ROAR!
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Now she own me something already hehe. Shall wait for the chance when i think of it then i tell u wat i want haha. So dont run away haha.
But yesterday when i was doing the project i was thinking of this song. And it totally suit yesterday on how i feel.
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
* And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Mother staring down
She don't know where i been
Or how long i been out
She said 'Boy i'm tired of waiting up while your out with your friends'
i said 'Mom im TRYING and im living my life the best way that I can'
Cause i'm trying to live my life
I'm not trying to do something bad
This life is mine i'm living
Don't you know me? I wont ever let you down
The day has come
I am moving on
She don't know where i'll go
Or when I'm coming home
She said 'Son take care, don't let your dreams get too far out of sight'
He said 'I love you now, don't worry about me you know i'll be fine'
Cause i'm trying to live my life
I'm not trying to do something bad
This life is mine i'm living
Don't you know me? I wont ever let you down
No
I'm not trying to do something bad
Don't you know me? I wont ever let you
I wont ever let you
What they say
What they know
What they think wont ever bring me down
This life is mine and I am my own
I'm trying to live my life
I'm not trying to do something bad
This life is mine I lead
Don't you know me?
I'm trying to live my life
I'm not trying to do something bad
This life is mine i'm living
Don't you know me? I wont ever let you down
NOOOOO
I'm not trying to do somethind bad
Don't you know me? I wont ever let you down
I wont be nobody else
This life is mine and i am my own
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Orginally from 3 doors down Be Somebody.
I edit the chorus a bit and i post it up. Just want to delicate this song to my mother.
Ok then peace out.
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What am i doing seriously. my result have drop, while the rest has move on. damn it i need continue to work even harder. work work. study study.
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Sunday, January 13, 2008
Too tired to care for this and that... need a break and i really want it fast.
two words
Gone case
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when everyone asleep
i reach it out again
for the 8th beer now
just to ease the pain in me
and off to sleep
when u woke up u know it's alright
something u did that u know feel's right
then i will walk to the another side of the world
where u will try to do it all again
when both we know it will never be the same
Now i taking some time off from you
Just to look around and think
People around me just forget to smile
just like u and me
like there's no remedy to help
you look at the sun
and u laugh at the rain
to someone else where it always the same
then i will walk to the another side of the world
when you will try to do it all again
but u know it will never be the same
you look at sun
u laugh at the rain
to someone else it always the same
then i will walk to the another side
when u will do it all again
but u know it will never be the same
then i will walk to the another side
where u know u will do it all again
and both we know it will never be the same
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Created lyrics again
Enjoy it
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Monday, January 07, 2008
Yo
I can't sing it
I feel like singin
I wanna fucking sing
Cos i'm happy
Yeh, i'm happy
HaHa
I got my baby back
Yo, check it out
Verse #1 Sung
Some days i sit, staring out the window
Watchin' this world pass me by
Sometimes i think theres nothing to live for
I almost break down and cry
Somtimes i think i'm crazy
I'm crazy, oh so crazy
Why am i here, am i just wasting my time?
But then i see my baby
Suddenly i'm not crazy
It all makes sense when i look into her eyes
Chorus
Somtimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leaning on me
Cos sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she comes back to me
Verse #2 Sung
My baby girl (hailey laughs) keeps gettin' older
I watch her grow up with pride
People make jokes, cos they don't understand me
They just dont see my real side
I act like shit, dont phase me,
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive
But then i see my baby
Suddenly i'm not crazy
It all makes sense when i look into her eyes
Chorus
Verse #3 Rapped
Yeh and if i could sing, i'd keep singing this song to my daughter
If i could hit the notes, i'd blow something as long as my father
To show her how i feel about her, how proud i am that i got 'er
God, im a daddy, im so glad that her mum didn't *censored* (want her)
Now you prob'ly get this picture from my public persona
That i'm a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma,
But i wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest
Cos there's a lot of shit i keep bottled that hurts deep inside o' ma soul,
And just know that i grow colder the older i grow
This boulder on my shoulder that gets heavy and harder to hold
And this load is like the weight of the world
And i think my neck is breaking should i just give up
Or try to live up to these expectations? now look,
I love my daughter more than life in itself,
But i got a wife who's determined to make my life living hell
But i handle it well, given the circumstances i'm dealt
So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else
But the years that i've wasted are nothing to the tears that ive tasted
So here's what im facin: 3 felonies, 6 years of probation
I've went to jail for this woman, i've been to bat for this woman
I've taken bats to people' backs, bent over backwards for this woman
Man, i shoulda seen it comin, why'd i stick my penis uppin?
Woulda ripped the pre-nup if i'd seen what she was fuckin
But fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more
I got my baby, maybe the only lady that i adore, haley
So sayonara, try tomorra, nice to know ya
My baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner
And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted
Its like the greatest gift you can get
The weight has been lifted
Chorus
Outro - Spoken
Woow!
I told you, i can't sing.
Oh well, i tried
Haley, remember when i said
If you ever need anything, daddy will be right there?
Well guess what, daddy's here.
And i ain't goin nowhere baby
I love you (kiss)
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Friday, January 04, 2008
Even though i damn piss off with things that is happen now but what can i do. All i can do is just bite my lips and endure the pain. Tell me seriously is it because that i didnt say anything at all till it makes u climb over my head and let u take control. Damn it i seriously just sick and tire of it already.
Seriously speaking all i want is that people to just let me do things my ways just for a while but then all i get is complain here and there. if that is the case why even bother to ask my opinion. Hai.... i endure for the time being because nothing cant be done for now even though i want things to be change around here.
Sometimes silent is the best way to make things go smoothly but on the other hand, i'm suffering.
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Even though i damn piss off with things that is happen now but what can i do. All i can do is just bite my lips and endure the pain till my lips bleed. Tell me seriously is it because that i didnt say anything at all till it makes u climb over my head and let u take control. Damn it i seriously just sick and tire of it already.
two words. fuck off
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Thursday, January 03, 2008
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
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Dont know why but i just feel these way hai....
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Wednesday, January 02, 2008
1. Get good grades
2. Have more time doing own personal stuff
3. Able to speak out my own opinion more
4. Get a watch and wear it
5. Get a new shoe
6. Lose it before 21 birthday
7. Save money for a chalet
8. Last the relationship for more than a year
9. Be more mature
10. Be more handsome LOL.....(my favourite LOL)
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Tuesday, January 01, 2008
First of all i want to wish everyone happy new year to you guys... btw i been spending these two days, new year eve and new year, with sistaz.
Yesterday, i spend time with my gf before actually went to susy house to celebrate for new year. By the time i reach her house it was like 730. then we start with our steamboat dinner. ok these are the picture
This is the steam boat that i talking about...
Fishballs and wanton
corn and mushroom
chicken chop pork chop and crap meat
Jane's satay yummy...
PRAWNS!!!!!
After eating we went to play tennis for a while...
Jane and Liting posting
chang wen and susy plus susy's dog bubble
susy, bubble and me.
picture of bubble cute right
Then after the tennis section we went to susy house downstair to catch the fire work... these are the picture before the fire work began
The three xiao jies
The three xiao jie plus chang boon
The final photo of new year eve
Then today went to watch AvP2 with sistaz. man the show is damn sucky i dont like the ending at all but wat to do. my rating is 1 out of 5 man...
our group photo again but it abit blur
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Niceken
About myself
Age:20
Birthday: 16/07/87
Status:In a Relationship
School: NYP
Misses
"Rabbit"
My handphone
ITE Simei Colleage East
Parents
Sistas
Friends
Wishlist
Tokyo swatches
New shoe
Shirt
Glasses
She be my side
Score well in exam
About myself
Age:20
Birthday: 16/07/87
Status:In a Relationship
School: NYP
Misses
"Rabbit"
My handphone
ITE Simei Colleage East
Parents
Sistas
Friends
Wishlist
Tokyo swatches
New shoe
Shirt
Glasses
She be my side
Score well in exam