Sunday, May 14, 2006
hai went to the hospital to visit ah gong who is on the bed. he become so think and his hair is dropping. i remember this year chinese new year he was still ok and now he become like this. hai... a few more days before he will pass away... I just couldnt bear to see him pass away... Imagine an old man who is suffering lying on the bed. the feeling is very bad. hai... couldnt really care much about what other talk about me liao hai... now i must forcus on my family problem and not some gossip going here and there.
After seeing him (my grandfather) i swear to myself that what ever incident or accident i go i will face it bravely. Even if it too hard for me to handle i will not back down but i will carry on each day. Thanks to my ah gong for teaching me that.
Relationship is just a nag as i can say after seeing one of my cousin and her stead. Man they are actually hanky panky in front of my grandfather and tell u what i seriously want to beat them up. maybe it is because i broke up with my previous girlfriend or something but hey on the other side there is one sick patient on the bed and you still can hanky panky there.
And guess what seriously speaking my "ex" i have nothing to say about her but call myself foolish. shouldnt have start the relationship back then. But never mind the past is the past. I learn the meaning of my name and that is to forgive and to celebrate after each time i forgive a person. After what she done, i dont blame her... but one thing in the first place cant she grow up? lol ok let continue this blog...
As for now i should forcus on my work and put my personal problem away. Like what yong rui said set your priorities and continue to work on it.
Ok then peace out...
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Birthday: 16/07/87
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