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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
So tomorrow morning i had to reach jurong at 945 to meet patrick, who is the engineer. It very early for me as you all know i stay near parkway so it like from the east travelled all the way to the west. But hey i got to think of the pay haha.
So today i slack at home basically. I started to play FF12 but i didnt quite enjoy it because of one reason. And that is i had to stop inbetween because i was having a upset tummy. I guess it is the effect of yesterday tom yam soup. went to toilet for like 6 to 7 times today lol.
And went out with yong rui at night. We went to parkway and we are happy to see there was timezone at parkway. Their games was updated and it was quite good compare to ezone. Then we spent 11 bucks playing over there. and then we went home because i having an upset tummy again haha.
Ok this are the photo for yesterday outing
This is me acting cool. but actually not cool at all lol.
This is the satay on our table.
Jane was being forced to eat two satay at a time haha.
This is yong rui and chang boon i wonder what are they thinking.
this is liting. she seems so fierce....
This is taken when we are playing uno haha.
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Early in the morning i called yong rui out. and we went to my friends house to played majong. Yong rui i know i shouldnt drag ur ass down there but then it good to have you there. At least u are there to accompany me. Thank you very much dude. I will go for your concert in exchange. Im a man of my word.
Then after finished playing majong, we went to suntec. During the ride, i slept through because i was very very tired. i hope my friends dont think im anti social. so yong rui and i parted with my group of friends and we waited in suntec for jane, liting and chang boon to arrive. After they arrive, we went to gelare to eat some snacks. Liting and jane order a cup of sprite and a slice of cake while i ordered a milkshake and a cup of coke for chang boon.
Then after going there, we went to carrefour to get the uno cards game which came in handy. I will explain more afterwards. After going to carrefour, we decided to go kallang to have dinner. When we reached kallang coffeeshop, we sat down there and see the menu. So we was discussing whether to eat at the coffeeshop or go other place to eat. In the end we came out with a decision and that is to leave the coffeeshop and proceed to joo chiat to eat.
So we reach joo chiat and we ordered a lot of food. And thanks jane's parents for the delicious food which they provided. I didnt have such a happy and full dinner for such a long time with my secondary friends.
Then after eating the food, we went to parkway mcdonalds. We ordered a large french fried and two ice lemon tea drinks. This is where the uno cards came in. We played the uno card game at there and we had great time there. Very long never play with them le. Hai time passes so fast. It 2 years since we parted. hai. but i still glad that we can still be together.
Now i really no money le sob sob. I hope that i can get a job fast.
ok then peace out.
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Friday, December 22, 2006
So in the end i woke up at 7.30, dragged myself to wake up and take a shower. then i went to school for briefing for a competition.
When i reach school around 9.40. i was stunned to see the schedule. It was from 9 to 7 pm and after seeing the schedule, i thought that it has totally ruined my day. but thanks to the last lesson. the teacher teach very fast and in the end we went back at 6.30.
So since it 6.30, zu, mek, andrew, suphan and i went to east point to get some present for christmas. haha. erm actually is i want to get present not them lol. But before we even buy the present, we went to zone x to play pool. this time andrew win one game. and i win a few games as i compete with suphan. He was a good player. better than me i guess. He won the last match so i think he is the better man. So after playing pool we just hanging out around the east point to get the present.
Just hope that those friends who recieved my present will like it. I going to post photo of what happen in school today if i managed to get the photo from zu tomorrow.
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Yesterday didnt blog at night because i was busy discussing for one of my friend birthday party. So i going to blog about what did i do yesterday.
First of all, i finally had an outing with donald, gerald, and meng yew. We are the only 4 people, who are left in the group, to go out. So i met up with donald at his house bus stop around 1 plus. then we went to dobby ghout to meet gerald and pass meng yew the money for donald present. then gerald, donald and i went to vivo city first because meng yew worked until 4 yesterday.
So we arrived at vivo city around 2. It was so damn early so we decided to walk around vivo city. After a while, we felt damn cool in there and we went outside of the shopping center.
We took some photo there but i going to post it later on.
Then we decided to book the movie tickets. Man u wont believe it the queue was so freaking long. I was lucky that i had the new bleach comic with me so i can read it while im queuing up for the queue. In the end just because to buy the movie tickets, we queue for twenty to half an hour. And in the end we managed to get 4 tickets for "one night in museum" at 655 show. I need to apologies to yong rui for not going for his concert because of the movie time slot.
So at around 4.30, we meet meng yew.
After meeting him, we decided to eat dinner. We went to a restaurant call thai express if im not wrong. In the end everyone spent less then 15 dollars to eat the food there.
Then after eating dinner, we finally watch the movie " one night in museum". It was a damn funny movie and i give it 4.5 out of 5 stars. It filled with emotion, and it also teaches life experience. The most important thing is that it is really very funny. And i learned something from there. And that is, "if you dont believe in yourself, who do u expect to believe in you."
OK then after the movie we went back home. and here are the photo that i taken in vivo cities.
These are the few photo that we taken when we are at vivo city.
Then as i said earlier, i went out to discuss about my friend birthday party at late night around 12 plus. Didnt bring my hp out because my hp battery is almost flat i'm not use to bring out my handphone when i was just below my flat.
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Thursday, December 21, 2006
What is Courage
Is it Brave
What are Lions
I've only seen them in parades
How is love supposed to read
In a footnote of history
What's a tap on your shoulder
That you're afraid to look over
A soldier's down in a fire fight
No one can look me in the eye
This is what it means to be alone.
Tear out my Heart
Feed it to Lions
For this one wish I beg you this tonight
Show me no mercy
But spare me my pride
I'm going for a drive
And if you find out he's coming home
When I come around the corner
I'll know that it's alright
Just leave me two lights
He was young just 23
Didn't have to go
But it was the man he wanted to be
Like every son he was an only one
One day he came to me, said
Freedoms nothing to look over
Till each man can stand upon its shoulder
I'll right you mountains of letters
Each one a little bit better
And know I'll never be alone
Tear out my Heart
Feed it to Lions
For this one wish I beg you this tonight
Show me no mercy
But spare me my pride
I'm going for a drive
And if you find out he's coming home
When I come around the corner
I'll know that it's alright
Leave me two lights
Silent Angels
Light the road up ahead
As the sentries guard the way
On the avenue of borrowed time
I'm almost home
The sun's to rise
I got to know
I've been driving all the night
There's our corner up ahead
I'm alive and I am dead
I drive right through the stop sign
I turn my head
As I lift my eyes
My eyes burn
Tear out my Heart
Feed it to Lions
For this one wish I beg you this tonight
Show me no mercy
Spare me my pride
I'm going for a drive
So how i just like listening to this song. It just represent what i been thinking this few days.
It strange that i blog so early in the morning haha. ok then i will post tonight again.
peace out
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Then after seeing the doctor, i went back home and ate dinner and now im blogging. Boring day isnt it. hai... Hope tomorrow can be a good day.
Ok i then i going to leave a quotation here.
"Hope is a driving force for a person. If he/she has lost all hope, then there will be no future for them."
ok then peace out.
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so after we met up, we walk to marina square using the city link and book the movie ticket called Cinderella at 4.50pm. it is a korean horror movie but it not that horror at all for me. it more like a funny show to me haha.
so before 4.50, we walked around city link and suntec to shop for christmas present. of course i didnt get anything because there is no one for me to give to lol. so when it reaches 4.50pm we enter the cinema and watch that movie. it was a horror movie as i mention earlier but then it was scary at all lol. i seen scarier movie than that. for example Hell girl jidogu shoujo. that is one scary movie man. i had nightmare after seeing that lol.
so after watching the movie, i rushed toward the toilet because my bladder is going to burst. lol. in addition, it was so cold as it was raining outside and the cinema air con is so cold. so after we went to the toilet, we went to play pool horray. i didnt touch pool for like 6 months already and tell u what i totally suck at it now. last time i used to play pool everytime but now i think it is a waste of money if i played it every now and then.
After playing pool for 2 hrs, we thought that we can eat at sasuke sushi but then they didnt have buffet so we go to another fast food restaurant instead.
after our dinner, we went back home. and i gave a present to one of the girls. hehe i shall not tell u all what it is. only some of my friends know it.
then after that i went home. man it was so damn cold today. and i had to see my family doctor tomorrow again. hope that my condition isnt that bad this time.
ok then i had a great day today.
so long suckers.
peace out
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Monday, December 18, 2006
I didnt sleep properly last night, didnt know why it seems that i cant sleep at all. im been waking up frequently thinking about some things that is disturbing. A very unpleasant one. So i not going to say what it is about.
Today is pouring like cats and dogs at my house. it started to rain at 11 something till 12 plus. luckily it stopped to rain for a while so that i can drag my ass down to parkway to get something that i wanted. So i went down to parkway with a pair of slippers and of course shirt and shorts. Man my slippers seriously suck, because of it, my leg is injured due to the fiction between the skin and the handle of the slipper.
But i didnt have more choice since i already reach parkway. So i continue to walk and search for the thing that i wanted with a bleeded leg. lol. but it ok since parkway is like so near to my house so i continue to search for the things that i wanted.
Seriously you know, parkway has nothing that i wanted. a couple of days back i went to parkway to search for a new shoe but there isnt any shoe that caught my eyes. And today i went to parkway to look for a small bottle and they didnt sell it either. Oh where even call parkway a shopping centre where u cant get anything out of it? dont you think so. but to think of it, if without parkway in my area, marine drive will be like so quiet lol.
so after i came home from parkway, i search my house to see whether i got any small glass of bottle. and luckily i was able to find one. A bottle with sand filled in it. hehe thanks to that i dont have to decorate the bottle because i used the sand to something on the cover. hehehe. tomorrow i will let you all see what i made. i'm sure nobody actually expected a guy to do this type of things. espically me you know, because if im were the me last time, i wouldnt even bother about doing this thing at all.
btw one mean reason why i wanted to blog everyday is because i wanted to improve on my english. i know my english is still broken here and there but i will try my best to make my english better.
ok then . peace out
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Sunday, December 17, 2006
then after that we begin to start fishing at 120. then when we reach the site, it started to rain for the entire day. however that doesnt stop us from fishing. WE continue to fish until 7. We had a lot of fun during the fishing session and we manage to caught one puffer fish. that is one dangerous fish because it is posioness. then suphan immediately cut off his straight and set the puffer fish back to the river as soon as he caught that fish up. so throughtout the 6 hrs fishing, we caught only 1 fish and that is the puffer fish in addition the three of us are drench because of the rain. but in the end, it ok because i learn alot of things. and the most important thing is that we had fun there.
then i went to marina square puma shop to get a new shoe. horray and rejoice. i like the design of this shoe so i get it for the price of $80.10.
hehe the design is nice right.
ok i got to go sleep already. very tired.
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Saturday, December 16, 2006
i think i going to sleep soon after i done my 50 situps. btw today i didnt went fishing because kj couldnt make it. so it going to be tomorrow.
And tomorrow i going to learn how to fish and how to make something special. So today i didnt go fishing with them but i went to ps to meet donald. As again this afternoon, after eating the medication i experience headach also. Is the medication really that strong. Let's get back to the point. i passed the cd to donald and after that i went to find for my new shoe. And it was like so expensive 129 dollars. and i was hoping that it wouldnt be so expensive. The shoe was so damn nice but in the end i didnt buy the shoe. i going to shop a few more store for it. but if i really buy that shoe then i would be spenting 300 dollars in this week alone. oh my god.
When i walk out of plaza singapura, i saw ling yan. And she was walking into plaza singapura. It was very strange you know, out of so many of my classmates, ling yan was the only one that i happen to meet most of the time. I dont remember meeting another girl, from my secondary class, on the streets nor shopping center if you know what i mean. So i think that it fate that bring us together so that we can meet each other.
So how i believed in fate u know. If i happen to meet someone, and she caught my attention. we might just meet up another day at the same time at the same timing u know. like my brother kent always told me when i was having my attachment. "what yours is yours. only time will reveal."
btw for those who are feeling sad or feeling despair. i create a sms this evening. Hope that after u all read this sms you might feel better about it. and i going to post it out.
"Saddness is always around everyday. It just how you handle it. Just stay strong and smile. 'Nankurunaisa'. means live today, and smile for tomorrow. If you live life to the fullest, looking forward to tomorrow, things will work out for you. So stay strong."
So i just hope that it help anyone, who is feeling down at the moment, to have that motivation to look forward for a better day tomorrow. And that it for my entry for today
peace out.
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Friday, December 15, 2006
Today i attended a hand over ceremony where i handover my position as a SAP leader to my junior. Frankly speaking. i had never learn SAP but in the end i was selected as the leader. So in another term my position is a fake lol. But i have some knowledge of SAP.
So today is a hand over ceremony but i wasnt in a mood to celebrate because i was coughing like hell. So after the ceremony i stayed back for a while to have a drink and i just stand alone at a corner because i was sick of coughing and the feeling really SUCK. so as soon as they finished taking the photo i went home straight and wanted to do my cisco online voucher test.
So when i reached home around 450, i waited for like 2 hours for the test to activated but in the end it wasnt even activated at all. So i went to see my family doctor around 7 and man it was damn expensive. IT COSTED ME 56 dollars. Can you all believe it. 56 dollars. oh man. i can use that money to get like almost 20 days of cup noodles lol.
Now after taken my medication, i felt very dizzy oh man. i hated this feeling. Why must i fall sick now. Hope that i dont get fever tomorrow as i going fishing with suphan and kejun together. So that it for today i really hope that i can recover quickly.
I have the mood to create a poem or lyric again. Make sure to see my next few days entry. Maybe i will post it on my blog. this time it going to be a sad poem again. lol it is my style. i just love to create sad poem. i guess most of u all know about it already.
ok that is for today i need to rest already.
peace out.
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
But i why am i so unlucky today,
"Tell me why is backstreet boy gay.
tell me why is my plan ruined.
Tell me why,
it gonna have to be this way
i dont want it that way."
After i reached to ming lee house to play majong there, i began to have fever at around 6 or 7pm. Luckily i still managed to win some of the matches but then if they notice. I was very very quiet throughout the whole game. Normally i wont be that quiet if i am really that sick. But the bottom line is that i had fun and able to make them not know that im having fever.
So at about 8 to 9. i called home and i found out that my brother computer was down again. and i need to go home asap to get the computer fixed up. or not my brother cant used his computer. So after we finish playing the last round of the majong, i called gerald and lian huat out to had dinner with me, before i actually went home to fix the com, but they rejected me. sob sob. but it ok it gave me the chance to go home quickly without eating dinner.
But this is the part where it is bad. I wanted to sent someone home but because of the computer and the fever thingy. i couldnt send that person home. MY PLAN IS RUINED COMPLETELY RUINED.
But never mind there is till one more day.
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Finally i'm back to my old self. Thanks to my friends in the past few days who comfort me, i been really moody these few days but today i back to my old ways.
Now to think of it, the previous entry only happen on the past few days after my competition. Now i'm back so guess what, i going to do something that i never done before.
First of all thanks to my brothers and sister in ITE without you i wont be BACK man!
And now get back to the topic of today post. One good news for me is that i won something from the competition and the award is something to do with entertaining. They gave my team a 20 dollar converse voucher. Hehe at least i won something on the competition so i not going to nag anymore or become sad. Btw thanks eric yam for your words man.
And the second good piece of news is i going to work as an engineer again HORRAY. i hope that my boss quickly give me a job so that i can work and earn money. most importantly is that i can learn how to fix the parts in the server and do trouble shooting with it.
The third good news is that I got through all my phrase test with flying colors man. But somehow i dont see any colors here lol.
The fourth good news is something that i not going to say it out. But i hope that everything would work out perfectly.
The Fixth good news is that next week is the holidays and i going to have some crazy shopping tomorrow with my friends. HEHE finally cloths man. I havent bought any clothes for like a year. HEHEHEHE I HAVE THE DESIRE FOR CLOTHS. wa i like a vampire sia lol.
And the last good news of all is. IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII'MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM BACK. With my carefree and cheerful personalty. Oh yar btw those who wrote a testimonial for me today i will try to write a testimonial for you as soon as possible. As for the others who look me please add me in my friendster and write a testimonial for me man. I really appreciate it thanks.
So peace out now and thank you.
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Sunday, December 10, 2006
However i found out something inside me. Deep inside of me, i am really really sad and therefore these few days i am very moody. i think some of my close friends had already found it out. I dont know what happen but i just felt sad. It seems like there are too many competition and i dont think i manage to catch my breath. It really really very stress and i dont think i can take it anymore.
Hai... i been thinking a lot since yesterday. Am i really so bad that i dont stand to win anything. It true that i care that fucking much to win a single damn award. But somehow i work so hard and it seems that my effort didnt paid off. And yar i am so fucking pissed with the result. I know that it is too late too complain it now when the fact is that i didnt even win anything.
3 competition and not a single award. Can you know how frustrating it is when i gave my all and didnt win any prices. I cant swallow this pain anymore. I not putting the blame on anybody, i just blame it on myself. The pain is seriously unbearable.
Sigh... Seriously, i wonder when i can i get back to my feet when i am confident. Even since i broke up with my ex at may, i seemed to completely change to another person. Yong rui said that i become mature, my friends said that i use more vulgar words, and some of them said that i am such a carefree person. But after giving it a serious thought, I dont think that all those that they said about me is true. I think that i become a person who is timid, less confident, and of course a sore loser.
I got to get back no matter what. I need to change to be a better person. A person who i seriously can be myself and not hide myself from the crowd. I dont want to be a person who is happy on the outside and sad on the inside. It's like the beginning of naruto where he is being left out and hated by every single person. It really hurtful when people just see the shell of a core and not understanding what inside it.
And Andrew thanks for helping me and giving me advice, i really appreciate it. One more person i need to thanks is my best friend and my neighbor, that is yong rui. Thanks for ur advice and your kind patience for having me as a friend despite of some stupid issue that i made a few months ago. And meh and zu thanks for the encouragement u gave it to me today.
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Saturday, December 09, 2006
I going to concentrate on my studies now. been missing a lot of lesson due to my competition. Now i really need to catch up.
Next week i going to have a practical test and a theory test and then it going to be my holidays HORRAy....
Ok now i gtg for yong rui concert.
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About myself
Age:20
Birthday: 16/07/87
Status:In a Relationship
School: NYP
Misses
"Rabbit"
My handphone
ITE Simei Colleage East
Parents
Sistas
Friends
Wishlist
Tokyo swatches
New shoe
Shirt
Glasses
She be my side
Score well in exam
About myself
Age:20
Birthday: 16/07/87
Status:In a Relationship
School: NYP
Misses
"Rabbit"
My handphone
ITE Simei Colleage East
Parents
Sistas
Friends
Wishlist
Tokyo swatches
New shoe
Shirt
Glasses
She be my side
Score well in exam