After so long of missing in action. Im back again but i would not blog much. A lot of things has happen. First to say sorry to my gf for quarrelling with her over and over again during this missing in action period. However i still love her much. Thanks to all my buddies who celebrate my birthday yesterday and last saturday. Really thanks you all.
After all i think i need to change my character and personality. Give me 1 month and i change. However sometime i really dont know who i really am. What i want or what i really think. I think that i becoming to a guy who i knew nothing about myself. This is so sucky.
Ok then to all my friends out there who are facing relationship problem or who had broke up with ur bf/gf i have two lyrics for you all. Hope you all enjoy it. The first lyrics is entitled helping man and the second is entitled missing you.
Helping manI trying to picture a man
Who always has a helping hand
towards the girl that he likes.
It a beautiful scene,
But i cant be that guy.
I never was a caring guy,
nor a listener.
Whatever your need or desire,
i cant seems to fulfil them.
Though we are together,
i cant be the man you want me to be.
You got the best of every world,
Every man wants you .
but what you really want is a guy
who always has a helping hand.
To be there for you when you him.
I not a caring guy,
nor a listener.
Whatever your need or desire,
i cant seems to fulfil them.
Though we are together,
i cant be the man you want me to be.
It kind of hurts
with the kind of word that you said to me.
Even though i endure all these,
but i still cannot stand it.
Even though it so pain to part,
you would not shred a tear for me.
I not a caring guy,
nor a listener.
Whatever your need or desire,
i cant seems to fulfil them.
Though we are together,
i cant be the man you want me to be.
Missing youhey i really miss you,
There's too many things that i wanted to say
but i dont know where i can start from.
I feeling very down now.
And i wanted to see you badly
but i dont know how to contact you.
But all i can do is to pray and hope to see you again.
If we havent end this relationship
I wouldnt be in this shit now.
I really need you.
Due to the past of quarrel
I said things that i didnt meant to
but then i really love you.
If there wasnt you in the first place
where would i be now.
I'm sorry with the things i said to you.
If i can reverse time,
I would just take it all away and treasure you.
hey i really miss you,
There's too many things that i want to say
but i dont know where i can start from.
I feeling very down now.
I wanted to see you really badly
but i dont know how to contact you.
When i saw you the other day at park,
I said hi to you and we chatted.
All we chat is hobbies and stuff,
With no love topic between us.
How sucky this would be.
HOw i wish i could say i want you back.
hey i really miss you,
There's too many things that i want to say
but i dont know where i can start from.
I feeling very down now.
I wanted to see you really badly
but i dont know how to contact you.
If we havent started at all,
I wouldnt be in this shit now.
But all i want to say is that i really want you back.
Ci Qing roared at
11:03 AM.