Monday, May 15, 2006
somehow im able to work without my emotion bothering me. hai luckily today mr yap keep talking to me and teaching me how to handle things here and there. cause from the morning i have been following my boss mr yap to simei and then to tuas to slot in some computer parts in the customer slot.
Then after that i went back to the company and found out that siti was in bad mood because of the lunch incident and she havent went back to the company after lunch break so i went to find her. i promise not to say the detail out. So i went to meet siti in coffeebean and i hear out her problems here and there and found out that she is actually the same as me. happy on the outside and lonely on the inside but then i think she is worst than me. but then she cheer up after the talk and went back to the company. Somehow she told me and remind me how important are my ite friends are. i was lucky to be in ite because whenever im feeling down my ite friends are there. they ask me before i even i open my mouth. For this i must thank lian huat and meng yew for being there for me. But how about me? well there no one to talk to except to lian huat who hear out my problem when i was back home.
then after that i went to ST an electronic company. and i went there with benson and talk to him. well he again with his mature topic. and somehow i think that one part he say about mature is correct. i will talk about it below and please blog reader pls join in the conversation.
Then after working i went to meet meng yew(i didnt spell your name wrongly again) and went home from there.
Once i reach home lian huat was there to talk to me and to keep my mind busy. he was the one who i shared my problems with. Too much problems to handle at one time which make me almost go out of control. i can hardly catch my breath. if it wont for my friends there, i would just collapse. and again i need to thanks siti for reminding me that friends are very important as they will be there for u.
Ok after this will be my own personal view. it kind of long for today so i dont mind if u dont read it.
Well let me ask my blog readers how do you define mature? please tag on my blog to show ur comments. From what i believe is that to judge a person whether he/she is mature or not is to see how she/her react and solve a situation. But by doing that, people need to have experience and for example for me right now. i think i'm mature but when years go by i might think that the past i was immature. it the same as years go by some of the things you do in the past u would think it immature. So there is a never ending to a mature issue.
Things are like this i know i've fail to uphold my relationship but then readers think im should grow up or something due to my blog entries. yar maybe i should grow up but then if a person dont learn from a mistake how can they grow up? get the picture? and pls dont judge a person from the blog entries. You will never know me well enough just by reading my blog.
It's the same as finding oranges to eat. The fruit staller said that the oranges is sweet but then when you eat that time it sour. so all i saying is that dont judge thing from one side. Why cant people judge thing from the other angle.
People who dont know me well enough will never know what i'm thinking or what i'm going to do. One think for sure i can tell my readers out there is that i like to scheme a lot. In order to get what i want i will have a plan to make sure i achieve the thing which i wanted it to happen. although i know people out there think i wont be able to make it, however then pls think again. it easy to make clever people to fall in my plans just like the zap of my fingers. it whether i want to make it or not.
ok then this is all i have to talk about ... and i hope ah gong will be doing fine till next week. it really hurts to see him like this
ok then gtg peace out.
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