Sunday, September 24, 2006
Been busy doing my project as usual. Didnt have time for myself for now. however i have the time to blog and to change my blog songs and lyrics. Ops. But i kind of like that stressful life.
Hmm... i guess there is a big difference from me after i break up and the person who i am now. After i break up, i desperatly wanted to find another girl to keep me company. I didnt know why i did that at the first place but then it is such a strong desire for me to find another girl. To think of it, i think that that was the stupidest thing i even did. As in why should i even bother about relationship stuff when i cant handle one properly.
All i need now is a rest and a good rest from relationship thingy. i even told myself not to have a relationship until the end of my ITE life. Wait till i go poly or after NS then i will continue to find one.
I shall not be the weakling who cried over relationship again. To think of it, it kind of stupid and immature. I shall not force myself into a relationship or force other people into relationship when i know that there will be no happiness at all.
All i need is to let nature take it course. If i cant find one then so be it. I shall be single for the rest of my life. If i can find one then good for me. Most importantly i need to find somemore who can accept who am i.
No point rushing into things dont you all think so. Some more, what beats single. Being single i can buy whatever stuff i want, do whatever stuff i want. No restriction whatsoever.
As they always say. To go into a relationship is easy, to maintain a relationship is difficult and not mentioning about marriage.
So happy single to me haha
peace out.
Ci Qing roared at
About myself
Age:20
Birthday: 16/07/87
Status:In a Relationship
School: NYP
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"Rabbit"
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ITE Simei Colleage East
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