Busy busy busy busy busy.... totally no time at all. Project then need to handle my school work. then project then need to handle my school work then project again. where got time for myself.
No time to rest. but i still blogging haha. so i guess there is a little bit of time to rest. Dont know why, when i was really busy with my school work, my friends keep asking me to do things for them. if i didnt do it they get angry. i mean i actually told them that i was very busy and i will do the things for them if im free. But in the end they waiting for 3 to 4 weeks and they couldnt wait any longer.
Just want to tell them sorry because look, i have a very tight schelude here. for the pass 5 weeks i been handling my splash project even though it has ended already but i still preparing for my splash presentation at singapore poly next week. then two weeks ago i have another competition at clemeti ite and i need to prepare for it.In the end i came of the 5th place. and next week i got my splash presentation as i said earlier. and the next next week i have Innovative IT competition .As you can see alot of competition has been plan for me so where is the extra time for me to do things. dont tell me you expect me not to sleep just because you need me to finish off your things for you. i need to rest too ok.
So many things has been thrown to me by my teacher. cause they expect great results from me. i hope that i can hold up their expectation. So therefore, sorry if i not helping anyone of you all. cause i dont even have time for myself.
So i wont be blogging for the next two weeks so long... then
Ci Qing roared at
12:16 PM.
Finally the FINALS YEAH I MEANT THE FINALS.
Today eric, valerine and i went to clementi ITE to compete in a competition which has to do with a business marketing. And today my team compete with another 29 teams to fight for the first 5 spot to enter the finals.
So basically the team was divided to 2 rooms. 15 groups per room. and i'm happen to be with my so called "junior" sitting beside my team. we are suspose to help each other but in the end we compete against each other like mad. We had no preparation at all and we are told to play this game. To make this competition interesting, the type of software and the type of product which we are going to sell, wasnt being told to us until we reach the competition room.
In the beginning everything seems to be in a havoc as we dont know what to do. But in the end we enter the finals. this are the results between my junior and my team.
1st round:
my junior place = bottom 3
my team place = 2
2nd round:
my junior place = 2nd
my team place = 1st
3rd round:
my junior place = 1st
my team place = 2nd
4th round:
my junior place = 2nd
my team place = 1st
We are luck enough to win the game. It was quite a tough match between my junior and i. In the end we just manage to win them just by 1 point. so i think that is what i call heng.
And tomorrow will be the finals for the top 5 teams. i heard from my friend that 4 teams will be from my school, which include my team and my junior team. So it makes 4 out of 5 teams are from my school. that means my school will have a very high chances of winning.
I will work hard tomorrow. Jia You
peace out
Ci Qing roared at
8:53 PM.
Darkness shadow around me,
While I'm sitting at a corner.
Waiting for punishment to come.
I believe in karma and
i know it coming soon.
So why dont you come quick,
To end my misery?
Even though I still have lots of things to do,
But i willing to accept it.
I've done too many wrong.
But if i want to change,
will they believe it?
A leopard will never change it spot.
This is how u judge a person?
So why dont you come quick,
To end my misery?
Even though I still have lots of things to do,
But i willing to accept it.
I'm so sick of this,
Why wont the sun just shine on me?
The end is near,
and i still stuck here,
waiting for judgement to come.
So why dont you come quick,
To end my misery?
Even though I still have lots of things to do,
But i willing to accept it.
Maybe it would come tomorrow to bring me away.
Created by cq.
Note:
6 months liao and of course sorry to that particular person who i hurt. Only that particular person would know who i refering to. Just want to tell you, sorry for wasting your time, energy and also your heart.
peace out.
Ci Qing roared at
1:00 AM.
When I'm beside you,
Would you notice me?
Why am i always the one,
being left out.
Being alone really hurts.
(Chorus)
When winter comes,
White Snow flakes fall from the sky.
while i'm just another unknown person,
waiting to fade away,
when it touches the floor.
If i care for you,
would you notice it?
Why am i only the one,
who do the caring?
It really hurts,
when no one apprentice it.
(Chorus)
When winter comes,
White Snow flakes fall from the sky.
while i'm just another unknown person,
waiting to fade away,
when it touches the floor.
If i won an award,
would i get compliment from you?
After all these years,
I never get any from you.
It really hurts,
when I done my best,
and no one there to share it with me.
(Chorus)
When winter comes,
White Snow flakes fall from the sky.
while i'm just another unknown person,
waiting to fade away,
when it touches the floor.
Ci Qing roared at
11:37 AM.
yesterday i just had mine competition but i was too tired to blog so i decided to blog today...
Yesterday went there to the competition place at 9 and we didnt even prepare our presentation. So, when my team reached that place, we are busy preparing our presentation speech hoping that we can get the presentation speech done by 1.
So we are busying rehearsal until the time comes for us to go in.

we took a picture first before we went. i done the two poster beside my team by myself. muhaha.
So we went in to present at about 1.50. my friend ke jun was the main presenter. It started out fine but until the end then when the judges ask us a few tough question and we dont know how to answer it. So we just anyhow answer. i wish i could do something during the question and answer but in the end it went out just fine. Hope that we can win the competition but i think the chances are quite slim.
So after the presentation, everyone in my team look quite sad as u can see from this picture

but then after a while azima come and confort me and told me that it over and it's no point thinking about it. After giving it a thought, i think what azima said is true. so i cheer myself up without thinking about the presentation again. The one who is really sad is ke jun. the main presenter. i think he blames himself because he thinks that he never explain clearly. but to me i think he has done his best. after seeing him so heart broken, serene, who is the girl inside the photo on top, and me decided to comfort him. So in the end we managed to get through the rough time together. I learn something from there.
If a team bond is strong, it will get through the hard times together. And that is what we manage to do yesterday.
and this are the photo which we took after the presentation.


Ci Qing roared at
11:47 PM.
I decided to blog for awhile since i had the time.
Been so busy this two weeks, which result in no time for me to blog. I stayed in school from 8 to 9 pm or even later for this entire week. And as for today i going to do the same thing. My deadline for my splash award is coming OH NO! I remember a month ago i said that i wish to back out from the team. However as time past i gave up the thought because being in this project with my friends had made me understand that i'm not alone. They will be there to back me up against my teacher.
Really blessed to have those friend who i know in ite to help me every single time i had a trouble. In addition we had a lot of fun. And i shall blog about a story about an ang mo and a bitch today. If you dont want to continue reading it then it ok you can leave now.
It started during tuesday, when this group had a video shooting for an interview. When it reached for this person, whose name is alvin, something stupid happen. This person, who name is ken, suddenly walked in like a crab, trying to interrupt alvin. However ken didnt know that alvin was filming an interview until he was near alvin. When alvin was at the last sentence of his filming, he saw ken approaching him, he immdiately turned and scold ken. YOU BITCH! what did you do that for. then everyone was laughing here and there. So after that this group keep after at the video clip and it was classified as the most NG video. IT was damn funny because everything was perfect until the end when he suddenly turn and shout "you bitch!".
So ever since that day, alvin was called ang mo and ken was called bitch between to two of them. However both of them know that it was just for fun, peace and joy.
And now school is just like a prison. Everytime we enter this gates and then we come out from it. And as they say, when you come out from the prison dont ever look back. So each day i came out of the prison and i didnt look back. But how come i still go back there. Strange isnt it?
Although splash is tiring for my friends and i, we gain alot of things. One important thing is that our friendship is stronger. And i know that friend comes and go but what we need is to cherish the things we had now or not we will regret.
I wont be posting until the end of my competition at suntec tower 3 level 14 on next thursday. For those who want to support me please come. But i think this is not possible because u all cant go in lol. Why am i even asking u all to support me then lol.
Ci Qing roared at
8:06 AM.