ROAR!
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Monday, went out to onsite with patrick. Went to 5th anvene to do server. The company was the one who created EA games. Went there to do one UPS 5000(battery of server) Damn heavy one of it weigh about 80 kg. patrick and i replaced one UPS which is already at the server rag and replaced the new UPS and placed it at the server rag.
After that went to a school to do a system. Change motherboard because the capacitor blow. So again i went to lunch after that and went to another school to do a system. Man this nurse seriously dont know about computer thingy. She only know how to use it but she does not know the component in a computer. Ok maybe she was old she dont know what a computer contains. but hey have some knowledge. what does a internet connection have to do with the computer hardware component. Once you can connect to the internet and the internet is slow, it doesnt concerned us at all. Just check your bandwith and everything would be fine. So in the end we changed the ram for her system and we left the place.
After that went to a company near raffles place and do one 2850 dell model server. Troubleshoot the system and went off the company. Then went to Science Park to do server again. This time is the mother board spoilt. So patrick took out the server and replace the motherboard. This is the first time i saw someone changing the motherboard of the server. @_@ lol but it was quite fun. After that patrick send me home with car. Thanks patrick!
As for yesterday, went out with rick all day long. Waited 1 hour in loyang for the parts to come but in the end the parts didnt come. So we left the company without doing any job. so went to another place which is at loyang drive to do server again. This time is to change it battery. Then about 2 plus went to bedok to fix another server with the same problem from above. then after that rick sent me home by his car. Thanks rick!
And as for today. stayed in the company in the morning to become a cleaner. I clean the entire workshop and became the cleaner auntie lol. Wao when did i change sex? lol just joking but hey it quite cool. I got to practice my cleaning skill lol. Ok then eat lunch with lawerence and siti because the rest went onsite. Then went to paya lebar to meet Wee to do server installation but then the installation has been done by customer so i just followed wee to find jeremry. I finally get my spray paint for just like 7.80 per can. So going to do my model on this saturday. Btw thanks Jeremry for sending me home with his car!
So that it for this week quite long actually lol
peace out
Ci Qing roared at
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Monday was doing database at the company.
Tuesday went to Sernangoon north ave 5 to mount 22 server with lian huat. 14 servers which is 30 over kg each. 8 servers which is 60 over kgs each. Man very tiring after that. half my life almost gone throughout the entire week.
Wednesday went back to Sernangoon north ave 5 again with lian huat, to complete the finishing touch up. Then after that i went back and stayed at the company all the way.
Thursday morning, i was so tired that i didnt want to go to work. However in the end i went because lian huat told me he didnt want to go work because he had a very bad headach. So i had to cover up for him. Man i was like jelly on that day. No strength, no energy to joke around. But in the afternoon i went to do server rag mount and server installation with Jac. The big server again which is like 60 over kg. Once i heard the news, i stunned. but too late this is my job no choice but to go.
And on yesterday went back to sernangoon to do rag mount with lian huat. totally screwed up as i didnt follow my senior orders. i just did the whole thing on my own. heng har in the end everything is ok. or not i will die.
Will post some photos tomorrow, where i took them when i was working
Ci Qing roared at
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Matchbox Twenty
Downfall
Wonder how you sleep
I wonder what you think of me
If I could go back
Would you have ever been with me
I want you to be unused
I want you to remember
I want you to believe in me
I want you on my side
[chorus]
Come on and lay it down
I’ve always been with you
Here and now
Give all that’s within you
Be my savior
And I’ll be your downfall
Mmm, mmm, mmm
Here we go again
Ashamed of being broken in
We’re getting off track
I wanna get you back again
I want you to trouble me
I wanted you turning down
I want you to agree with me
I want so much so bad
[chorus]
Come on and lay it down
I’ve always been with you
Here and now
Give all that’s within you
Be my savior
And I’ll be your downfall
Mmm, mmm, mmm
Yeah, be my savior
(only love can save us now)
(don’t lay me down)
(only love can save us now)
I’ll be your downfall (I’ll be your downfall)
(ah, love can save us now)
(don’t save me now)
Lay it down
I’ve always been with you
Hear me now
With all that’s within you
Be my savior
And I’ll be your downfall
Mmm, mmm, mmm
Now I’m back on my own
Hear my feet, they’re made of stone
Man, I make you go where I go
Well hell, you, can I take you home
Well, I’m coming home on my back
Kissing me, your lips painted black
Saying oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Let me be your downfall
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Let me be your downfall, baby
Ci Qing roared at
Monday, June 19, 2006
Then after that i help yap to photocopy paper. and man i accidentally throw away an engineer call, which is the NTU call for leong. until yap called me around like 10.00pm then i remembered that i threw away some papers which are photocopy. because at that time the photocopy one get mess up with the orginal and i dont know which call belongs to who and there is no pencil mark or whatsoever. man i was feeling so guilty lar. i make so many errors today sia.
Seriously a bad day for me today. hope that yap would forgive me over this matter and siti would just help me find the papers on the table. And everyone was having a bad day today. which included siti, JJ and me. we three are in the company today and we are completely screwed up.
Fuck sia what a bad bad day.
peace out
Ci Qing roared at
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Met up with Donald at parkway parade first. Checked digital camera price for siti because she wanted to scout out the price to buy one when her pays come. Then after checking the price, donald and i went to bedok to meet meng yew.
Meng Yew was late as usual so donald and i went to find pirated game first. Shocked to know that the pirated game shop is still there for 1 year, and i mean 1 year. But hey it's good because i can get software for a very cheap price. MUHAHA.
After we searched for meng yew who still didnt reach bedok. so we waited for a while before he arrived. So we went to bugis to check out the hot air ballon price because donald wanted to sit the hot air ballon. He kept asking both of us to sit the hot air ballon with him but we rejected him because our funds are limited today.
So after that we went to sewbawang to shop for ablum. and guess what, i bought Keane new ablum "Under the iron sea". The songs in the ablum is quite weird as i am listening now. But after awhile it will be nice. The second ablum is just the same as the first ablum. It's weird when you first heard it but when u hear it for long, it will be quite nice.
Meng Yew bought a shirt at bugis and donald went to register for piano lesson at bugis. Man i wanted to learn guitar also but the fees is like 90 dollars per month. so i guess i have to get a job first before i can go take guitar lessons.
After that we went to chinatown to search for clay and wax. but we couldnt find what we wanted so we went to orchard to shop. Went to far east and saw some model quite nice there. Wanted to buy some model but due to the limited funds i have, i decided to skip the thought. After that went to paragon to shop and ate dinner near OG and chat here and there. Then we decided to go home.
Once i reached home, i began to search for my o level confirmation slip and luckily i was able to find it. i thought i lost it already lucky my mother told me where it is. If i lost it then i couldnt take the certificate anymore and i seriously dont wished that to happen.
ok then i think i blog enough peace out then
Ci Qing roared at
Saturday, June 17, 2006
Don’t wanna grow up
Tick Tong Tick Tong Tick Tong
Growing up is painful process
Time passes so fast that
Friends go ahead of me.
Too much backstab and too many quarrels
I just want time to stop
So I could be with them for the good times.
(Chorus)
I don’t want time to go away
I just want to be young
Don’t go away.
I want to be this way forever
Don’t go away.
It to painful to grow up
Growing up is a process which is a pain in an ass
Just got into a relationship and it would end quick.
Still too painful to accept the fact that I broke up.
There still so many things I havent do with her.
I willing to sacrifice everything just to spend one more day with her.
(Chorus)
I don’t want time to go away
I just want to be young
Don’t go away.
I want to be this way forever
Don’t go away.
It's too painful to grow up
Time passes so fast that I needed work to earn a living.
Too much stress and pressure that make me wants to go nuts.
No time to go into relationship.
I only have time to work like a workaholic.
I DON’T WANNA GROW UP TO HANDLE ALL THESE THINGS
(Chorus)
I don’t want time to go away
I just want to be young
Don’t go away.
I want to be this way forever
Don’t go away.
It's too painful to grow up
Ci Qing roared at
Friday, June 16, 2006
Then we reach there at 1030 but then the graphic card was not there yet. so we waited until 2pm for the parts to come in.
So we to go out and find paint for our model. I just bought a model on monday. which cost me about 52 dollars. please see my msn messenger picture. to find it out more.
So basically today our job is to set up the 3 desktop and put 3 LCD screen on each desktop. So it because like 3 LCD screen to one computer. This is so cool man. Imagine when u are playing game. then u have 3 screen surround you. DAMN SHIOK MAN. but then of course if you want to have this type of system your graphic card must be damn good. and one graphic card cost about 1k to support 2 screen or above. Lucky today learn how to configure the 3 LCD screen. but then we take 3 hours to set up the 3 computer because of some stupid reason which i dont want to say it out. then after that jeremy send me home with his car.
ok then peace out
Ci Qing roared at
Good Charlotte
The Day That I Die
One day i woke up
I woke up knowin
Today is the day i will die
Cashdogg was barkin
wen to the park and enjoyed it one last time
I called ma mother.
told her i loved her
and i begged her not to cry
i wrote a letter
that said id miss her
and i signedd that goodbye
You kno the happiest day of ma life
i swear the happiest day of ma life
is the day that i died
Can you Feel tha cold tonight
it sets in but its alright
darkness falls im lettin go
all alone but i feel jus fine
We took a drive and we drove to D.C
to see the places we lived
long conversations
we talked of old frends
and all the things that we did
summer nights, drunken fights
the mistakes we made did we live it rite
yea k no tha happiest day of ma life
i swear tha happiest day of ma life
is tha day that i died
can you feel tha cold tonight
it sets in but its alrite
darkness falls im letting go
all alone but i feel just fine
You kno the happiest day of ma life
i kno the happiest day of my life
i swear the happiest day of ma life
is the day that i died
can you feel tha cold tonite
it sets iin but its alrite
darkness falls im lettin go
all alone but i feel jus fine
did i live it rite
i hope i lived it rite
i kno i lived it rite
Ci Qing roared at
Thursday, June 15, 2006
What you see is a finger which has blood clot in it. And it is mine finger. Damn painful. it happened when i was onsite with Jac and Benson. I wanted to close the door and i thought the door was secure. so i let it go then the whole door collapsed and it hammered on my index finger. and there u see the black mark there.
Damn tired. done 8 server rag for two days straight. hai one whole night of sleep would be great lol. ok then that it for today peace out.
Ci Qing roared at
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
This is lian huat and JJ
This is Siti and i eating half way then lian huat take my photo secretly.
This is siti, JJ and i taking picture today lian huat would not want to take with us. but hey i look like a mad scientist. lol
This is siti and i where lian huat asked we two to post a photo. then we post in this manner. this was siti idea not mine.
after we eat seoul garden we went to suntec and hey guess what i took a photo which like iam the ghost. see this dont be afraid after seeing this lol
I was in the middle lol. ok i not going to blog liao tomorrow continue today entry.. okok good night and peace out
Ci Qing roared at
Saturday, June 10, 2006
My world
You got no where to run,
But you try to free yourself.
Seems that every time you been doing that,
The darks four walls will be there.
All you can do is to scream without a sound.
And you trapped in a world you made yourself,
This is not the world I live in,
This is not the life I want,
Cause my world is bigger than your problems
And it's bigger than me
that's not the world I live in
this is not the life for me
cause my world is bigger than your problems
and it's bigger than me
There’s always someone to blame,
For the things which went wrong.
you think that everything that's going wrong
is because of someone else
You always think you are right,
Which made no one dare to approach you.
And you trapped in a world you made yourself,
This is not the world I live in,
This is not the life I want,
Cause my world is bigger than your problems
And it's bigger than me
that's not the world I live in
this is not the life for me
cause my world is bigger than your problems
and it's bigger than me
cause my world is bigger than your problems
and it's bigger than me
cause I'm lonely outside and I'll look on in
And you trapped in a world you made yourself,
This is not the world I live in,
This is not the life I want,
Cause my world is bigger than your problems
And it's bigger than me
that's not the world I live in
this is not the life for me
cause my world is bigger than your problems
and it's bigger than me
cause my world is bigger than your problems
and it's bigger than me
so how was it nice? hehe
okok peace out
Ci Qing roared at
Friday, June 09, 2006
i've been immature for the past 19 years of mine life but hey who hasnt? Whenever we look back in our life, we will think that what we did is immature and we would just laugh at what we did. For my case, i truly admit that i should be the one who grown up in the relationship thingy. but to think of it, the relationship should end a little bit earlier, it kind of amazing how it managed to drag till so long.
But one serious matter is on whether i should keep my promise or not. i dont like to break promises. Another 4 more years without a girlfriend... hmm... maybe that cool... who needs one when i know that in the end i not going to find my type of girl. all i expect is simple, the girl should know me, understand who i really am and of course to accompany me when i'm down. I dont mind the looks as long as she suit the citeria above.
After today's blog i wont talk about my relationship thing. if i do that then someone please beat me up then. If anyone asked me why i didnt try to patch up with her something. then all my answer will be. all my answer is that "the patching will never gonna to happen even if i asked her to patch up with me." well because i know her too well. plus who need a stupid guy if that girl is clever. after all im a ITE.
Life have to move and hey... i going to study business IT instead of IT if i go poly. seriously the market for IT graduates now is very very low. that why be a management would be good.
And today this is my 6th time going to the same company to work at suntec. hai... ok then peace out nothing to say liao
Ci Qing roared at
Thursday, June 08, 2006
There are 2 things which are funny that i want to blog today 1. Singtel sms flirt game and 2. about gays bloggers. Please note that i mean no offence to anyone and if i do offence you then i apologise for it.
Firstly Singtel sms flirting game. Man yesterday i didnt blog about this but then if i dont blog it out, i will feel very uneasy so i decided to blog it out. ok there is this singtel sms flirting game which number was 5 digits ( i not typing the numbers out because if i do i might get sue or something). when i look at the message which said, "join the flirt game and stand a chance to meet up with girls", i told myself and said why not, and i join the game and play the flirting sms game.
So i waited for the next reply and it stated "write your gender and you age". ok then i wrote "BOY 18" and i send back the sms and i wait. within 2 mins the sms came back again and this time it stated, "Girl 18 is flirting with you! on the first date he/she should be A)Talkative B)Listening C)Funny Send answer A,B, or C within 2 mins." so i choose C of course.
after 2 mins the next sms came back. and it said "You answered the sameas Girl 18. You have 1 point." and after reading it i told lian huat. "What do you mean by 1 point. is this really flirting?" then lian huat laugh. then came other 3 more question and i was able to chat with this girl. so after spending about 4 dollars on the sms because each sms cause about 30 cents, i finally have the chance to chat with her.
So first of all i ask her, her name. then she replied her name which was a malay. then she said me whether im malay or chinese and i said im chinese. And the next moment i recieved the sms is this. "Girl 18 has withdrawn from the chat. Please wait for a new flirt." and lian huat happened to see this message and he laughed like mad. and of course i was like what the fuck, i spend about 5 dollars on this thing and she just ditch me. Somebody is seriously getting racist here lol and what's wrong with a chinese guy lol... this is so dump to just close the conversation.
Ok this part is the same part which concern about gay bloggers. Ever heard about Colin and kero? man these two are two great "gay celebrities" in singapore. I'm not kidding i'm true about it. although i know people now are accepting gay partners, still i cant accept it. Everytime i heard about gays, it give me freaks and that is true and hey think about this and this is what JJ said which i think is very true.
"think about the kids if they adopt one. How would they feel. And how would this kid asked their parents for money? 'Daddy number 1 i want money. Daddy number 2 i want money' and wouldnt they feel ashame for their parents, man this suck." after hearing this lian huat, benson and i keep laughing lol.
But siti said a different thing, she told us. " hey what wrong with gay, i think they are cute." and we all where like -_-'''. just hearing that make JJ, benson, lian huat and i hair stand. then we have a debating session at the last 15 mins of our working time. (please dont follow me, working time dont work but talk all the way lol)
But hey look at this side if two gays are together, how are they suspose to fuck each other. Beside using the mouth and the asshole is there any other way to do it? hmmm.... i wonder... but hey it's for them to know for us to find out. but i not interested in it lol. But just imagine if a guy fuck a guy asshole, would the guy wont be able to shit for the rest of their life? lol are gays doing it for a way to break their virginity by just let other guys do it on their ass like how a girl let a guys dick penerate the girl's virgina. lol.
But one thing for sure if guys and guys do it the chances of getting aids is higher. ok then if i offended anyone, i apologise for what i said but all of these above is not mean to hurt anyone. it is just my comment.
Anyway gtg peace out...
I'm cool...
Ci Qing roared at
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Today went to suntec again and this is the third time within two week i visit the same company and the same customer at the same time. 930. and today lian huat and i stayed there till 7pm. Although it was quite late but then it was a very enjoyable one. Jeremy was the senior whom we followed and lim came afterwards to join us to fix the server.
Today one was a very enjoyable one like i said above. Firstly early in the morning we bet on what colour of shirt would the girl wear. Jermey chose light blue, lian huat chose white and i chose black. And guess what i won lol. and because that was lian huat idea of guessing, so we placed a bet on whoever wins, lian huat must treat that person. but if lian huat wins then i treat him back lol.
So after that we worked like mad till 7 plus plus but i learned alot of things today. So after work, met up with siti again as she was working overtime. had dinner with her then i went home straight and then i blog. man alot of stupid things happen lol.
Ci Qing roared at
Monday, June 05, 2006
had a fun day with them and watch xmen 3 today.
Earlier in the morning i yong rui came to my house and we chat about somethings. he take my animation without paying lol.
And i just created my friendster account free feel to add me if you want. but not guarntee that i will write a testimonal for you.
peace out(nothing bad has happen though but i have difficulties in breathing)
Ci Qing roared at
Saturday, June 03, 2006
hai look like tomorrow something bad will happen. i dont know what is it but there is a very strong feeling of something bad will happen. maybe it my hair since i cutting my hair tomorrow with donald and meng you :)
Set my priorities that what always yong rui told me to do. i know that dude. i had been doing that but still feelings are feelings, priorities are priorities. Catch the ball?! but hey thanks for the kind advice dude.
but hey i will worked hard and earn 3k to 4k a month and i will definitely make those people who look down on me regret for doing that. I really dont care more.
Somehow i like this song. kind of peaceful but a bit of sadness in it too. i dont know why but i just like this song.
Peace out(1 more day to something bad happen)
Ci Qing roared at
Just now went to watch movie with siti at marina square. We wanted to go for job interview but we didnt because the pay is quite low. 1 hour 3.50... hai i just hope that i can find a job near town away.
hai...feeling so empty. This feeling is like a feeling whereby you enter a room and you found out that there is no furitures at all. It's that pathetic. i feel no warm unless i with my friends lian huat, siti, benson and JJ. because they are the one who cares for me for now. hai i just want this feeling to go away as soon as possible.
but if my blog readers is thinking how come i dont want to go find a girl. That is because there is no way i can forget about the past relationship and move on. Even if i tried, something is calling me, holding me back. it seems that i cant forget about her... to make a heart dies is very difficult but once i manage to do that, i will be stronger. Guess that im still that weak and stupid. but what i think kent said is correct.
"when you find a guy, if the guy is stupid, never mind. Just make sure that he is not a bastard." this is what he said to siti. Man if i'm that bad why does she even have to accept in the first place... it making me feel so so miserable for being stupid. but i dont blame her, people have their own thinking. it just that both of our mindset get drifted away. it nobody fault and maybe the breaking up is correct after all. Even though i'm the person who is forcing her to say it out but i think it worth it. after all im stupid and she clever. she deserve much better guys than me. To her im a jerk but to me i think i have done nothing wrong. hai... time to move on. i kept telling myselt that but it doesnt seems to work.
Days gone by. and each day it passes by, i getting more lonely. it just that it will never end at all. maybe i just really just forget what had happen and just forget every single thing that is happen now and start anew.
I need a new life to feel that i really a life.
peace out (2 more days till something bad happen)
Ci Qing roared at
Thursday, June 01, 2006
So today i went to work and i been in the 7/11 helpdesk from morning till end of work. been talking to leslie throughout the day. and this morning the customer keep calling me and keep complaining here and there. it feel like they vengering their anger on me. but then i'm cool. lol nothing wrong at all.
So after work i went to suntec with siti, lian huat and JJ. and damn it JJ really make my day happy man. he's funny. and siti bought a mp4 for $129 and lian huat and i paid for 89 dollars because it going to be her birthday. so we both decide to pay a bit for her. hai then after that i get my i river battery which is 55 dollars at the IT mall. so i spent almost 100 dollars today. damn it.
Hai tomorrow going for interview. i got no time for myself man i need to rest myself for awhile. i'm so tired and beat.
btw before i reach home i manage to spot libra star sign. i was like wtf it was so damn nice lor when i reach home. i just like to gaze at stars and i dont know why. it just like i'm being watch by something.
peace out...
Ci Qing roared at
Niceken
About myself
Age:20
Birthday: 16/07/87
Status:In a Relationship
School: NYP
Misses
"Rabbit"
My handphone
ITE Simei Colleage East
Parents
Sistas
Friends
Wishlist
Tokyo swatches
New shoe
Shirt
Glasses
She be my side
Score well in exam
About myself
Age:20
Birthday: 16/07/87
Status:In a Relationship
School: NYP
Misses
"Rabbit"
My handphone
ITE Simei Colleage East
Parents
Sistas
Friends
Wishlist
Tokyo swatches
New shoe
Shirt
Glasses
She be my side
Score well in exam