with jj, ojj, yanling, jason and chris... but in the end i ended up playing smackdown lol. shit man i have to study more. and yar no more question about me and my new gf ok....

peace out

2007-10-23T00:05:00.001+08:00

Just came back from the Black eye peas concert. I tell you what. IT IS SO DAMN GOOD!!!!

Went there with one of my ite junior, Samantha. Erm not my poly one. so people from my poly stop thinking is her. lol. Eh intro about her is that she and i are competition competitors in ite. So we know each other through then.

Ok yar back to the concert. The concert as u all know was begin by the Click 5. I thought they were going to sing for just like 15 mins. But i was totally wrong. they sang for nearly the entire 1 hour.

Then after that there was a break for 20 mins. Then came in the black eye peas.Man the crowd was so estatic and electricfiying that my ear drum almost burst into 2.

In the concert, Black eye peas sang most of the song. Then there is william who sang his solo single and fergie too. And btw for those who thought black eye peas is going to break up. You are WRONG!!! they are not going to break up. Although they are going solo for now they will still be back with another album.

Man, Fergie was just too freaking hot in the concert. Just wish i have her as my gf. lol. So freaking hot lar. the way she dance and her everything.

I just love this concert. When black eye peas come down to singapore again i will surely go to their concert AGAIN!!!!

Man how i wish i was in a relationship for now....

2007-10-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

Ok here i'm blogging again haha...

Ok today i finally and i mean finally got the cd that i wanted. I've been searching for it for the past 1 week and 3 days. and now i finally got it. And yes that is

"Exile on Mainstream"

Now im listening to the song. Damn song. Seriously great stuff in there because it has all the previous albums hits and 6 new songs. and in it there is 17 song in the album which only cost 19 dollars. so 1 song is like 1 dollar ++ so it worth the money.

And just went to eat with netz, andrew, donald, kejun and meilin. laugh alot and i enjoy alot. Ok then peace out.

2007-10-12T11:26:00.000+08:00

Finally back to blogging again.

With a new look on my blog. I editted the background picture and some how it turn out nice. muhaha now i still learning photo editting gonna improved my skills.

Ok working for the past 1 month at iras was indeed tiring but i learn a lot of things from there. I got a major project from them which last until next year 07/06/08. hopefully it wont affect my studies. if i continue all the way to that date then my working experience in IT line will be 1 year already muhaha. going to work hard for that.

School going to start soon . somehow i dont feel like going back lol. i just feel like slacking at home doing nothing. And btw happy belated birthday wishes to jane and cb again lol.

ok then that it for today

2007-09-12T13:40:00.000+08:00

After a very long time of not posting today i post again. Ok i created this lyrics. Hope you all enjoy it.
Black Room

Well i been here before
Sat down in this black, black room.
All i do is to stay in all day.
I dont eat, but I play with the black black food.

Desole, if someone is prayin' then I might break out.
Desole, if even i scream i cant scream that loud.

I'm all alone,
Crawling back to this black black room,
Hoping there's someone who will open their heart for me.
Here i'm stuck beside to this black black phone.

Well Im here again
Back to the black black room where i belong,
Waiting for the phone to ring.
It's cold and empty.
But i continue to stay in this black black room,
To continue to write my black black lyrics.

Desole, will there be at least one who will care for me?
Desole, will there be at least one who will think for me?

I'm all alone,
Crawling back to this black black room,
Hoping there's someone who will open their heart for me.
Here i'm stuck beside to this black black phone.

Well Im here again
Digging the black black door by myself,
All i can see is a pitch black room.
Now I'm back to the black black room where i always belong.
No matter how long i wait,
The black black phone just wont seems to ring.

The black black food begins to decay,
Now the room begins to fill with insects and maggots
And Im lacking of oxygen.
But all i can do now is to lay down here,
To wait for the right time to come,
Before i take my leave.

My only regret is being single...

2007-08-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

OK Exam week is here already. Sorry sistaz, epically chang boon and liting for not having time for you all. Been kind of busy studying.

OK here my update of last Friday paper. Data Communication so call networking is one of my strong subject :D the paper was kind of easy so maybe i can get 75 marks and above.

And well today internet application was kind of difficult though. But still i can pass the paper but it matter of whether it a 60 or a 70 marks. A pass would be good enough for me.

Ok now i should study for visual basic already.

peace out.

2007-08-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

Hello guys here im blogging again.

After i went for my amway class on sunday i decided not to be sad anymore. Everytime i went there, my mood will automatically be good. I dont know why but i just like the enviroment there.

Ok one more thing you all might notice is that there is a change on my blog. Ok there is a huge change on the music playlist. Yar this playlist is far more better than imeem and u can choose your song by yourself. And there i give you my playlist. haha i sound like a dj aint i. but yar this is a very playlist.

Ok then back to studying bye

2007-08-19T00:22:00.000+08:00

Tired.

And i mean im seriously tired.

2007-08-16T00:32:00.000+08:00

exams are coming already.

But i'm still busy with my stuff and i dont have time to study at all. Beside that i've been very very moody this few days. Dont think i can take it anymore. Perhaps what my secondary school teacher said was correct. During this 3 years of life after i gruduated from secondary, did i really learn anything?

Seriously speaking, im very tired already. Till the point where i can just collaspe anywhere and anytime. What the point of telling myself to keep on moving when i know that there is no end to it.

Yar i know that time passing very quickly and time is the best remedy to heal all wounds. But there are some wounds that i dont want to heal. To me i think i would rather live in the past then to look foward to the future. Yar so my friend out there. pls stop asking me all those stupid question where u know the obvious answer already.

ok peace out

2007-08-06T10:07:00.000+08:00

Damn it i got a high fever yesterday night around 39.2 degrees. but it ok now. the fever is gone. muhahaa.

Yesterday chiong project until like 3 am in the morning. damn sian... still havent study tomorrow test. this stink.

Btw it been so long since i actually spend money for my own. So yesterday i went to china square plaza with donald and i got this model for like 85 dollars. Nice right...

It now on my cupboard haha. Seriously like this model here. ok gtg already need to go see doctor also i think. byebye

New Lyrics created

2007-08-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

"Dont ask me this lyric is created. It just being created."
Sometimes late at night,
I will walk to ur house downstair for a stroll.
There are memories,
which make me felt that it just happen yesterday.
And the thought come to my mind,
if there is no tomorrow for me,
would she ever know,
that how i feel about her in my heart.

If tomorrow never comes,
would she know how much i miss her.
I try in every way,
to try to let her know that i miss her.
Each and every day it pass,
this feeling just get deeper and deeper
that pierce through my heart.

I know that i done you wrong in the past,
And i didnt try to amend it.
And now i live with a scare in my heaart
So i made a promise to myself.
If i ever meet u again,
I would brace myself to talk to you,
And to tell you how much i miss you.
But i dont think there would be such a chance.

If tomorrow never comes,
would she know how much i miss her.
I try every ways,
to try to let her know how much i miss her.
Each and every day it pass,
this feeling just get deeper and deeper
that pierce through my heart.

And the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
I'll gladly wait for you.

2007-08-03T00:50:00.000+08:00

Been very busy for the past dont know how many weeks and days. Alot of things had happen and I'm getting sick or already sick. Having a cold now. Next week is my common test and i hope that i can pass it. Btw it kind of frustrating this weeks when i didnt blog. a lot of thing just come up and i getting sick of this busy life.

And also im getting tired of something. Been waiting and waiting and waiting but still no result shown. I just i just have to wait longer for this particular thing to happen. I must not say it but the day is coming soon :D.

Just went to sing k box with eric, yan ling , jason, jin jie, chris, xiang lin and ching seang. Now i have no voice to talk and to add on oil, i running a very bad sore throat now. Now i have to finish a report by tonight. hai.

Btw matchbox twenty is back MUHAHAHA. i downloaded the new song and post it on my blog already hope u all enjoy it

2007-07-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

here i am blogging again .Ok it had been a very long time since i blogged. So today it going to be a long entry i guess.

Ok guess what today it is my birthday. haha and many people have wished me happ birthday today. Thanks for all your wishes. For my entire life this year celebration is my biggest one. My birthday clelebration started from last friday and last till today.

Last friday, i celebrate my birthday with ITE students at the night and nyp friends in the morning. Thanks serene, andrew, net, can wen, and jing jie for celebrating with me at marina bay. So yar they gave me a present and it is like damn big. haha once i taken the picture of it i will post it.

Then on saturday after my rough day at work in funan, i went to meet jambo, liting yong rui, chang boon and susy for dinner at jane's father place. Thanks for the present again guys. i had a very fun time there espically when we play the hidden number. Jane lose like 2 times, Chang boon once, yong rui twice, liting twice, susy 3 times and me once. But even though i lose one time, my hand was drawn with many different kind of design. Btw jane the watch is very nice haha. And thanks for the two belts. Thank you very much for companying us.

Then yesterday, after work i went to eat with chamoxa people. So yesterday i went to eat paris. Quite expensive actually but the food there is good. So yesterday we start eating at 7.30 then we eat till 9.30. The dinner is damn fun and funny. NOw i waiting for the picture to come. Then after the dinner, ah lun, jeffrey ke jun and me went to play winning eleven on my laptop. I lost 1 game and win 1, ah lun lost 2 game. jeffrey lose 1 win 1 and ke jun win 2. so in the end we only play 4 matches. IT really really fun haha. keep laughing here and there until i almost vomit the food out haha.

Then today, i went out with my poly friend and early in the morning they sabo me already haha. They gave me an oreo with toothpaste to eat. and i was like =.= i actually believe that they really give me an oreo to eat lor. but in the end i tio cheated. but never mind it over haha. after that i had my english presentation. It is quite a good presentation and our team will get A if i not wrong. And one good thing is that i manage to get birthday wishes from one chio bu woo hooo. haha damn shuang.

After the presentation eric, jing jie, xiang lin junan and me went to amk hub to eat. We walk here and there just to find what to eat. In the end we decide to eat fish and co for lunch. The fish and chip is like so full and i didnt eat anything after that haha. And i not hungry now at all. So went we decided to settle for the bill, they pay the bill for me. Btw thank you very much for treating me lunch at there. Then after that we went to play pool at amk. We went there to play because of jing jie and xiang lin project. Then after playing we went our separate ways.

So overall thank you very much for celebrating my birthday wtih me. This year i recieve 6 presents and like a lot of birthday wishes from my friend as early as monday.

Ok then i had to go already.

2007-07-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

ok im here to blog after so long...

yar i changed my blog song to a chinese song because this song best describe what i feeling through wat now.

I wanted to download this song but i cant seems to find it if anyone of my friend out there have it pls give it to me thanks.

And next week will be a very busy week haha.

btw i been very busy for the past few days. been working nowadays and yar struggling to find time to do my homework for poly so i going to start doing all those tomorrow even though i working too. i just want to relax for now.

SAD... :(

2007-06-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

Hai seriously this is crap man. I cant seem to study my test lol. my test is on friday and i still struggling to study. Hai. cannot liao must start to study.

Really miss my studying ite buddies. if got this type of test or exam im ite i surely go outside study with them. But now dont even have one lol. but never mind i will find my own way to study.

Test and exam are really a stupid thing arent they. Sometimes i really feel like giving up.

Splash Outing

2007-06-24T16:40:00.000+08:00

Heyhey All my splash friend from ITE listen up...
Next saturday there will be an outing at sentosa.

The people who confirm going for the outing are:
Team 1:
Serene
Kejun
CiQing

Team 2:
Azima(coming in the afternoon)
Zu

Team 3:
Netz
Rhyz

Team 4(the one who make our school proud):
Eric Yam
Andrew
Benjamin Yap (90% going)

So basically all the seniors are going. So juniors pls join us if u can. If u all want to call chester and mario to come pls do so. And do for all splash member do you all want to buy gift for chester and mario? for mario i have already think of what to give LOL.

2007-06-24T00:41:00.000+08:00

Wao today i had a very fun day. Seriously fun night.

Went to eat steamboat with the member of chamoxa, pcpro and also software putick. We keep laughing here and there. And today dinner is to celebrate jeffrey graduated from chamoxa, mei lin leaving chamoxa and of course pourly birthday.

Man deli son is so cute and chuby.He is also very smart. when he listen to the word gatsby, he will do the action of the man with the hand keep touching his face. lol. and guess what his baby is just 1 years old.

then after the steamboat we went to play bowling. it is my first time playing bowling so i ended up last. but i manage to get 60 marks after one game. dont know whether it good for a noob or not lol.

ok then i need to go. i will upload some pictures tomorrow if i managed to get them. byebye

Poem Created

2007-06-23T00:40:00.000+08:00

Everything was pitch black in here,
With no where to go,
with no light to follow.

I been tired of living.
With no reason of living,
with no place of belonging.

I'm heading towards
the sound of the wave,
where dark black wave
flowing through the sea,
Somehow i feel content in here,
With no one beside me,
with no trouble to bear.

I continue walking towards
the wave of darkness,
As if it was welcoming me
to continue to proceed.
Only through here i can feel content.
I will soon be gone from here,
Where no people will feel sad for me.
This is the only place,
That i will rest in peace.

2007-06-20T08:39:00.000+08:00

Ok Im here blogging in the morning. So tired >_< hai...

I just chiong finish the video editing til 3am. I thought i completed the editing but then when i play the video there's still a lot havent done yet. so i start to chiong the video from 12 am to 3 am then i go sleep. The reason i woke up so early is because i need to go gym for training with gerald and meng yew.

Didnt went to sentosa with my class today because i meeting a client in the afternoon. As you all know business is much more important than leisure. Not i purposing dont want to go.

And tonight gonna meet mdm lim at 8 at mcdonald. hopefully once she saw the video she will be satified with it.

Ok btw some people ask me already why i put this song on my blog haha. Well it just bring back some memories. When i saw this video and listen to this song for the first time i actually cry. That was when i still have my ex. The lyrics is so damn sad and true. For couples who parent object both of you together pls pls go watch this video. "What hurt the most" by rascal flat. then you all know what i meant.

Ok now have to go.

2007-06-19T01:09:00.000+08:00

i got only 1 thing to say for today entry....

"SIAN"

Hai stayed at home all day long just to slack at home and do some projects. Wanted to go to east coast park but then i cancel the thought. Chiong espada better LOL. ok actually dont know why but yar somehow i think sticking to single would be a better choice for now.

But i hope i can get a girlfriend before my birthday which is next month. Birthday coming liao and i hope there will be people celebrating with me. I know my "ah ma" and my buddy ke jun will confirm celebrate with me. So it now time to plan for my birthday party liao.

27 more days to my birthday count down...

2007-06-17T11:43:00.000+08:00

Man wtf is wrong with horoscope. It as if that it can read my feeling. Hai... Seriously i been thinking of getting in to a relationship with someone hehe (not going to tell you all who is it) but the thing is that i scare it will affect our friendship. And the one more problem is that am i able to move into a new relationship then.

Seriously i think i going to forget all these problem and move forward to tell this girl that i like her. Even though there are a few problem like, Im too shy and i dont know what to say. That is why i need some catalyse. Someone who wil push me forward so that i have the courage to say it out to her. Man i seriously hope that she can wait for me till then. I know i wasnt too good looking or too bad looking but i got the X-Factor that has been proven by xiang lin haha. I wrote ur name in my blog already hehe. Ok yar. seriously speaking this girl that i going to chase is not in E8 so u all can stop asking me question about who is it.

Ok then gtg

2007-06-14T23:53:00.000+08:00

ok today post is totally on pictures.

Let start with last saturday outing when i go to yong rui concert

group photo 1

Group photo 2

This is me holding yong rui double bass

Jane's father food is simply the best!!!

Next is Deli Birthday Party

Deli Cutting his cake

Chamoxa Group Photo. Im in there can u find me??

Deli birthday group photo 2

Lastly My outing with my ite buddies

Im like a boss aint I?

Yam yam!!!

Group photo. ITE best buddies.

Poem created

2007-06-14T00:49:00.001+08:00

beautiful moon shining down upon me,
As if it was dropping a tear for me.
Only thou can feel how i feel,
With despair and saddness for being alone.

When cloud covered thou,
There is no one i can depend on.
Only when the clouds are clear,
I can feel secured.

Though thou maybe far,
But we are still connected in one way or another.
With great loneliness,
thou are the only person to listen to my problems.

As time move on,
Dead Leaf will slowly touches the ground
But thou will always be there to watch over me,
No matter where i am.

With great loneliness,
it'll make a person weaker.
Therefore i thank thou for always be there for me.
Because thou are the best friend i ever have.

2007-06-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

Ok here im blogging again..

Damn Damn DAmn Damn freaking tired. for the past 3 days i been going out early and going home late at night.

First on monday, i went to ah jin house to play majong. I intend to go home at 7 but jing jie asked me to wait for him to complete his second round of majong. So i ended up going back home at 12 plus. And i reach home around 1am in the morning. On that day itself i lost about 10 dollars on majong just by playing 1 round. Btw thanks for the lesson that u all taught me. i wont forget it. When i reach home i slept about 3 in the morning.

On tuesday, i woke up about 8am because i went swimming with my ite brothers donald, gerald and meng yew. Man they are my only buddies in ite. Truly my buddies. Because they always very "on" one. Once i ask them out they surely will go out one. So yesterday they asked me to go swimming so of course i went with them early in the morning. Heng donald called me or not i will surely sleep like a pig and wake up at 10 plus instead of 8am.

So after swimming, i went to deli birthday party at k box. I had a very enjoyable time there. We sing alot play alot and of course do alot of stupid things. Deli is one of my bro when it comes to work. I always ask him about computer stuff that i dont know how to handle at all.

Then yesterday when i going to kbox, i bring jeffrey and sandy to redraw money at marina square because they dont have enough cash. Then jeffrey and i saw these 4 chio bu queuing up to withdraw money. So i tell jeffrey that behind got 4 chio bu queuing up. Then jeffrey and i keep talking about those 4 girls until sandy bu tahan. Then after we withdraw money, jeffrey start a conversation about guys should go and jio old woman. then once they pass away, guys can get their money straight away and become rich. Do one time is enough to last him for his entire life. Of course i agree with him totally. Then sandy keep shaking her head. And jeffrey actually said this, "pride worth how much." Then sandy and i keep laughing until we meet up with deli and the rest.

Then at kbox it was very wild. we sing until 1 am in the morning. Then we take taxi home. Heng is we share cab or not walk home i surely can die one lor.

After i reach home i slept at 3 am again and woke up at 9 am this morning.

So when i woke up, i chiong my html coding. Then went out to donald, "Entering to NS" party with gerald, meng yew, and heng boon. We went to play pool and watch F4. the movie is quite ok. It better than the first movie obviously. After the movie we went to seoul garden and have our dinner. Had a very great time at seoul garden but hai... when come to the end of today, it make me sad. Because all my ite brothers are going to ns. Seriously going to miss them. They are the only friends that become so "gum" with me within like a few weeks in ite. Hai... if they go ns liao then it will be damn boring because i can ask no one out liao.

Hai... sianation. Seriously wish that there is no ns so that i can dont go ns also :D

2007-06-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

heyhey it me blogging once again lol. hello blog.

"Hey", blog replies.

Haha i really got nothing to do. I had a really great weekend. i was working on saturday at funan. hong gin did visit the shop that i working there. hey to u hong gin. work was fun in there. i wrap alot of things. in the beginning i dont know how to wrap things so my colleague taught me how to do that. and in the end i managed to wrap a lot of stuff. :D thanks my ah ma, mei lin for teaching me how to wrap things. Then my son jeffrey also join me to wrap things too. so in the end we wrap about 100 over dvd cases and cd wrappers.

Then after work i chiong down to esplande to watch yong rui concert. Yong rui i tell u tat ur performance was good by the way dont need to care about the error u made or what so ever because it turn out really really good. Keep improving dude.

Then after the concert we went to jane father's place to eat. wa the food there is so good and delicious. Next time i will confirm go there eat. Btw thanks for the food jane.

And today i went to chang boon house to do his computer.wa tio stuck there for 6 hrs haha. cause i did a lot of things like moving hard disk over to another system and doing data transfering which lasted for 1 hrs. And a lot of things. I was suspose to meet a client today at about 6.30 at funan but when i message him he didnt reply at all. so i went to meet jane and liting while waiting for his message to come. Untill 7, when i couldnt wait anymore, i saw his message and he told me he cant make it on the last min. hai. customers also like this one hai. then we ate at parkway and we chill out together till 930 and we went home.

ok then gtg liao

2007-06-09T00:10:00.000+08:00

heyhey it me again... ok finally it going to be the end of the week. When the week is going to end, the holiday is drawing near. muhahaha. Next week i will have my holiday. Yes and i mean holiday.

Ok have my vasual basic test today. Well things didnt go too well at the end. There is 2 parts of the exam. one is the coding part the other is the writing part. well im confident with the coding part because i done alot of testing of it but then the writing part is the part which i think i going to funk lol. going to lose about half of the 30 percent but never mind everything is cool. no point to talk about it.

hmmm.... to think of it what should i do with my holiday. With 3 projects in hand what should i do. hmmm.... anyway if u all want to buy home product please make ur order now as GST is going to rise when july comes.

Hmm.... some people keep asking why im still single. Well the reason is i dont think there is a need to go for a relationship for now unless i really find one person whom i really like. I like single really, very shuang. Even though sometimes i might feel lonely but yar it beats when the couple keep quarrelling every single day. Getting angry with each other like wanting to take guns and shoot each other till they are perfectly laid dead on the ground covered with thick fresh blood.

Maybe someday i should compose a poem and say it to a girl to make her mine lol. But if that is i managed to find the perfect girl.

Ok then peace out

2007-06-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

Once again it me blog again.

Ok today i graduated from BDT, my business class. Took lot of picture and i made a speech on the stage. btw thank you yong rui and jane for coming. Sorry for the short notice but u all still join my graduation. Thank you very much really apprectice it. Btw next week yong rui is performaning at "The Philharmonic Wind concert". anyone wants to go? if you all want to go tell me. 12 dollars entry ticket. Yar and picture with the outing is not going to be out yet because i havent get the picture. maybe tomorrow i post it out. but again you all should know that im lazy lol.

Ok now what i going to say is that. What i type in my blog, if you think you are that particular person who im refering to then it you. if you think you are not that particular person then stop worrying that you are that person. And again do not ASK who it is. and i mean DO NOT. just figure it out yourself.

I can write about anyone and if you all hate it then dont read my freaking blog. My blog is meant to shoot those people who i dont like and if that person managed to see it so what. What can he/she do? All they can do is to dislike me or to hate but i dont care because this is my blog and i entitle to write my feeling in it. So people out there who dont like it. Please and i mean PLEASE GET OFF MY BLOG and dont read it.

Geesh blogging is suspose to be a post filled with emotion. Sometime u can be happy and sometimes u can be sad. Sometime u can shoot people with ur blog and sometimes u feel like complimenting ur friend. so the bottom line is, if people blog their entry. DONT GIVE ANY FRREAKING COMMENT ABOUT IT. it their freedom to write okay.

2007-06-03T00:22:00.000+08:00

ok im here blogging again for this week.

hmm... wat to say... first of all i going to make a person life a living hell. i think i told one my friend who was it already. Cant stand that particular person, who think that he/she is already right.

Ok now today i went out with my secondary school friends. Watch a movie and had dinner together. It been about a few months seen we went out together. so it kind of good ba. Chat a lot about secondary life and ite life. It a very long time since i chat like that. I would prefer ite life though but secondary life was fun too. Poly life is ok except for one particular person lol... really dislike that particular person. i think the rest know who i refering to.

Ok yar so i think tomorrow i will upload the picture of our outing.

2007-05-25T23:43:00.001+08:00

Graduation photo
having steamboat

Group photo

Kenny and i 8 years of friendship

Jing Jie Can Wen Me and Eric. (Starting from the left)

2007-05-25T00:18:00.001+08:00

Btw two days back i went to clar house, which is just beside my block, to fix her computer. it was a very small problem. so i managed to settle it within 1 and a half hour because i done testing for her pc. I help her to reinstal some driver and reconfigure her router and also help her to instal some programs so that she can do her work. and everything was done within 1 and a half hour which i think it is quite fast already. Now it seems that i look like a computer doctor haha. So if u all ahve any program with ur computer feel free to find me.

Yes har i have graduated from simei ITE. and my graduation is on 24 of march. OK graduation was fun and i took alot of picture. and a lot a lot of fun here and there.

COming back to ite and seeing my ite friend is so much fun lar. with them confirm will have alot of things going to happen. and i mean fun things. And of course i laugh a lot today and guess what today when i take my award from the section head, all my friend cheered for me loudly haha. Actually i asked them to cheer loudly for me haha.

We done a lot of picture taking as i said before and a lot of lame picture also haha. Seriously like this kind of atmosphere where we all can just play and enjoy. but then all things come to an end and now it is the time to go separate ways.

2007-05-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

OK today lesson is like so fucking sian lar. Now i busy doing my project and stuff. Hai ... i missed ite life. the life that i dont have to do report at all. But now bo pian i need to do report liao.

after school today, i went to do project with my team. and as we do our project we thought of some lame ideas along the way. Project was fun when doing with eric and xiang ling but i still refer doing with my friends.

Seriously miss them... hai...

Just now went to mcdonalds to meet mdm lim, who was my form teacher in secondary school, for discussion on video editing. She asked me to help her to do video editting. So yar it glad to see her again and we chat here and there. Then i met clar and i chat with her also. Hehe got free things again. Thank u clar. But this wednesday i need to go down her place to do computer servicing. hope that it will be a fast job.

2007-05-19T17:35:00.000+08:00

I didnt know why i slept so early yesterday. Once i reached my bed and lay on it, i just fell flat on it lol. If i not wrong i slept around 9 yesterday and woke up at 8 today lol.

Now im damn hungry, after i tied my bottom teeth, i cant eat anything execpt for porridge and some other soft food. I tried some fries yesterday and my bottom teeth hurts like shit damn it. But now it ok. SO HUNGRY and i still need to attend my business lesson without eating anything. SHIT man. Hope tomorrow quickly come and hope that my teeth can recover it strenght back.

2007-05-16T22:19:00.000+08:00

Ok today i went to school today and it like a freaky day today.

Today i went to school as per normal. Listen to my mp3 as always, took the train to school and walk to the class. Before going to the class i took the elevator up, with my earphone stuck to my ear. So there is 4 girls in the elevator. All these four girls are from the class called E7, and i was from E8. Both of our class are having the same lesson in the same classroom.

So when i was in the elevator. This girl ,whom i am not familiar with, called me using her leg and kick mine leg with a little bit of force. So i turned my head back and look at her. The moment i look at her, I glare at her because i felt that she is very rude. So she asked for my name. Of course i didnt bother her in the elevator. When the door is open, i told her this.

"You can just called me, CQ." i told her this, when the door open.

"Then i might as well call u A." Replied by her. Then i gave her a glare again. After she replied me, i hurried to the classroom and just do my work and stuff.
Like wtf if u asked for my name at least have the courtesy to give me a tap on my shoulder and not by kicking me on the leg. And secondly since u gave that reply why even bother to asked for my name.

After that i thought my nightmare was gone. So i was having lecture after my break. When i entered the lecture room with sunnie, she just talk to me and asked whether im CiQing or not. In addition the way she speaked is like she is feeling very high or something. And it seriously make me want to puke.So when i heard that i just talk to sunnie straight away and keep looking at sunnie instead of looking at the girl. Then i walked to the left side of the room with her.

Heng got sunnie with me or not i sure kanna stock by her. Heng, sunnie willing to help me. If there is lecture going on, she will just act like my gf. This is to prevent her from bugging me again. Heng is sunnie is from the same ite lor. if not who will help me sia.

Ok this is the main thing. Because of that incident, i been the joke of the day and i was like :S. And you all should know if it is the joke of the day, the girl must look like ? i didnt say anything

I can tell u honesty i have no interest in you. completely 0 percent. So dont bother me.

2007-05-13T12:22:00.000+08:00

After i went to my Business lesson yesterday, i find out that relationship isnt what i wanted the most. It kind of strange really. Each time i attend the business lesson, all my trouble seems to be away. All my friends there is very supportive and sometime i might even share my problem there. It like a second home to me. Of course i love my company and my business lesson. So what ever u all say, i will still continue to do this MLM. Because no company can ever give me freedom to do a job.

2007-05-11T20:05:00.000+08:00

Hai.... it been 4 weeks in poly life liao. Life is seriously fine but then it kind of sad also. There is this girl in my class who personality is super like my ex. hai...

Now it is this blog for me to say what i want to say.i seriously miss the life of a relationship but then i dont want to rush into it because i still think im immature. Should i go after this girl who make me remember of my ex or should i chase after another girl haha. i really dont know.

2007-05-06T09:39:00.000+08:00

Hey hey. I had a wonderful night yesterday after i went for my business.

First of all, i need to thanks pourly for helping me with my time chart. Without her i cant possibly win the best chart in the meeting i have yesterday in CVI centre. So after winning the best chart in the meeting, everyone was there to say congratulation and shake my hand and all that. This is seriously the first time i felt this type of feeling.

After joining amway, i truly know who are the people who are willing to give me a help in my own career. Just let me ask u this. Who will be there to always give u the moral support for as long as you want? To give all the moral support to help you to do the things that u want when u join a company. Basically very little company would do that. But my company does haha. After yesterday lesson i learn one thing, in order to success, we need to push ourselve ahead. And dont slack off. because once we slack we do not have the stamina to continue again.

So for those out there who want to earn extra income please come and find me. I can introduce to you this job that i have now that will last you forever.

2007-05-03T00:12:00.000+08:00

yoyo finally i blogged again.

Ok i just gonna blog about today only. Today i went to MOS yes it's the ministry of sound, not the mos burger of course. Ok i went there for D-link company dinner. Got free entertainment, free alcohol and of course other things. For examples girls. hhaha. Notice a lot of beautiful girls in there.

Today i had a great time with ke jun mei lin, sandy, deli and the new attachment student who worked at chamoxa. Didnt know that im a senior already haha. Yar so today i drank about 3 glasses of tiger beer. Quite good actually i thought that i will be drank but guess what i can still drink more. haha.

I cant believed that i actually dance in there. Surely u all can imagine a robot dancing in the middle of the dance floor LOL. like a verse in micheal jackson song.

"there blood on the dance floor"

After i edit it, it become

"there's a robot on the dance floor" lol.

Ok then i gtg already bye

New lyrics created

2007-04-30T23:54:00.000+08:00

2007-04-20T06:05:00.000+08:00

hey hey it me again.

Ok well two days ago i recieved my ns letter asking me to report to this particular camp on 15 of june. Of course i was shocked because i had just started my poly studies. But it was settle yesterday when i defer my ns away for 3 years. Yuppie hope that i can get a new unit because my unit was infantary regiment. It is a unit that chiong in the forest and all that.

Well and as for yesterday when i got home i recieve TP enrollment package. Of course i not going to tp already even though it near to my house. Nyp is so fun and good as in everything 5 mins u walk in nyp u tend to see a lot of pretty girls. LOL just joking. But i just like nyp environment and beside, all my ite friends are in there and the same class as me. So why must i go to tp.

Well then i have to go. my lesson going to start at 8 and im here blogging at 6.11 at home. haha ok then

peace out

2007-04-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

Ok this is one of the chinese song that i heard from my business convention and it really had a lot of meaning for me. That why i put it up.

真心无奈　多心都为了爱　我坐在这　傻傻的发呆
我仍依赖　你纯纯的爱

我心还在　爱你的人还在　苦苦等　想哭　哭不出来
无心伤害　你应该明白

爱太多空隙　受伤容易　互信互爱才是唯一
对你的付出　都放在心里　我始终这样珍惜　我怎么会忘记

Feel So Sorry, Baby I'm So Sorry
I Never Meant, I Never Meant To Hurt You
无心伤害　你应该明白
Feel So Lonely, Baby I'm So Lonely
Do You Know, I Need You To Come Back
Are You Alright 请快点回来 (I Miss You Tonight)

真心仍在　与你永不分开　这一生　只愿和你相爱
与你同在　只为你等待

爱是纯真　爱是无恨　不在乎怎么会痛苦万分
我真的太笨　不懂心疼　Baby Please Come Back　Oh Ya

2007-04-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY my blog . I miss you dude. You rock. did u miss me too? lol

Ok didnt blog for exactly 10 days already. but well this can only mean that im too busy to blog. Or it can show that im too lazy to blog. But either way i had a very very busy time from last week till now.

well let starts from last tuesday till friday. Last tuesday, my poly enrollment package was ready when i was working in ITE. then i went to collect my poly enrollment package and get it settle on thursday. i was suspose to work from tuesday to friday but luckily i worked in ITE. where all the teachers is very understanding. They let us off during office hours to do our stuff.

Then after settle my poly stuff on thursday i began to do my poster in ITE. i managed to design about 2 posters within 2 days and get it done by printing it in A2 size. And by friday when everything was completed, andrew, zu, mek and i packed our bags and head home. When we left the Sun cot for the last time, i almost cried. I seriously miss that place alot. All the fun and all the things we done. It something very difficult to let it go. That is why time is very cruel.

Then saturday i had this leadership talk from my company. Johnny i had to thank you personally for giving me a chance to listen to the leadership talk. I learned a lot due to you. Thank you very much.

Then after the leadership talk i went to meet my secondary school friends for outing. And we tour ikea at tampiness, which we had gone there for 2 times already.

As for yesterday, my company 5th anniversary convention event. it was a big even 5 thousand people went there. there are famous celebrities attending the event. I had great fun in there.

But all good things come to an end today when i went for my first lesson in nyp. It totally suck. the teacher suck big time. but never mind i shall look forward to tomorrow. tata

2007-04-06T00:12:00.001+08:00

ok today is friday so i going to blog on monday to thursday first.

Ok monday to wednesday i was having my chalet with my ite friends. Monday went to wild wild wet and play. Well it was quite fun actually. We do alot of stupid things here and there as usual. The second day every one was busy doing the bbq things. And guess what. I actually learn how to bbq a crab lol.

Even though i had a fun bbq but in the end when it comes to wednesday i recieved a bad news. I saw my result. Got a A, B, B result which i think it is damn bad. Now my gpa drop to 3.475. hai i really hate this feeling.

FUCK MAN

i really worry for my result for not entering poly. I want to enter to poly seriously.

Hai. now my feeling is totally down. my friend who score a gpa point of 3.0 get rejected by TP. man i really hate this freaking feeling. hai but what to do. If i cant get in i might need to go to NS already.

Shit.

2007-04-06T00:12:00.000+08:00

ok today is friday so i going to blog on monday to thursday first.

Ok monday to wednesday i was having my chalet with my ite friends. Monday went to wild wild wet and play. Well it was quite fun actually. We do alot of stupid things here and there as usual. The second day every one was busy doing the bbq things. And guess what. I actually learn how to bbq a crab lol.

Even though i had a fun bbq but in the end when it comes to wednesday i recieved a bad news. I saw my result. Got a A, B, B result which i think it is damn bad. Now my gpa drop to 3.475. hai i really hate this feeling. FUCK MAN
i really worry for my result for not entering poly. I want to enter to poly seriously.

Hai. now my feeling is totally down. my friend who score a gpa point of 3.0 get rejected by TP. man i really hate this freaking feeling. hai but what to do. If i cant get in i might need to go to NS already.

Shit.

2007-03-30T01:02:00.000+08:00

Ok here i am again blogging

having chalet from monday to wednesday. This is my class chalet. The first night which is on monday. My teacher came. And we chat here and there. Then the second day was also the same. We had a lot of fun and yar that it.

I lazy to explain how fun it is in the chalet so yar i just telling u all that i having a chalet lol.

ok then yesterday which was thursday i went to RP to apply for DAE and guess what it is full. and gerald and donald was disappointed. Hai. if i cant go poly with them then poly life will be useless at all. Seriously man. But put that aside. we played psp together while travelling to RP. it was damn fun haha .

ok then that it for today peace out.

2007-03-26T09:42:00.000+08:00

Went for nutriention classes yesterday. The lesson was very very good as the teacher was a very good spoker. He knows how and when to create jokes to make us laugh and most importantly he knows how to link incident regarding to the nutriention topic.

For example, the microphone has run out of battery. Then after the problem had been fixed. He link the microphone to our human body. Like if the energy source fade away. it like our body, my heart will stop beating. So in order to give it source of energy to our heart we need to take in vatamins and other suppliment to give our body the strength and energy to support ourselves.

This is one part. If you want to know more i can tell u more regarding your body. Very interesting class that i have for two days.

This week schedule is packed again for me. Im only free on sunday haha. So see you guys who want to ask me out on sunday ba.

2007-03-25T00:53:00.000+08:00

Hai... today will be a complain post again because i just argue with my father again.

It just like whatever i do doesnt make sense to him. It like he didnt know anything about me. And it that he doesnt trust what i do. Hai... what did i do to deserve this.

I think it time for me to get a job and pay for my own expenses. I really want to be independent. I dont want to depend on my father and my mother. It like yar they care for me. But sometime over caring can become a cage. I know that im rude towards to my father but sometime he just had to give me my own space.

THIS IS MY LIFE AND I WANT TO LIVE IT MY WAY, MY STYLE.

Why cant my father see this and keep complaining about me doing this and me doing that. Cant i just seriously live my own life? It seriously like whatever i do is bad. I ended up in ITE. My father just mook me and said that this is what u get for not studying hard. It like I was so sad already and he said that. It not like i didnt work hard. Please everyone out there knows that i really work hard for the first 'O' levels that i took.

I retook my 'O' levels, my father said it just a waste of money cause i will end up failing anyway. But in the end i pass my 'O' levels with the help of my ex. That is why i regret not telling her how grateful i am for her to teach me so patiencely. Now then i know what it like to take something for granted and regret it after losing it.

And now i doing a network marketing and he said that it stupid. It just a waste of time. Man seriously why cant he at least give me some encouragement. Everytime the encouragement that i needed always come from my mother. Is it so difficult for me to handle my own life which i know im doing the right thing? I seriously need something to scream at

That why i upload this song on to my blog by 3 doors down.

Ok then peace out.

2007-03-23T00:14:00.000+08:00

OK here i am blogging.

First of all, if you all are wondering why my msn nick is like that, I tell you why. I like to plan my following week schelude ahead. So for example next week is coming, my schelude will be pack because i already plan it this week. And already my schelude for next week is pack. Seriously pack.

So yar for example if i ask a person to go out i will inform him/her one week before the week actually starts. So the point is that since it already confirm can you all dont just cancel your meeting at the very last moment? I had one case this week when i was already in the bus and this person told me that she had something on when i just confirm with her 10 mins ago that im meeting her. If that happen to you how do you feel. Frustrated right. Just because of that slot of time, i can do other things.

And if for example i set this date, this day particularly for you if can give me a strong answer saying that u can and confirm that this day u can go out. If suddenly there is work for you for this day, this date, then ok it understandable but if u just cancel the outing the day before without any reason than how do u think i will react.

Or yar cancel liao never mind. For example like monday the meeting was cancel. then for example tuesday this person suddenly called up and asked if im free. Well im not free because i had a business meeting to attend. I already told this person before that my schelude was pack for this week. What do you want me to do? Cut myself into two and split myself to go to two places what. Seriously cant ask myself to put down my business thing and go meet this person in the last minute right. If Im free i will definitely go. It not that i dont want to go. It just that i had so many things to handle and to do. Im not a kid anymore who always stayed at home doing nothing but playing game.

Ok enough of complaint.

Second of all happy birthday to KeJun whose birthday had just passed two days ago. See the date of this post is being blog and u will know which day is his birthday. So he invited serene, andrew, qy and me to his house for bbq. So we went there and ate dinner over at his house. Met a few of his secondary friends over there but overall i didnt ate alot because after all it bbq food and my throat is having a bad day. However i went and drink alcohol there with my groups of friends. 40% alcohol. the first time i drank it was so choking that i cough a few times haha. the previous 40% alcohol that i drank wasnt as choking as this.

Third of all is yesterday which is just a 16 hrs ago i woke up in the moring with an upset tummy. Went to the toilet thrice and guess what i miss donald bus when it reaches my place. We are going for swimming. So i apologised to him in the moring because of my tummy didnt know what happen to me at all.

After went for swimming i went to eat lunch with donald,gerald and meng yew. Then i went to meet berned for my business thingy. After that i went back to tampines and watch Bean holiday. It is quite a funny show really laugh all the way. Had all the classic moves he make. So funny and nice to watch. And now im doing my business thingy online and blog halfway through.

Forth of all recently i met this new group of friends, i just noticed that hanging out with this group of friends from my company will actually help me in my business and in my future.

"1. friends who will always support you. 2. friends who act as ur friend and wont support you. So choose your friend carefully."Heng Yee said this to me when i met her last thursday. After entering this network marketing business i found out what heng yee said was definitely correct. Because i had a few friends who keep saying this.

"why join network marketing. It stupid's. One day your company will sure collaspe. One day your company will be taken over. If i had the time to do this i rather go work... etc"

"Aiyo why bother them. You can make it. Trust me. We are here to back you up. So if you meet any difficulties come and find me." See the differences. This are what i consider real friends.

But of course for those who never say anything like this are also my friends lar LOL. But dont get offended by any of what i said.

As in all along from starting of this business to now. Ponly, Diana, Ponly brother, Ke Jun and his girlfriend. Had been very supportive. This feeling is what i had never felt before beside having my ex. Just hope that i can really do big in this business which i believe i will with the help of them.

Diana husband tell me this within 2 years i can be the Direct Distributor. And the whole group whom i know will actually guide me to do that within 2 years. I hope that i can seriously do that.

ok than gtg. Im leaving a few sentence that i think is seriously true.

"The older you are. The responsibility is bigger. Whatever you do, you need to hold the responsibility if anything when wrong. So if you want to take the risk, manage it probably or the concequences you have to take full responsibility for it."

2007-03-17T01:38:00.000+08:00

I just finish my exam 3 days ago which means that "IM FREE". Yes after 1 and 3/4 year. i finally graduated from ITE muhaha.

As i said again the time in ITE had the ups and down. The first year was kind of sian and a lot of things happen but the second year onwards it is the best time of my life. I just love my time in ITE but seriously sad that i need to leave. I wanted to have the experience of staying back late in school till 11 to rush the project. Play with my friends and do stupid stuff here and there. for example taking the cd rom sticker and put on my glasses then walk around the Sun COT with KJ. that was the fun part.

Experience in ITE is wat i think the most valuble thing in my life. It changes my character from a person who like scold vugar words after my break up to a person who dont like to scold vugar words. I also changed my hair design and my thinking. I changed a lot from a person who dont like to take risk to a person who like to take risk. A person who is fat to a person who is thin now. HEHE I manage to slim down from 72 to 62 kg within 3 months muhaha thanks to my ite friends help.

I seriously will miss those who play with me. and close with me in my ite life. Close friends like donald, gerald and meng yew who always gave care and concern to me when im was really down.

Again seriously thanks KJ. he really gave me two job opportunity and without him nothing is possible. thank you very much for ur guidance in the job also.

hai ITE life just passed. and the new age will begin again. I wondered if there will still be time that we will actually be together.

Btw yesterday i went out with zu mek andrew ke jun and serene. Watch 300. the show is seriously good rating 5 out of 5. It all action pack. i also will upload the picture that we took. thanks meng yew for taking the photo for us.

Btw i left 60 more points to hit my target. must work hard.

2007-03-11T14:02:00.000+08:00

Dont ask me why i posted this song on my blog. I just did because there's a reason. Three more days to exam. i hope i can finish studying my book. BTW IT EXAM TIME. Anyway yar i just blog for the purpose of blog.

我只是想说一声，
我还是想你的。

ok this is it look like my chinese standard is still there. but this is true to a particular someone

2007-03-06T22:38:00.000+08:00

Today i went out study with them. Had a great conversation here and there. Then suddenly i feel very very sad. Sad until i almost cry. But luckily i didnt cry lar lol. Andrew

Next week will be my final exam and im really sad to leave my friends. They are seriously like bro and sis to me. Those are like my brothers are: Gerald, Donald, Lian huat, Ke Jun, Andrew, Eric Yam, Jing Jie, Suphan.

Those who are like my sisters are: Zu, Mek, Serene and many more i guess

To think that i really going to leave them is abit sad. Because the time we spent together was like really really good. Doing stupid things together and have fun together. Hai... I really gonna miss them alot. Far more than my secondary school friends. Because they are the one who actually care for me and concern about me unlike some of my secondary school friends.

Seriously going to miss the times we spend together. And thanks for the hard times that u all spent through with me. Espically to gerald donald, lian huat and meng yew. Donald u are the one who always plan the outing and always shoot me when i do something wrong lol. Gerald was the one who give support to me. Meng yew no need to say been quarrelling with him over and over again but in the end we still good friends. Lian huat. i got nothing to say for him because he always there to support me. Great to have him as my friend.

Ke Jun and Serene for beening with me for splash. Thank u for the guidance u gave me and u two really let me change to a better me. Even though we didnt win anything but we are still a great team. Love doing things with u all. Espically kj we keep doing stupid things together haha. And btw thanks for introducing me the job bro. He is the one who introduce me two jobs. Thank him very much.

Zu and Mek without u two my ite life will be damn boring. Zu u are seriously mad and lame. Mek is seriously fierce and sometime lame but dont worry i still like u two by my side.

Suphan and Andrew. These two are mad. We always talk about crazy things and lame things. When we are together with KeJun, Zu, mek and serene cannot stand us because we are so lame until they cant stop laughing lol.

Hai with all those fun i really dont wish to leave but all good things must come an end. I seriously going to miss them so so damn much.

:'(

This is a poem which i created.

Times passes fast,
All good things,
will come to an end.
No matter how fun we spent together,
Memories will always be there,
To keep us together as one.
Parting each other is not an end,
It just the beginning.
Even though i will miss you'll,
Life still must go on.
Be strong,
Continue walking and never turn back.
As my friend i will always remember you.

Peace out.

2007-03-02T17:40:00.000+08:00

Havent blog for two weeks i think. I been so busy this two weeks. hai exam is coming and i hope i had the chance to get high marks for the exam.

Change my blog song to linkin park "numb" because i think this is what im experiencing right now. The lyrics explain everything so i dont have to do further explaination.

Hai these two weeks. busy until i have no time for myself. no time for other stuff. no time to even do what i want. everything was plan before the week actually starts.

I think im going through some changes. To the bad side i think. I tend to be more flare up this few days. Maybe because i think that im trapped in a cage and i can never get out of this cage of mind. I hated this feeling it seems as if it strangling me right now.

2 more weeks to grudation. I really hope i can go poly first. But i dont wish to leave my ite friends. Ironic isnt it? Im going to miss them terribly because they are the one who accompany me through my hard times. Hai.

Gonna say thanks to those who taken care of me in ite. Including my ca mr roger and many more.

Ok yesterday i got 1gb thumbdrive muhaha very shiok. i got it for free because i atttended scan disk dinner night. 1gb thumbdrive plus titanium cover woohooo where else can u get this type of thumbdrive for free haha.

Ok gonna work hard for my exam already

peace out.

2007-02-22T21:03:00.000+08:00

Heyhey finally i getting back to business. Ok this is mine new lyrics that i created. Please enjoy. Please note that im sorry if i cost anyone to be angry after writing this lyrics.

"I'm not missing you"
Written By Ci Qing

Hey Girl,
Are you satisfied now,
leaving me behind without saying a word
and left my world outcold.
You build me up and tear me down.
Like an old abandon house,
Which left a small flower,
waiting to wither.

If I say i miss you,
would you believe me?
If i say i love you,
Would you come back to me?
But all these doesnt matter now
After you walk through that door,
leaving nothing behind but your shadow.

I never saw it coming,
You took the hammer to these walls,
And dragged the memories down the drain.
After you left,
there is nothing that i could do.
I struggle all this while,
just to keep myself alive with the flow of time.
I really miss you and i need you back.

If I say i miss you,
would you believe me?
If i say i love you,
Would you come back to me?
But all these doesnt matter now.
After you walk through that door,
leaving nothing behind but your shadow.

Now i finally getting back the pieces,
after spending all these time
Just to put my heart together.
After all these years,
I finally realised that,
the moment you left the door,
you never were the best for me.
But still,

If I say i miss you,
would you believe me?
If i say i love you,
Would you come back to me?
But all these doesnt matter now
After you walk through that door,
leaving nothing behind but your shadow.

2007-02-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

hey hey new chinese new year is here. And im here to wish all of my family, relatives and friends a very happy new year.

Ok first of all i think that this chinese new year is a bad start of the chinese calendar for me. Although on the first day of chinese new year is a good day for me, the second was the bad day. I had a tiff with my father. I didnt mean to break the chinese new year festival but i just couldnt stand my father. Hai i need to control my temper.

on the first day of chinese new year i went to my uncle house and gamble there. It was one great day to stay at my uncle house.

As for the second day. i went to visit my relative and then went out with my ite friends. before i meet meng yew and donald, i met up with gerald and pass the anime to celestyn, which she wanted to watch. Then after that meng yew donald gerald and i went to watch norbit at plaza singapore. This is one damn funny show. And i love it.
I rate it 9 out of 10 because it very funny and there is actually a story line behind it.

Ok then after the movie, we went to he pan and eat and see the fire works. and then yar that is for today. Today no mood to write the ending so that it bye

2007-02-19T08:21:00.000+08:00

Ok first of all happy chinese new year to everyone out there.

Saturday was new year eve and i had a great day spending my time/ however it is way too bad for my family reunion dinner as it was not as good as last year lol. But never mind in the end we had our reunion dinner.

In the morning of the new year eve, i went out with my ite friends, in the morning, to do my project till 5 then i went home. after that i ate reunion dinner with my family and i went off to he pan with my another group of ite friends. After going to he pan i went to catch a movie called epic movie which was very very stupid.

Ok yesterday was chinese new year. It the same as every single year where i went to my grandmother place and we gamble over there. Had a great great day over there as this is my first time staying at my grandmother place till 11 plus.

Today will be wearing very nice to go out. Hope that i can take some picture and post it there. Here is my new resolution for the new year.

1. control my freaking temper.
2. stay happy.
3. earn lot of money.
4. work hard.
5. able to get the things that i wanted.

2007-02-15T23:40:00.000+08:00

today i went to haogang with donald for the fun fair. Actually we plan to have 5 people to go today. But in the end, gerald had to do spring cleaning, desmond had to get new year clothing and heng boon didnt turn up because he meeting his friend at bugis. So left donald and i.

Today i had a lot of fun. went to took this bloody roller coaster which wasted my 7.50 on that stupid ride which last for 1 min. Then another 5 dollars at a ride which is much more better than roller coaster. And the last station that we "played" is the merry go round.

ok this are the two picture that i took when im in the merry go round.

ok that it for today then.

Another boring day had pass but there still things for me to forcus on.

2007-02-13T20:27:00.000+08:00

today gonna have a first blogging session talking about my future life that i want to be.

1st of all i need to change my thinking and mindset.

2nd I want to earn 50 k by the age of 23.

3rd i want to be a very successful businessman and own a company.

I read a book called "Rich dad, Poor Dad". And look this book had taught me a lot of new things that i had never encounter before in my entire life. And i found out that that the old education method that parents taught us is already a dangerous type of thinking.

My parents always used to say this. "Ah boy, Study hard and work hard. In the future get into a safe company and get a good stable job." Ok i followed their way of advice and after 19 years, i still study hard and work hard hoping to get a secure job in a company in the future. But this is the dangerous part. If i followed that way of mindset. I would go and worked for a company and in the end i would just worked, get payslip, and pay my taxes and my debts with just a fixed amount of money. Maybe 1.5k or the most 3k. Every single month i would just followed that life. Every morning drink a coffee then go to work, at the end of the month get payslip, pay my taxes and my clear my debts. And every single month is the same. The process just going on and on until the day when im 60 years old hopefully i still had a job. If in the middle of the process of reaching 60, when i get fired, who do i depend on there is no back up plan.

And even if i didnt get fired and i managed to continue to work till retirement, do i still have the enough income to support my retirement? Dont forget that in the next few years we had to pay taxes to support the old people who are the 73 millions baby boomers around the world. So if i just had a normal job and just followed what my parent told me, am i really going to have enough money to support myself when im retired.

After reading "rich dad, poor dad". i realised something very important in this world. Through this world the economy is rapidly changing. It changes so fast but the education system is still the same. They only teaches you to be the professional of that particular job. But did they teach u financial planning, except for business courses like accounting. It is a confirm "No" answer. They didnt teaches u how to maintain your wealth nor your spending. And the government taught that this is best that parents teaches their children this. But what does the parents really know, most of them dont even know about finanical planning. And now by the age of 30 i can guarntee there are still a lot of people who income is still below 10k.

So after thinking about all this factor, i had decided to set up my own company with my friends. I've done research on what i can do and what i cant do. I'm not going to work for money like most adult did and in the end they work till they have no time for their family. One good example is one of my friend's father. Her father is always away for business trip leaving his family in singapore. Think about it, even if he worked so hard for it, in the end how much did he bring home? the most it up to 5k. So why worked hard for money, when u know you are repeating the same process over and over again and there is a risk that u can be fired. Isnt it better that you can let money work for you when u dont even do anything at all?

There is a different between working for money and money working for you. Nowadays, most of the adult are so into money. Hoping that they can live a better life by working hard in the company as an employer. So every month they get their pay, pay their bills, tax and food. In the end how much do they left?

But if u let money work for you it is an entire different kind of thinking. First of all, you work hard in a few years in a direct sales company, which need as low as 100 dollars to start up. And then u will see the outcome, the money flow to you monthly after a few years. And this amount is not just 500 dollars or 1 k. It is a few thousand dollars. and imagine doing nothing and just let the money flow to you. This is what i called money work for you.

So let get back to this company of mine that i setting up. I decided to work on networking marketing and on the same time do repairing and setting up server. and after my friends and family listen to my decision, there are two type of people who give their comment.

"You will never make it. You are stupid to join this type of job and wanted it to be your company. " First of all is my family members, they told me this that most people will tell you.

"You can do it go for it. After knowing u for so long i know you are the right person for the job. i will cover you whenever you are down." this are what my friends and member of the company told me.

To me either way whether they give support or not it doesnt really matter because my target is to earn 50 k by the age of 23 when i'm still schooling in poly.

But this is the only job that will give you moral support of being a good business man and an investor. And now i really wanna work hard to strive for that company of mine. Im currently recurting people to join me to build up this empire of mine. I already found one partner but i still need 2 more. If u are interested just find me or give me a call.

2007-02-10T21:54:00.000+08:00

ok long time never blog already... so i decided to blog today.

Two things that i want to blog about is about
1. i join a new company selling things
2. a great day at east coast yesterday and an outing with my secondary friends

ok the first thing is that i join this company called Amway. and now i selling a lot of things range from daily product to comestic. If guys there need any things just message me and i show u the product. It guarntee safe as it has been approved from singapore government and it perfectly legal to buy my stuff. so dont worry har i wont sell illegal goods. i think u all should know what kind of person i am.

Ok now for the second thing that i going to blog about is yesterday outing. Had a great day at east coast. Yesterday my school had a marathon and we use this opportunity's to have a class outing.

ok i see let u see the picture

We are preparing for the run...

kejun and I took this picture before we run the marathon.

Ok then after taking the picture. Kejun cycle through the marathon and i just use the scooter for the marathon. Thanks yong rui for lending me the scooter.

After the marathon, my friends and i decided to have a outing at east coast. So some of them went to swim and the other play the kite. Ke Jun suddenly thought of kayaking so he asked me whether want to join him for kayaking or not. So i accept the idea because this is only time our class can spent time at east coast.

This is some of the picture

I sat infront and kejun sat behind

Now this is andrew sitting in front and me sitting at the back sit while ke jun just sat at the back praying.

ok this picture is a bit small. Jenny is at the front of the sit and kejun was standing up and im sitting behind putting the peace sign.

then after that i play pool with them and then i meet with jane, liting and yong rui.
Yesterday outing was good and fun... Had a great day...
ok then peace out

2007-02-02T22:56:00.000+08:00

ok i gonna make this short and easy

today i start work at funan lvl 1 selling window vista. but i cant seems to sell any. gonna work hard tomorrow.

Btw for those had nothing to do just head on to funan tomorrow or sunday. Just visit my booth and u can play with window vista. of course i shall introduce to u wat window vista is. Tomorrow i will be at funan from 10 to 8pm and the same goes on sunday.

Ok then peace out.

2007-01-31T00:11:00.000+08:00

30 Jan 2007
Went shopping today for chinese new year goods. Ok so today i went to get a blazer/ jacket. It can be both but i think it more on the blazer side.

So today went shopping with gerald and donald. We get our stuff at bugis street. The things there are cost WAY Below my budget and it really nice. I going to post the picture tomorrow once i manage to get a shot out of me wearing it.

Today we were very tire after all the 5 hrs of shopping. Walking from bugis street to bugis juction then go back and come back to busgis juction. I think we walk to and forth for about 4 times before we decided what to get.

So after we finish getting out stuff at bugis we went to far east to shop. Then after far east we went to wisma autra top shop. And i get a belt there.

SO today spent about 71 dollars on clothing. It is consider damn cheap.

Ok then gtg peace out.

2007-01-28T00:38:00.000+08:00

FINALLY ALL THE COMPETITION IS OVER!!!! i can focus more on my studies and of course on my guitar too. Today i've been practicing the guitar and guess what. Due to the long period of time i practice today, i cut my finger with the string and it is like damn pain. So i think it time for me to take a rest.

Currently i'm been practicing "more than words". wa if i can master that song then my guitar skill will go to another level. which i wish it will happen of course.

Ok so valentine is coming and i cant seems to find any one to be my valentine so how. HOW!!!!!!. lol. i not that desperate for girls but it will be good to have one though.

Oh yar and one more great news that i think i should blog it out here. And that is my school has helped me to apply to poly and that means i dont need to go to ns this year. REJOICE! no NS no NS no NS no NS for this year muhahaha. Thanks my school man.

ok then i have to go.

peace out then.

3 more days to make a decision

2007-01-25T18:15:00.001+08:00

Busy busy busy busy busy.... This week i got a few tests going on. And i just finish this week test. But i still have a competition going on on this Saturday. Now busy studying for the competition. It is a IT quiz and my school is depending on my team to get into the final so i need to study really hard now.

I hope that i have the motivation to study and i think i need to find that motivation.

Today had a rough day thinking on my group member. Who should i choose? i want to form my own team and not other people telling me who should they want to form a team. I wanted to choose my team member for god sake. I know i going to make a few people angry but this is the last term for me so no hard feeling if i had to do the project with my own group of people.

And after this competition, i going to have another competition and that is the inter-class street soccer competition. Going to help my class to kick in the street soccer competition. Hope that we can win. Looks like after my break up, i been occupying myself with school work. Trying to make myself busy. 5 competition added to my resume. hehehe i hope that it can improve.

ok then back to studying.

6 more days to make my decision

2007-01-25T18:01:00.000+08:00

2007-01-19T19:48:00.000+08:00

4 days never blog le so today i decided to blog. yesterday i had a great day. Even though we waited for 4 hrs for the VIP to come to Sun cot but then we had a great time in there. Since we know we had to wait for 4 hrs, Zu, Mek, ke jun, Serene, Benjamin, and me started to play uno first. I didnt know that zu actually brought uno with her man. Then after that we start to play uno for half and hr. then eric told us that he had battle field. So ke jun and i look at each other and we begin to play battlefield. Eric was the one who share the file through the network and we play like siao... the whole sun cot become a lan game shop. It the year 2 and the year 1 compete with each other. Totally fun man... Btw eric sorry for keep disturbing you har. u should know me lol...

And as for today i skip classes to go for the open house. hai... today i went to tp and np for open house with andrew, benjamin yap, zu and mek. and guess what i saw my ex-gf mother on the street and her grandmother on my way to tp. Then when i reached tp i saw my ex-gf... what a day man. I saw her on top of the bridge and i dont know whether she saw me or not. Didnt know why but i dont want to talk to her at all. When i walked down the bridge wanting to meet my friend, suddenly there something in me that pull me back. So i walk back up the bridge and wait my friend there. Seriously i think it better for her not seeing me because i might just ended ruined her day.

Ok enough of the sad stuff. i guess 6 out of 10 entries, i will type something sad about myself. Ok the happy part now... Horray... i finally get the chance to eat fast food after 1 week of putting on braces. HORRAY... but then i had to eat with fork and knife. and the man who sat beside me keep seeing me because of me using a fork and a knife to eat a burger. it is because if i dont use fork and knife, i cant even use my chewing teeth to chew the burger. Currently my door teeth is still very weak. So i had the use the teeths behind to eat.

Then today when i go to tp and np i saw a lot of chio bu lor... all chio bu then not my type haha. andrew and i was like, "hey see your right.", "hey see your left", "hey what lao you got see that or not. damn chio lor." lol we are pretty mad. instead of seeing the courses, we keep seeing the girls.

But i manage to get some brouchers. i dont know which poly to go to but i guess i will go to sp. as most of my ite friends will go there to study. i hope i can get the courses i get.

2007-01-15T22:19:00.000+08:00

went to liting concert yesterday at VHC (victoria concert hall) with susy, jane chang boon, and yong rui. The overall performance was good. i rate it 4 out of 5. yong rui i not bias har. i just felt that her performance is really better than your concert performance. I like the instructor, he is totally different from the other instructor who i saw at other concert.

And after that we went to suntec to eat. yong rui and liting couldnt join us so it left with susy, jane, chang boon and me. We went to just noodle to eat. And after dinner we proceed to marine square to eat desert. thanks susy for the desert because she treated us desert. Thank you very much.

So today basically woke up at 7am to prepare to go to school. Damn sian... cause we need to go to jurong for competition. So i went school with ke jun and i wore home clothes to school. then i went for my lesson and when i was in the elevator, i saw hui fen in there too. It was very odd as we only say "hi" and "bye". hai why friends can just turn into strangers when time just pass by. HI.... BYE..... HEHEHEHEHE siao....

My lesson end at 9.30 so we decided to slack in sun cot. And had a briefing for the competition that is being held at the jurong. And guess what. there is suspose to be 2 teams to enter the competition but now it has 3 teams. And the 3 rd consist of me, wei zhi and two more people who i dont even know. And i'm on top of the list which make me the leader of the team i guess. Oh man... so i need to go back to science center again next week on saturday. anyone want to support me? actually if you all go there, you wont be able to go in also so why bother lol. So basically i just a camera man for the school today.

after reaching parkway thanks to the free transport that the teacher give, i manage to alight at mp library. And i walked to parkway to meet jane first then liting then susy. After that we went to katong sefare cafe to play board game. This is my first time playing game in there and we spent two hours there and time passed really fast. i had a great time there.

For more picture i will upload but u know me i'm too lazy to upload so dont bother to see ...

Peace out

2007-01-13T22:16:00.000+08:00

HORRAY MY SLIMMING PROGRAM HAS WORKED!!!

Now my weight is offically 65 kg.... lost 3 kg within 4 days. And i can wear size 31 pants already woohooo.... I just need to slim down 3 more kg and my weight is the same as i enter ite already. Now i must really kill that 3 more kg.

Recently i had been eating porridge only for day and night. and i will continue to eat that because of my teeth.

Been feeling down lately thanks to something that been going through my head. Luckily there's always music for me to listen, and to motivate me to move forward. That why i prefer english song more that chinese song.

I remember that a few months ago i put this song "what goes around comes around" song by justin timberlake on my blog. And now it become the number 1 hit already. oh my god it seems that i had a good foresee for number 1 hits lol...

2 more days to competition and i very stress out now trying to memorise all the notes. this shall be my 4th competition and my last one. After that i need to fully concentrate on my studies. Didnt know why i didnt have the mood to study nowadays. I need to forcus back to my studies. About yesterday i didnt want to say anything at all. something happen in school and i dont feel like blogging here.

Set my priority right... But it very hard to choose whether i should forcus on results or i should forcus on relationship... hai... 2 more months before i gruduate. i wonder if there is anyone who would want to go to the prompt night with me... sadded...

ok i need to forcus on my studies now. peace out.

2007-01-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

Here i am blogging again... 3rd day of wearing the braces. Well it isnt as pain as yesterday. i think i get a hang of it already.

Watch the anime dengoh today... Well it is very touching as the main character mother was beginning kidnapped by a bad guy. and this main character was just a children. It was damn sad. He cried and cried for missing his mother. but in the end he intend to fight. If i was as courage as him, wouldnt that be great. to fight for things that i wanted. to fight for the one that i love. but in the end haiz... i just a coward who doesnt have strength or fate to chase what i wanted.

"Stone taught me to fly, love taught me to lie, life taught me to die, So it not hard to fall if you flow like a cannonball." by damien rice

i think everything is true in that phrase. I seriously want to move on. To get a relationship that i always wanted. But in the end, something keep holding me back. It like a nod in my heart that havent been untied. A nod that will never go away because of the past that i did. A nod that i can never untangle unless i meet that person again. i wanted to meet that person so much to say how sorry i am. Even though i know where that person stay, i dont have the courage to find that person. hai... if that person is even reading my blog u should know who i referring to.

Maybe i just not the kind of person who can enter into a relationship. Cause i seriously not the person who can take it up and put it down. It correct for me to put this song on my blog. Btw this is the lyrics of the song.

Damien Rice
Cannonball
Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little piece of your faceI haven't kissed
You step a little closer to me
StillI can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your wordsI long to hear
You step a little closer each day
So close thatI can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
AndI don't want to scare her
It's not hard to fall
AndI don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

So if you know i just intend to be alone for a while to think about what i really want.... As all of my friends keep worrying why i keep quiet from chasing the girl who i like. Well u see i really need to figure things out first .

then peace out ...

2007-01-10T11:15:00.000+08:00

oh fuck, my teeth hurts to the core... shit.... but never mind mus endure. Blogging during my lesson.

Hope that i can slim down by putting braces ba. HOPE.....

2007-01-10T00:26:00.000+08:00

This is the second day of my last school term. Today i got back my system admin theory test paper and practical paper. Guess how much i score.... 100/100 marks for practical and 50/50 marks for the theory test horray.... So that means i got full marks.

Yesterday i went for X-ray for my teeth with zu, andrew and mek cause i drag they with me in the morning so we skip classes together.

So since yesterday i went for x-ray, today i went for my dental appointment which i set on monday. Ok the x-ray was sent to her straight away when i enter the dental clinic. So i enter the room and the dental said this, "good, so today we can start the putting the braces already."

i was like =.= what so fast! I just took the x-ray yesterday and today they want me to put the braces? In the end, i lay on the chair for 1 hr where they start to put the braces on me. it like a mini operation where i can only see their hand moving here and there without even knowing what they are doing at all. The 1 hr process wasnt pain at all but then the dental said that the pain will begin tomorrow and i was like =.= again. what the hell!!!!!!

Btw i need to thank my mother for helping me to pay the dental bills first. thank you very much. Without her putting the braces wouldnt come true. I will definitely pay u back.

After the braces, i thought of not going hell but then i remember that i promise yong rui to go for his concert. So in then i went there with jane and susy. This concert is an opera of a play. Even though i dont know what they are talking about but the performance was okay. i wont waste my time watching lously performance. So i grade yong rui concert 3/5 even though i dont understand what they are talking about. But the action was there and i guess it cover up about the language which they speak.

After the concert we went to eat dinner. Of course i cant eat hard things so i went to order porridge. And we chat here and there and we went home after that.

2007-01-07T22:35:00.001+08:00

Today was my last day of mine holiday. Luckily i didnt spent the day by myself. I met up with donald and gerald at 3.00pm and we went to ps.

Donald went to CC(comic collection) to get a keroro model and in the end he got geroro, a red color frog which he didnt want to get. So gerald bought the frog from him.

After they get their stuff we went to suntec to eat dinner at a resturant. In the end each person just paid 12 dollars. it was extremely cheap compare to a normal resturant. After dinner we went back to zone x to see meng yew. Played a couple of games and we then we went home.

So three weeks of holidays and i spent almost all of my holidays going out with my friends. This had a been a good rest for me and i hope that i concentrate on my studies now. The playing session is over now it time for studies.

As the photo which i promise to put on my blog for today, i need to postpone it to tomorrow because i had to study for now. besides that i dont have the time to upload the picture to photo bucket. So hopefully i can do that tomorrow.

It's the first week of the year and i already had so much fun. hope i can achieve more this year compare to last year. Although i said i want a girlfriend ever since last year, i failed to get one and i think it is not that important. The most important is results. i need to set my priority first and go for it. Girlfriend can wait until i find the one who is suitable for me.

Ok then peace out.