Monday, May 29, 2006
just got my pay today... damn shiok althought it is 450 but then it good enough for me. now i can eat at the restuarnt where siti and i been looking forward to eat for the past one month.
Btw when to kfc to eat today with lian huat, benson, JJ, yilong and siti. i sit down there to guard the place and siti went to buy food for me. without asking her to change my drink to ice lemon tea, she automatically help me to change it... this is the first time a girl actually know what i like to drink and change it for me without asking...
then after going back to the company i work in the help desk... picking up call. and siti and JJ went out to buy waffal.. because i was picking up phone calls and i couldnt leave the working area, i asked her to help me buy one... and guess what without telling her what favour i want, she said it out and i was like ... even my senior who is sitting beside me laugh at me lol.
this is what he said, " she is ur girlfriend har...?" of course i denied. then he continued, " if not ur girlfriend she will go all the way to help u buy food meh." then he laugh and i laugh... and guess what the whole company has been saying the both of us here and the both of us there...
hai the sad thing is for now i dont want to be in a relationship... she and i are close friend but not to the extend of a bgr relationship... but eh feel kind of strange to me but then when i feeling down lian huat and her was always there for me. and this is what i look for if i have a girlfriend.
hai but friends are friends... i not into a relationship now... i need to strive hard for my studies ba...
to me what past is the past. no point stucking in the past. i need to move forward and keep striving for good result. to hell with feelings... to hell with sadness... to hell with emotions... I WILL ACHIEVE WHAT I WANT EVEN IF IT MEANS I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING BAD.
i've change from before... the next time u see me, i've changed...
peace out...
Ci Qing roared at
About myself
Age:20
Birthday: 16/07/87
Status:In a Relationship
School: NYP
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