Went to my friend chalet since yesterday. Didnt sleep properly at all. Maybe i wasnt use to the sleeping enviroment over here at the chalet behind downtown east. i dont know what it's called but im still here blogging my way through.
Didnt have a good rest yesterday night but then i wasnt tired at all since i have silkroad to play muhahaha. Thanks to downtown east, they enable wireless lan. And i can use my friend laptop to play liao.
Now i want to wake to 12 to return the majong and hopefully i can sleep after that time. Tata
Ci Qing roared at
10:42 AM.
Yesterday i finally sold my router which has been in my house collecting dust for about 3 to 5 months. Sold my linksys router for 63 dollars after a loss of 27 dollars. As for meng yew sorry for not selling to you cause im in need of money and the offer which u gave me it just a bit little.
Tomorrow will be my last semester of my school life in ite. It is so fast and i dont want it to end. To think of it, i have a great great time in ite. Without my friends in ite, i wouldnt be able to go through those difficult times i had in this year espically in may.
First of all is to thanks all my friends in my group, espically to lian huat, gerald and donald.
Now is the time that i shall continue for my studies and strive for the grades that i wanted from the start.
And i just read my previous entry. I think that i have changed alot recently and i noticed that i've done a big big mistake. Just want to apologise to all the people that i hurt during the attachment period, which is from May 02 to July 7. My actions back then was immature and i hope that you all would forgive me for what i've done espically those things which i wrote in my blog entry. Sorry all.
Peace out.
Ci Qing roared at
11:05 PM.
Today i had a very long day at fan jun house. Very very long 7 hours in his house doing his computer back up and reformatting. But it was a very well spent 7 hours. didnt play winning eleven with him for about 2 years if i not mistaken. Now i have the chance to play with him again. Btw thanks for the lunch fan jun really appreciate it.
I guess i found out something new about myself today. I'm those type of person who will help my friend if they needed help. And that is if i really consider them as friends.
Money is not a matter to break the bond which i consider as friend. The only way to break my friendship with them is they do something wrong or act wrongly. When one person crosses the line, which i did before, i know how painful and how angry the person can feel. Seriously after experience this feeling 2 times within this week, i think i might choose my friends a little more carefully.
Tomorrow i still need to bring my brother friend down to my attachment place cause he's going to work there. My brother's friend asked me to do him a favour by showing him how to get there. See how i cheries those friend which i think are important to me.
Friendship is not about money, it's not about reputation, it's not about fights or quarrels, it nots about how to prove yourself worthy. If you think that is what true friends are then you are truly mistaken
Friendship is about trust, joy, show care and concern, when you are down someone is there for you, when you did something wrong, someone will talk some sense in you. And through it he/she can change for the better with the help of true friends. So if you happen to have one. Make sure to cherish it or not it will be a pity.
Ci Qing roared at
12:56 AM.
Today i went for NS medical checkup. It was quite a fun experience. Get to know some new friends there.
So today morning, i met donald at his house then took a cab to bukit termah interchange and then heng boon hop in to the cab. Then we take the cab to CMPB there to register. We kept our handphone in the locker except for Donald because he is using a non camera phone.
So we went to CMPB there and get really for our medical checkup. There are 6 stop there and it took me about half an hour to complete the medical checkup. When I reach the 6th station, we are requested to take off our shirt and pants, leaving only our shorts or boxers. This is the station, where we need to take off everything and become naked in front of the doctor, then we were told to cough in front of them.
Man, it was so embarrassing to be naked in front of the doctor espically when i dont even know that person at all. But after all it was a fast one. So i was shocked with the doctor told me that i was in PES A. man why was i in PES A and not PES B. my brother is in PES B, why not me. lol.
So after the medical checkup, my friends and i are told to go to the IQ tests. and i spent about 1 hour 45 mins in there doing all those stupid questions which includes, Maths, physics, number pattern, and memorise the number.
In the end, i finish my whole checkup at 1 plus. After that, donald, gerald, lian huat and i went to vivo city to catch a movie. You, me and dupree was a very funny show. It was so funny and i give it 3.5 out of 5. dont ask me why but that is my rating. In additional, watching movie in vivo city is a great thing to do. First of all the screen is very big and it is very spaceous inside. It consist up to 12 or 13 cinema in there.
If you all have a chance or have the time to catch a movie. Go to vivo city it is a great choice.
Ci Qing roared at
12:12 AM.
This is how i really feel now. Hai hope that i can be the person i really use to be.
All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why
[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me
I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind
[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell
Ci Qing roared at
9:03 AM.
Got back my result today.
got two subject in these semester and i score A for both of them making it a GPA of 4.0 this semester. But the calutative GPA is 3.5. im happy for my result but i sick and tire of doing my project.
Seriously im really very exhausted from school work. I seriously need a break. Each and every single day need to reached school at 9 and left around 5, 6 or 9 in the evening doing project not stop. I dont mind about doing project however the thing is that our teacher didnt even bother to help us with our work. Each and every time i approach them, they would just say dont know or what so ever.
im so sick of this project. I thought of backing out before but if i back out, my team would definitely suffer. hai what should i do i really need a break.
Peace out
Ci Qing roared at
11:25 PM.