Sunday, March 25, 2007
Hai... today will be a complain post again because i just argue with my father again.
It just like whatever i do doesnt make sense to him. It like he didnt know anything about me. And it that he doesnt trust what i do. Hai... what did i do to deserve this.
I think it time for me to get a job and pay for my own expenses. I really want to be independent. I dont want to depend on my father and my mother. It like yar they care for me. But sometime over caring can become a cage. I know that im rude towards to my father but sometime he just had to give me my own space.
THIS IS MY LIFE AND I WANT TO LIVE IT MY WAY, MY STYLE.
Why cant my father see this and keep complaining about me doing this and me doing that. Cant i just seriously live my own life? It seriously like whatever i do is bad. I ended up in ITE. My father just mook me and said that this is what u get for not studying hard. It like I was so sad already and he said that. It not like i didnt work hard. Please everyone out there knows that i really work hard for the first 'O' levels that i took.
I retook my 'O' levels, my father said it just a waste of money cause i will end up failing anyway. But in the end i pass my 'O' levels with the help of my ex. That is why i regret not telling her how grateful i am for her to teach me so patiencely. Now then i know what it like to take something for granted and regret it after losing it.
And now i doing a network marketing and he said that it stupid. It just a waste of time. Man seriously why cant he at least give me some encouragement. Everytime the encouragement that i needed always come from my mother. Is it so difficult for me to handle my own life which i know im doing the right thing? I seriously need something to scream at
That why i upload this song on to my blog by 3 doors down.
Ok then peace out.
Ci Qing roared at
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Birthday: 16/07/87
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