Monday, May 08, 2006
today was quite a fun day compare to yesterday and i manage to adjust my mood a little here and there but then each and everytime i reach home i will reach damn sad and moody because of i missing her. Hai like U2 song lyrics.
"A house doesnt make a home." So now im basically know the feeling. Although she isnt offically my wife yet but then each and every time when i reach home there is some sort of loneliness. i think yong rui should know this feeling ba.
Ok back to my attachment. I need to thank Lian Huat to be there for me all the time. Thank you very much for holding me back from exploding from joeanna. i think that is how i spell her name ba.She is the one who told us that she dont want to help us to sort the book. Hai this time i cannot tahan her is not because of her work but it is the way she behave. Firstly she keep playing with my name. HELLO WHAT THE FUCK WITH A PERSON NAME... YOU DONT GO AROUND PLAYING OTHER PEOPLE NAME JUST BECAUSE THAT THEY DONT MIND. I just cannot tahan that lor please people have a name is because it represent something and the most basic thing to respect people is to respect their name from the very beginning. She is 21 and she dont even know how to think. The other thing that pisses me off about her is that she broke siti necklackes. Well I'm angry it not because of the necklackes but it's because that she broke siti necklacks and in the end i kanna scolded by siti because i ask her to go to the ware house. Tell you something when siti is in bad mood dont get close to her or you will witness a tigerness who is in hunger of eating people up alive.
Ok now really in the company there is only two person whom i can talk to and regard them as brother and sister. and one of course is lian huat and the other is non other then siti. If these two are not there i will bore to death. That is why if one of them is being hurt or something i will be very mad. and joeanna is one good example that she keep pissing me off like she thought she and i are close friends. HELLO your 21 and im 19 and you still behaving like a small child. hai... thanks to lian huat who always ask me to keep cool and i think even if i really going to explode he will appear in front of me to stop me.
And guess what lian huat now know what im going to say without me saying out. lol what is he a god? good to know him as my buddy because he and siti are only one i can trust now.
So today basically is just stay in the company to format and to fix computer and nothing special.
So after work went to sim lim to buy a 250 gigabyte hard disk which cost about 140 and i went out with the peeps in the group. instead of 8 only 5 of them went out which include me. Lian huat, donald, meng you, heng boon and me went to parkway to buy some doll and that is some charm doll which can bring charm. then we went to katong to eat those vegetable rice and we have alot of lame things to say and im the only person who always kanna shoot lol. but i dont mind because they just say for fun and they meet no harm. I need to apologise to them because the price is very expensive and the reason why i need to apologise is because im the person who choose the place to eat.
And damn it the more i want to cut fats the more fats i grown i need to seriously cut down my fats. Tomorrow need to go singtel to do server. and the wednesday i need to go to yishun at 9 to change mother board all that. it really pack schelude so much thing to do here and then hai but i still love to work in dell. ok got to go tata but i will post a lyric here please read it.
3 Doors Down
It's Not Me
Nevermind the face you put on
In front of me
Nevermind the pain
That you've put me ..through
And every little thing you say
And every little thing you do
Makes me doubt all of this
Chorus:
Look what you did
Is this who you wanted me to be?
Well it's not me
Look what you did
Is this how you wanted this to be?
This life you gave away
Was meant for me
Nevermind the trip that you've been on
Or so it seems
Nevermind the lies you told, my tears
And every little thing you said
And every little thing you did
Made me doubt all of this
Chorus:
Look what you did
Is this who you wanted me to be?
Well it's not me
Look what you did
Is this how you wanted this to be?
This life you gave away
Was meant for me
Look what you did
Is this who you wanted me to be?
Well it's not me
Look what you did
Is this how you wanted this to be?
This life you gave away
Was meant for me
Yeahhhhhh
Oh was meant for me, yeah hey yeah hey
Oh No Oh
Ci Qing roared at
About myself
Age:20
Birthday: 16/07/87
Status:In a Relationship
School: NYP
Misses
"Rabbit"
My handphone
ITE Simei Colleage East
Parents
Sistas
Friends
Wishlist
Tokyo swatches
New shoe
Shirt
Glasses
She be my side
Score well in exam