Friday, June 09, 2006
fAts FaTs fAtS... my tummy just went bigger again... so in order to stop it from happening i have been doing sit up for 200 times per day lol. and i had been doing it for like 2 weeks but the effect was not there yet. hope to burn the fats away fast. But anyway why do i even bother whether i'm fat or thin. it not as if i going to find a girl or anything. i just began to enjoy being single. Able to see cha bos without even worry what other people says.(this stands for many. Cha Bo is for one, Cha Bos is for many. hokkien got pural and singular ok). Ok i've admit.
i've been immature for the past 19 years of mine life but hey who hasnt? Whenever we look back in our life, we will think that what we did is immature and we would just laugh at what we did. For my case, i truly admit that i should be the one who grown up in the relationship thingy. but to think of it, the relationship should end a little bit earlier, it kind of amazing how it managed to drag till so long.
But one serious matter is on whether i should keep my promise or not. i dont like to break promises. Another 4 more years without a girlfriend... hmm... maybe that cool... who needs one when i know that in the end i not going to find my type of girl. all i expect is simple, the girl should know me, understand who i really am and of course to accompany me when i'm down. I dont mind the looks as long as she suit the citeria above.
After today's blog i wont talk about my relationship thing. if i do that then someone please beat me up then. If anyone asked me why i didnt try to patch up with her something. then all my answer will be. all my answer is that "the patching will never gonna to happen even if i asked her to patch up with me." well because i know her too well. plus who need a stupid guy if that girl is clever. after all im a ITE.
Life have to move and hey... i going to study business IT instead of IT if i go poly. seriously the market for IT graduates now is very very low. that why be a management would be good.
And today this is my 6th time going to the same company to work at suntec. hai... ok then peace out nothing to say liao
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