Sibei sian sia.... I have to rush my Visual Basic as i have to pass this freaking project on wednesday. If i do that, i can get A for my project just by using 2 days of time to complete it. Man im rushing, rushing, rushing even though i dont even know the coding. And the bad thing is that i have one test and one assignment tomorrow how to study....
So tomorrow forecast will be, "two black panada eyes with a messy hair style".
Now need to get back to visual basic. Can anyone help?
Ci Qing roared at
8:38 PM.
here i am again blogging... A few days back i stared at the mirror looking at my hair. And guess what i found out. A few more strands of white hair....
It seems that this entire week i had stress out with my school work. Firstly is because of my splash award competition which i think can earn up to 16 millions per year. hehe if singtel or sony ericsson going to use my team project then we will be rich. muhaha. 16 million dollar think of what can you buy with that stuff of money.
A condo? haha i had to worked hard on that now.
Next week will be quite stress got 4 tests in just 3 days how to handle. And i need to pass up my Visual basic project the week after the coming week. AHHHHH how come ite so stress one even though they say that ITE stands for "ITS TO ENJOY".
Ok then need to go off back to computer stuff.
Peace out.
Ci Qing roared at
2:30 PM.
Kind of stress this few days. A couple of projects to handle. Got a 2 more pc need to repair by this week where got time to finish my project. STRESS!!!! but hey if i have not enough time why am i enable to blog lol.. haha i think this is my only break time for today and i use it to blog.
Ok project project project. Visual basic is killing my. My teacher is going at a very fast pace that i can barely even catch up with him. In addition im doom in c maths. i seriously want the past year paper so i can practice. Now i know the important on why secondary school teacher kept asking us to do 10 years series haha.
Now i busy doing my visual basic lapsheet. i want to finish it quickly so i can focus more on my maths. hai stress...
Teacher's day is next week hmm... should i go back to broadrick or should i not. hmmm i think i should go back then...
ok then peace out
Ci Qing roared at
4:27 PM.
Finally i changed my blogskin. For the past few months, my blogskin is still the same. After one week of non blogging, i decided that i should change my blog skin for a new start. In additional to changing of the blogskin, the coding of this blog half belong to the orginal creater of the background and the other belongs to me. Hope that you all like it and please click on the refresh button to look at the scroll words. It is nice and you can have a karaoke sesson too haha.
Didnt blog for one entire week. This week had been a fast and tiring week for me. Too many things to handle. It's a pace that i barely can catch up.
Done a few things this week. The one i remembered was is i went to susy house to fix her laptop. Thanks for the dinner susy even though you dont need to treat me at all. But hey still thanks for the treat.
Then i got back my maths test paper. I scored 81 out of 100 and i hope that i could continue the good work. But then im stuck with one topic. and it is a topic full of coding. There is a lot of steps to do and i dont even know what the book is writing at all. Hope that the teacher had some time for me for my revision.
So saturday and yesterday which is sunday. My brother's friend came and we play winning eleven together. man i waited this day for so long. Luckily i was able to beat my brother friend and then there goes two days.
And i still havent complete my customer service homework. OH NO!
Hope that my friend finish the work so that i can copy his work muhahaha...
Ok then got to go already
Peace out.
Ci Qing roared at
12:36 AM.
Just finish watching the movie "click" at home. Man it was very funny in the beginning but it was very sad when it's going to end.
Hai after watching the movie, then i realise that how many more mistake must i made in order for me to wake up. Im not like the main character who can go back time to undo his mistake. All i want to be is like in the movie where i got a family, and i just spent time with them. but i think that will be very difficult as i dont even have a gf at all.
Family is important which the movie stated and i agreed with that. Hope that i wont be a workaholic and i wished that i would stop doing mistake and make the correct choices.
I dont want people to say me stupid, smart, fat, thin or genius. i just want to be myself. i think just by doing that it hard enough because i think im going through a major character changes. hope that my ite friends will be there to guide me the correct way.
Peace out...
Ci Qing roared at
11:31 PM.
Please read the previous post which i post out. thanks
By Dido
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Ci Qing roared at
9:11 PM.
hey hey... it time to blog again... and dont amaze if you saw this picture

yup that right... i'm wanted!!!! oh no... i wish i dont meet anyone who i know show that they wont report me to the police.
Ok ok back to the main point. Yesterday during my SW ( sport and wellness) class, my teacher told us to swim. It is in the swimming pool of course. For those who know how to swim, they, including me, went to swim for 20 to 30 laps non stop. with different style. Guys out there please dont think dirty when i type the word style there lol.
So after that we had our maths lesson... and guess what i was quite disappointed with my maths result as i only got 76 out of 100. man why i cant even get a A. A lot of competition in my class. Quite stressful really as all the good and hardworking student are in my class. So stress.
So as for today i went for my guitar lesson. sian sia went back there in the end also do nothing. And tomorrow i will be learning scores from the guitar club as my guitar teacher told me to attend the classes. He said it will be a good experience and maybe i will perform on stage too. Once i heard that, I was of course delighted because i wanted to perform on stage with a guitar. haha
Btw for those who think why i put this song on my blog. I can tell you something is that i definitely not putting it because of my past relationship. I put this song because of a movie called "break apart" or something. The ending was quite sad but the story was halarious. it is a good movie to watch really. After watching the movie then i realised something which i seriously done wrong. but hey it is the pass already so why bother. i need to move on.
ok then got to go then
peace out
Ci Qing roared at
11:07 PM.
happy birthday singapore...
that all i can blog today haha
ok then gtg
peace out
Ci Qing roared at
11:42 PM.
Today i have witness a very stunning incident. All of a sudden, this gadet of mine shown me that what other people said was correct. It was so stupid of me not to listen to their advice. For just 8 months after purchasing this phone of mine. It has already broke down the second time and that is today at 10.10 am.
REST IN PEACE K600I.
My phone screen just suddenly black out after my phone drop onto the floor. Just like this, once it landed on the floor everything was sealed. The destiny of my phone had been sealed. When i turn it on again the screen was super blur. And this is the first time i drop my phone i think and it become like this. Now i had to use my mother old phone in order to keep myself in touch with my friend.
Hai... what an unlucky day today lucky i got the warrantly and hope that it covers this problem.
So today was my first C maths TEST... hope that i can do well today. And today as usual i brought my psp to school and challenge ke jun bomberman and we were alot of fun with that game. we keep laughing till the person who was sitting beside us in the bus keep seeing at us. lol
hope that tomorrow will be a good day and i need to repair my phone.
ok then gtg
peace out
Ci Qing roared at
8:47 PM.
Actually i have nothing to blog today but i just felt like posting something on my blog.
To think of it 2 months had pass and it going to be the 3rd month already. Kind of use to be single and im enjoying it to the fullest. Although sometimes i might get lonely but then whose life isnt lonely at all.
Today i watch this anime called "monster". It teaches me alot of life principle. They stated this sentence which i think is very meaningful.
"People spend out entire lives without knowing who we really are. That why we live life as though we are searching for the answer and do the best as we can. And we should look forward to tomorrow as it will be a better day."
So after seeing this part in the anime, i was thinking that maybe what the anime say was correct after all. What do i want and who im really am? i dont even know what do i like or what do i want. All i know is that i want is to be successful. That all. i dont really care how much i want to have a girlfriend or how many friend i must have. All i want is to be successful. If i find a girlfriend but in a return, she will strip me off success, i would rather be alone.
Success is my motherfucking option now and i hope that i can achieve that sooner or later. Others can wait and i dont even care who like me or not. I just want to be successful. Critize me if you want but im telling you that i wont buy it.
ok then gtg
peace out.
Ci Qing roared at
10:47 PM.
Went to my secondary class chalet yesterday at east coast chalet room E - 5. I wasnt expecting much of my friends going to the chalet but then they all came.
Of example taufiq who was my best friend in secondary 4 came where i thought he wasnt able to make it. Have a chat with him and we remember the great old times when we do stupid things together like going to the mtv asia award in 2004 at the indoor stadium, watching WWE in indoor stadium and before that event we run across orchard road to catch a movie called love actually.
The other person who i expected not to come but in the end he came is travis. He had slim down and guess what he havent change abit. In the end travis, taufiq, yong rui and i gathered at a corner and we had our first group chat in 2 years. We used to be a gang in secondary 3 & 4 but after secondary 4 taufiq and travis couldnt make it to secondary 5. So we have to part.
Here is a picture of us


From the left is me, taufiq, travis and yong rui
Man 2 years had pass but then we are still the same. I really miss my pals in secondary 4 and the time we spent together.
Yesterday, when i went to the chalet i was a bit of anti social because i was not close with the other class. but everything change when travis, si hui and hui fen came. i had a chat with travis and we drank a 40 percent acholohic drink. Man it was damn nice i wish i had more of it lol. But after that Henry who was the organiser ask we all to drink again. Of course i didnt join in at that time because i scare i was drunk and so i stop drinking for that night. But the rest just continue drinking like no body business and i just wait for susy and the rest to come.
So after they came we played a few games and we chat for a very long time then we went home around 12
Even though it was the seventh month in the chinese calendar but then it was still the same to me in the night. Walking back from east coast to my house wasnt even a threat, i wasnt scared of seeing ghost. because i had meet a few ghost before. So it was nothing new already.
And as for today, i went to tampiness gym with gerald to train my body . i want to be slim as soon as possible because my weight is 71 kg now. I want to slim down to 69 kg as soon as possible. Guess that i will not be eating lunch already and doing more sit up.
After gym lian huat meet me and we went to swim in tampiness swimming pool. Now my body is like lobster lol, the same as yong rui. and my body is burning... hope that my sun tan will last long lol.
Ok then got to go
peace out
Ci Qing roared at
11:13 PM.
Today adam who was my lecturer give us a very big challenge. Giving us a task to program a calculator in Visual Basic. And it was damn difficult. He just throw the thing at us and ask we all to do the coding. And this is like the second week of my school? but luckily with the help of ke jun and suphan we manage to complete the task which he gave us in just 2 and a half hour. This is one assignment that the other two IT class doesnt have it. Adam gave it to us because we are special lol.
So i got a special news from adam and that is to start on my project. stress time has come already. Am i able to complete the project in time? am i able to hit my teacher expectation? Well i can only say is that lets let time take it course. lol.
So today just went home after school and i done 70 push up. now my arms and shoulder are sore. Hai hope that tomorrow can recover.
Ok then got to go
Peace out
Ci Qing roared at
11:26 PM.
ok here i am again. Looks like im blogging regularly this few days. Is this good or a bad sign? but who cares anyway no one gonna see my blog except for a few police and yong rui and my friends in ite. The reason for me to put police in my previous sentence is because if you wrote something that will disrupt peace in singapore, you will be fine or be jail. One good example is one blogger users his blog to critize other races. and because of that he has been jailed for 1 day because of racistism.
ok so today as usual went to school with donald, played psp with kejun in the class damn he was one whole cheater as we are playing bomberman. hai i got nothing to say but it was quite fun.
So when i went home, managed to saw hui fen, who was my secondary school friend. I thought that i wouldnt saw her in school but in the end i still saw her. chatted with her in the bus till parkway and i went home.
Hmmm... is my past really important at all? im wondering if i grow old would anyone still remember me? would anyone still recognise me as CQ? would anyone still treat me as their friend? Man time past so fast like the taxi tax metre. it keep jumping and by the time you know, you are already 21 years old. man if only time could slow down to enable me to find a girlfriend first before coming to original speed then i will be extremely happy. lol
ok then got to go
peace out
Ci Qing roared at
10:31 PM.