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Friday, March 30, 2007
having chalet from monday to wednesday. This is my class chalet. The first night which is on monday. My teacher came. And we chat here and there. Then the second day was also the same. We had a lot of fun and yar that it.
I lazy to explain how fun it is in the chalet so yar i just telling u all that i having a chalet lol.
ok then yesterday which was thursday i went to RP to apply for DAE and guess what it is full. and gerald and donald was disappointed. Hai. if i cant go poly with them then poly life will be useless at all. Seriously man. But put that aside. we played psp together while travelling to RP. it was damn fun haha .
ok then that it for today peace out.
Ci Qing roared at
Monday, March 26, 2007
For example, the microphone has run out of battery. Then after the problem had been fixed. He link the microphone to our human body. Like if the energy source fade away. it like our body, my heart will stop beating. So in order to give it source of energy to our heart we need to take in vatamins and other suppliment to give our body the strength and energy to support ourselves.
This is one part. If you want to know more i can tell u more regarding your body. Very interesting class that i have for two days.
This week schedule is packed again for me. Im only free on sunday haha. So see you guys who want to ask me out on sunday ba.
Ci Qing roared at
Sunday, March 25, 2007
It just like whatever i do doesnt make sense to him. It like he didnt know anything about me. And it that he doesnt trust what i do. Hai... what did i do to deserve this.
I think it time for me to get a job and pay for my own expenses. I really want to be independent. I dont want to depend on my father and my mother. It like yar they care for me. But sometime over caring can become a cage. I know that im rude towards to my father but sometime he just had to give me my own space.
THIS IS MY LIFE AND I WANT TO LIVE IT MY WAY, MY STYLE.
Why cant my father see this and keep complaining about me doing this and me doing that. Cant i just seriously live my own life? It seriously like whatever i do is bad. I ended up in ITE. My father just mook me and said that this is what u get for not studying hard. It like I was so sad already and he said that. It not like i didnt work hard. Please everyone out there knows that i really work hard for the first 'O' levels that i took.
I retook my 'O' levels, my father said it just a waste of money cause i will end up failing anyway. But in the end i pass my 'O' levels with the help of my ex. That is why i regret not telling her how grateful i am for her to teach me so patiencely. Now then i know what it like to take something for granted and regret it after losing it.
And now i doing a network marketing and he said that it stupid. It just a waste of time. Man seriously why cant he at least give me some encouragement. Everytime the encouragement that i needed always come from my mother. Is it so difficult for me to handle my own life which i know im doing the right thing? I seriously need something to scream at
That why i upload this song on to my blog by 3 doors down.
Ok then peace out.
Ci Qing roared at
Friday, March 23, 2007
First of all, if you all are wondering why my msn nick is like that, I tell you why. I like to plan my following week schelude ahead. So for example next week is coming, my schelude will be pack because i already plan it this week. And already my schelude for next week is pack. Seriously pack.
So yar for example if i ask a person to go out i will inform him/her one week before the week actually starts. So the point is that since it already confirm can you all dont just cancel your meeting at the very last moment? I had one case this week when i was already in the bus and this person told me that she had something on when i just confirm with her 10 mins ago that im meeting her. If that happen to you how do you feel. Frustrated right. Just because of that slot of time, i can do other things.
And if for example i set this date, this day particularly for you if can give me a strong answer saying that u can and confirm that this day u can go out. If suddenly there is work for you for this day, this date, then ok it understandable but if u just cancel the outing the day before without any reason than how do u think i will react.
Or yar cancel liao never mind. For example like monday the meeting was cancel. then for example tuesday this person suddenly called up and asked if im free. Well im not free because i had a business meeting to attend. I already told this person before that my schelude was pack for this week. What do you want me to do? Cut myself into two and split myself to go to two places what. Seriously cant ask myself to put down my business thing and go meet this person in the last minute right. If Im free i will definitely go. It not that i dont want to go. It just that i had so many things to handle and to do. Im not a kid anymore who always stayed at home doing nothing but playing game.
Ok enough of complaint.
Second of all happy birthday to KeJun whose birthday had just passed two days ago. See the date of this post is being blog and u will know which day is his birthday. So he invited serene, andrew, qy and me to his house for bbq. So we went there and ate dinner over at his house. Met a few of his secondary friends over there but overall i didnt ate alot because after all it bbq food and my throat is having a bad day. However i went and drink alcohol there with my groups of friends. 40% alcohol. the first time i drank it was so choking that i cough a few times haha. the previous 40% alcohol that i drank wasnt as choking as this.
Third of all is yesterday which is just a 16 hrs ago i woke up in the moring with an upset tummy. Went to the toilet thrice and guess what i miss donald bus when it reaches my place. We are going for swimming. So i apologised to him in the moring because of my tummy didnt know what happen to me at all.
After went for swimming i went to eat lunch with donald,gerald and meng yew. Then i went to meet berned for my business thingy. After that i went back to tampines and watch Bean holiday. It is quite a funny show really laugh all the way. Had all the classic moves he make. So funny and nice to watch. And now im doing my business thingy online and blog halfway through.
Forth of all recently i met this new group of friends, i just noticed that hanging out with this group of friends from my company will actually help me in my business and in my future.
"1. friends who will always support you. 2. friends who act as ur friend and wont support you. So choose your friend carefully."Heng Yee said this to me when i met her last thursday. After entering this network marketing business i found out what heng yee said was definitely correct. Because i had a few friends who keep saying this.
"why join network marketing. It stupid's. One day your company will sure collaspe. One day your company will be taken over. If i had the time to do this i rather go work... etc"
"Aiyo why bother them. You can make it. Trust me. We are here to back you up. So if you meet any difficulties come and find me." See the differences. This are what i consider real friends.
But of course for those who never say anything like this are also my friends lar LOL. But dont get offended by any of what i said.
As in all along from starting of this business to now. Ponly, Diana, Ponly brother, Ke Jun and his girlfriend. Had been very supportive. This feeling is what i had never felt before beside having my ex. Just hope that i can really do big in this business which i believe i will with the help of them.
Diana husband tell me this within 2 years i can be the Direct Distributor. And the whole group whom i know will actually guide me to do that within 2 years. I hope that i can seriously do that.
ok than gtg. Im leaving a few sentence that i think is seriously true.
"The older you are. The responsibility is bigger. Whatever you do, you need to hold the responsibility if anything when wrong. So if you want to take the risk, manage it probably or the concequences you have to take full responsibility for it."
Ci Qing roared at
Saturday, March 17, 2007
As i said again the time in ITE had the ups and down. The first year was kind of sian and a lot of things happen but the second year onwards it is the best time of my life. I just love my time in ITE but seriously sad that i need to leave. I wanted to have the experience of staying back late in school till 11 to rush the project. Play with my friends and do stupid stuff here and there. for example taking the cd rom sticker and put on my glasses then walk around the Sun COT with KJ. that was the fun part.
Experience in ITE is wat i think the most valuble thing in my life. It changes my character from a person who like scold vugar words after my break up to a person who dont like to scold vugar words. I also changed my hair design and my thinking. I changed a lot from a person who dont like to take risk to a person who like to take risk. A person who is fat to a person who is thin now. HEHE I manage to slim down from 72 to 62 kg within 3 months muhaha thanks to my ite friends help.
I seriously will miss those who play with me. and close with me in my ite life. Close friends like donald, gerald and meng yew who always gave care and concern to me when im was really down.
Again seriously thanks KJ. he really gave me two job opportunity and without him nothing is possible. thank you very much for ur guidance in the job also.
hai ITE life just passed. and the new age will begin again. I wondered if there will still be time that we will actually be together.
Btw yesterday i went out with zu mek andrew ke jun and serene. Watch 300. the show is seriously good rating 5 out of 5. It all action pack. i also will upload the picture that we took. thanks meng yew for taking the photo for us.
Btw i left 60 more points to hit my target. must work hard.
Ci Qing roared at
Sunday, March 11, 2007
我只是想说一声，
我还是想你的。
ok this is it look like my chinese standard is still there. but this is true to a particular someone
Ci Qing roared at
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Next week will be my final exam and im really sad to leave my friends. They are seriously like bro and sis to me. Those are like my brothers are: Gerald, Donald, Lian huat, Ke Jun, Andrew, Eric Yam, Jing Jie, Suphan.
Those who are like my sisters are: Zu, Mek, Serene and many more i guess
To think that i really going to leave them is abit sad. Because the time we spent together was like really really good. Doing stupid things together and have fun together. Hai... I really gonna miss them alot. Far more than my secondary school friends. Because they are the one who actually care for me and concern about me unlike some of my secondary school friends.
Seriously going to miss the times we spend together. And thanks for the hard times that u all spent through with me. Espically to gerald donald, lian huat and meng yew. Donald u are the one who always plan the outing and always shoot me when i do something wrong lol. Gerald was the one who give support to me. Meng yew no need to say been quarrelling with him over and over again but in the end we still good friends. Lian huat. i got nothing to say for him because he always there to support me. Great to have him as my friend.
Ke Jun and Serene for beening with me for splash. Thank u for the guidance u gave me and u two really let me change to a better me. Even though we didnt win anything but we are still a great team. Love doing things with u all. Espically kj we keep doing stupid things together haha. And btw thanks for introducing me the job bro. He is the one who introduce me two jobs. Thank him very much.
Zu and Mek without u two my ite life will be damn boring. Zu u are seriously mad and lame. Mek is seriously fierce and sometime lame but dont worry i still like u two by my side.
Suphan and Andrew. These two are mad. We always talk about crazy things and lame things. When we are together with KeJun, Zu, mek and serene cannot stand us because we are so lame until they cant stop laughing lol.
Hai with all those fun i really dont wish to leave but all good things must come an end. I seriously going to miss them so so damn much.
:'(
This is a poem which i created.
Times passes fast,
All good things,
will come to an end.
No matter how fun we spent together,
Memories will always be there,
To keep us together as one.
Parting each other is not an end,
It just the beginning.
Even though i will miss you'll,
Life still must go on.
Be strong,
Continue walking and never turn back.
As my friend i will always remember you.
Peace out.
Ci Qing roared at
Friday, March 02, 2007
Change my blog song to linkin park "numb" because i think this is what im experiencing right now. The lyrics explain everything so i dont have to do further explaination.
Hai these two weeks. busy until i have no time for myself. no time for other stuff. no time to even do what i want. everything was plan before the week actually starts.
I think im going through some changes. To the bad side i think. I tend to be more flare up this few days. Maybe because i think that im trapped in a cage and i can never get out of this cage of mind. I hated this feeling it seems as if it strangling me right now.
2 more weeks to grudation. I really hope i can go poly first. But i dont wish to leave my ite friends. Ironic isnt it? Im going to miss them terribly because they are the one who accompany me through my hard times. Hai.
Gonna say thanks to those who taken care of me in ite. Including my ca mr roger and many more.
Ok yesterday i got 1gb thumbdrive muhaha very shiok. i got it for free because i atttended scan disk dinner night. 1gb thumbdrive plus titanium cover woohooo where else can u get this type of thumbdrive for free haha.
Ok gonna work hard for my exam already
peace out.
Ci Qing roared at
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About myself
Age:20
Birthday: 16/07/87
Status:In a Relationship
School: NYP
Misses
"Rabbit"
My handphone
ITE Simei Colleage East
Parents
Sistas
Friends
Wishlist
Tokyo swatches
New shoe
Shirt
Glasses
She be my side
Score well in exam
About myself
Age:20
Birthday: 16/07/87
Status:In a Relationship
School: NYP
Misses
"Rabbit"
My handphone
ITE Simei Colleage East
Parents
Sistas
Friends
Wishlist
Tokyo swatches
New shoe
Shirt
Glasses
She be my side
Score well in exam