Sunday, May 07, 2006
YIPPEEE I FINALLY I GOT MY SEVENTEEN DAYS ABLUM. F I N A L L Y- after 1 month of finding i finally found it.
And now im listening to the song from three doors down and it is one of the reason why im sad because of it. i explain later.
Firstly today in the morning i went gym with meng you at tampiness. meet up with him at 1030 and train ourselve till 1230 although i think no fats is burn lol. then went to centry square to buy things and i leave tampiness at 1 and went back home.
Then met up with meng you again at sim lim and then we go to find our friends and i find my ram and all that stuff. thanks to joe he helped me to choose and tell me the prices and it is a total of 300 to 400 enough for me to die liao.
then went to suntec after that to buy skipping rope which meng you wanted at carrefour then after that went to play game at arcade.
After that went to PS to eat fish market. the fish there is damn nice. i didnt take meng yew advice and i eat the one which is not up to the price. hai should have taken meng yew advice. Thanks to him he give me some of his share lol. Thanks dude.
After eating we went to find donald and went to play the game in the arcade again. I lost to meng yew in the basketball game sian. i gonna beat you next time you wait. then we went to comic collection in PS to buy some model again and i got the model i want YES thanks to donald for exchanging with me.
After that we went home and guess what on the bus, i was listening to my mp3 "here without you" and "here by me" by three doors down. and guess what, suddenly there is one feeling which rush out of me and that is loneliness. i really miss her, but there is nothing i can do. too much thing has went onto my mind. and after all, i think i still miss her alot. there lots of thing which is important is lost without her. I cant do things by my own even though i tried and there is really a part which is lost in me and it quite big. After seeing two couple in front of me. i then realise that when someone is in a relationship, in order to maintain a good relationship the guy must offer more than the girl. and of course the guy mustnt be so picky about things. Hai... what past is past it time to move on but my heart will just stop at that particular time because i just cant forgot her. It just so hard and i mean so fucking hard to lost someone which you love alot.
hai but all these feeling must be gone by tomorrow because im working. just to tell that person and i know she knows who im talking about. and that is i really miss you and my heart is aching.
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