Sunday, May 14, 2006
just came back from the hospital. And my mother has been crying again. hai... i know the feeling of losing someone, who is important to you. However mine is nothing compare to my mother. hai this will be the sadest mother's day i can say.
Went there for one whole afternoon and sorry susy for not answering your call because i cant sense the vibration maybe it because of my skin is too thick lol. Should have told you that i have a router at home which havent been use. So sorry for not answering your phone and letting you buy a router which is expensive.
Ok just now when i was in the hospital, i saw a few of the nurse. they are so damn chio. They got the looks and the body figure... But dont mind me i not a pervert of course. Girls are like a statue. If a girl is pretty, people will look at you. It is the same logic.
Hai and my grandfather i can tell that he is suffering. Because his liver is down, water from the body system came out from his toe. My mother couldnt hold back her tears and cried. All my brother and i can do is to comfort her. And my grandfather keep wanting to go back to his house. But i dont think that he can even go back to his house anymore. Tomorrow i will be going back and i need to thanks the nurse there for taking after my grandfather.
Below this entry is my own personal view if you think it too long then dont read it
Ok something that i must say in this blog entry and that is my english language is not strong so it obvious that i have spelling errors here and there. However if my english is so bad i wouldnt score a pass in my "0" levels so those who failed their english means they are very bad in english? And "o" levels doesnt mean anything. It means whether you are quality to get into poly, jc or ite. It doesnt determind whether you are clever or not. Yar you can have what 6 or 7 pointers for L1R5 but when you go poly you got GPA of 2.5 so it obviously cant say that those got 6 or 7 points for O levels are clever. Everything you do if you dont have any effort in it then you are born a failure.
Yeah maybe im just talking big in there but seriously what i think may be different for the others. To me a student must be a person who balances on studies and character. If a person character is bad but his/her studies is good than what is the point? You wont get a job that will last in the future if you have a bad character. So in order to get a job that will last long, student have to balance between the two things which i mention above. However bad for me i think i fail to do so in these two cateria. So where do i stand? a lously person on the earth, who knows?
And please if my ex is even seeing my blog... a relationship doesnt have the thing called education inbetween the line. Yar you are clever, so? if you are clever does it mean everything must be in your way? if there is no "human rights" the relationship is bound to break and that the mistake between our relationship. And this is both parties fault.
And to me now if i have to find another girlfriend, i would prefer someone who is "not that clever". No matter how hard it is for me to find that perfect mate i believe i would find it someday and somehow.
Ok then it very difficult for me to concentrate for tomorrow work but something i manage to blend in the mood. No matter how sad or how moody i am, once i with my ite friends and my colleague i would forget everything. Somehow lian huat, siti, benson, jin jie will make my day shine. really apprecitate you all ...
My only wish now is that my mother dont be sad anymore and my ah gong to recover which i think is very difficult
Ok then sometimes blogging can let me venger my anger out lol peace out...
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