Thursday, January 11, 2007
Here i am blogging again... 3rd day of wearing the braces. Well it isnt as pain as yesterday. i think i get a hang of it already.
Watch the anime dengoh today... Well it is very touching as the main character mother was beginning kidnapped by a bad guy. and this main character was just a children. It was damn sad. He cried and cried for missing his mother. but in the end he intend to fight. If i was as courage as him, wouldnt that be great. to fight for things that i wanted. to fight for the one that i love. but in the end haiz... i just a coward who doesnt have strength or fate to chase what i wanted.
"Stone taught me to fly, love taught me to lie, life taught me to die, So it not hard to fall if you flow like a cannonball." by damien rice
i think everything is true in that phrase. I seriously want to move on. To get a relationship that i always wanted. But in the end, something keep holding me back. It like a nod in my heart that havent been untied. A nod that will never go away because of the past that i did. A nod that i can never untangle unless i meet that person again. i wanted to meet that person so much to say how sorry i am. Even though i know where that person stay, i dont have the courage to find that person. hai... if that person is even reading my blog u should know who i referring to.
Maybe i just not the kind of person who can enter into a relationship. Cause i seriously not the person who can take it up and put it down. It correct for me to put this song on my blog. Btw this is the lyrics of the song.
Damien Rice
Cannonball
Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little piece of your faceI haven't kissed
You step a little closer to me
StillI can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your wordsI long to hear
You step a little closer each day
So close thatI can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
AndI don't want to scare her
It's not hard to fall
AndI don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know
So if you know i just intend to be alone for a while to think about what i really want.... As all of my friends keep worrying why i keep quiet from chasing the girl who i like. Well u see i really need to figure things out first .
then peace out ...
Ci Qing roared at
About myself
Age:20
Birthday: 16/07/87
Status:In a Relationship
School: NYP
Misses
"Rabbit"
My handphone
ITE Simei Colleage East
Parents
Sistas
Friends
Wishlist
Tokyo swatches
New shoe
Shirt
Glasses
She be my side
Score well in exam