wao i have a great weekend. Firstly i have to thanks meng you and gerald for accompanying me out together yesterday. Secondly need to thanks yong rui for giving me face to play pool with me yesterday. Thirdly i need to thanks my brother and his group of friends for coming to my house and play ps2 together today. hai life is so great this two days but it will be boring after 2 more days because of my attachment.
yesterday didnt blog because i was too tire to so i going to blog about yesterday outing with gerald and meng you in this entry.
Yesterday i met gerald and meng you at bugis then the first thing we did is to go to old chang kee to buy the food there and eat. i got myself a spring roll and a prawn nugget. spend 2.20 on food sian. then after buying the food we went to sim lim to see computer parts and guess what. sim lim is damn crowded on saturday and sundays. and i hate to admit it but it would be better to work at sim lim because it damn slack there. then after going to sim lim, we went to sunshine plaza to buy the model which i wanted to buy. after buying the model, then we went back to sim lim again to let gerald buy his memory card which is the SD stick. guess what for a kingston 512mb he just bought it for 29 dollars. damn cheap right. after buying that we went to popular to seek for meng you laptop bag. during the journey there is a lot of things happen here and there. lame thigns i mean. after seeking for meng you bag we went to dobby ghout and find donald. play the arcard there and guess what i win meng you in basketball lol. after that we went to parkway to find for meng you laptop bag again and we eat our dinner over there at the hawker center and after dinner is the point where i meet yong rui. we shop parkway for awhile and guess what parkway is on mega sale but then it only for 29 and 30 of april only that means today is the last day. so yesterday yong rui and i went to parkway to search for my clothing and my bag. and i manage to find two bags which is very nice. one is the nike bag the cover is black and red in colour and the other is addidias bag. the one which look like my old sling bag.then after finding it we went to play pool at classic pool. as again is i force him to play with me because i havent play it for a very very long time and my skill become so damn bad. man i cant even score anything. and yong rui keep shooting the ball. basket him. after we play pool till 930 we went back home.
then as for today. i went parkway with my brother and his friends. and we shop here and there. this is the first time where i shop with my brother for about 5 years? man now is the time i got to spend time with my family and my friends man. totally miss a lot of chance on going out with them. so basically we went to parkway from 130 to 3 and i bought my bag at isetan the one which is from nike. 57 dollars. really like that sling back. and after that my brother friend came to my house and play games and guess what i seriously love playing game with them. it like some small kids gather together and play some video games lol. really like playing with them and hope that next week i would be able to meet them again. and as for now i need to concentrate on preparing for my attachment. i must make a good impression in front of them on the first day so i cannot afford to do something stupid. Now to think of it. maybe it time to move on. deep meaning in there and i know my close friends will know what i mean ba. and chang boon remember our conversation try not to say it out lol. ok then peace out. Ci Qing roared at
9:14 PM.
Saturday, April 29, 2006
i made two post already and this is my second of today morning. damn this video it make me go laugh like hell
please see this video below and it really damn funny haha
Ci Qing roared at
10:30 AM.
hey hey it early in the morning and i have nothing to blog at all i just blog because i want to blog . Blogging bloggin blogging althought it online diary but it not personal at all and guess what yesterday was tell a joke day and yesterday i mean is 28 april 2006 i only know it when i heard the radio.
But i not going to tell a joke to you all but then plus enjoy this video
Ci Qing roared at
12:56 AM.
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Just Once ( James Ingram )
I did my best But I guess my best wasn't good enough 'Cause here we are back where we were before Seems nothing ever changes We're back to being strangers Wondering if we oughta stay Or head on out the door
Just once can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong? Why we never last for very long What are we doing wrong? Just once can't we find a way to finally make it right? Make the magic last for more than just one night If we could just get to it I know we could break through it
I gave my all But I think my all may have been too much 'Cause Lord knows we're not getting anywhere Seems we're always blowing whatever we've got going And seems at times with all we've got We haven't got a prayer
Just once can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong? Why the good times never last for very long What are we doing wrong? Just once can't we find a way to finally make it right? And make the magic last for more than just one night If we could just get to it I know we could break through it
Just once I want to understand Why it always come back to good-bye Why can't we get ourselves in hand? And admit to one another That we're no good with out the other Take the best and make it better Find a way to stay together
Just once can't we find a way to finally make it right? Make the magic last for more than just one night I know we can break through it If we could just get to it
Just once
If we could get to it
Just Once...
man when i heard this song at american idol yesterday i was completely blown away and i mean it i was blown away by the person singing it. and also i couldnt hold back my tears because this song is so real man. real as in i really wanted it to happen. the thing on one more chance. hai is it me or is it others moody again for one week and one day. although it is a classic song but it good for couples who are going to break up and please trust me sing this to your another partner and maybe it helps to save your relationship. for mine i think it a goner no matter how i tried to save it. hai if i can sing i will sing but the matter of fact i cant sing...
Anyway i watch america idol result today sian one chio bu is out of the competition but guess what although she out but then american idol still rocks because there is one hardcore rocker in there and i pretty like the way and the style he sings. haha.
5 more days to attachment i cant wait for it. give me the god damn attachment now i want to go work and keep my mind off things and i really hope to hang out with my ite friends really miss them.
This few days i trying to put pieces of puzzle of my life by going to east coast and at home sitting at one place or a corner to think about what is my goal ahead. but then i cant thing of any. hai i think i approach my best friend who stayed beside me ba. yes and that is yong rui. or maybe i should seek brother cow advice. i dont know but see how first ok got to go tata Ci Qing roared at
11:13 PM.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
hai today i got one word to describe and that is "DEPRESSING".
It's so tiring today. Main Reasons of all there are 3 of them.
1st i watch soccer from 235am to 530am and after that i cant sleep again and i stay up wake until now and i am damn beat.
2nd when to school and i know where i work and guess what, i worked in Kewel Tower at Tanjong Pajar and it need to have 5 to 10 mins walk from the mrt station before i can reach there. And guess what i need to reach the company wearing formal wear. And there are a lot of rules and regulation for me to follow. If i do wrong one thing minus mark, if i do wrong another minus mark again. Never update my book minus mark. Book like salted vegetable also minus mark. hai stress isnt it but it better then nothing at least i can learn alot of things there and i can keep my minds off. i seriously need something to keep myself busy busy till i can go mad or stress.
3rd i went to alot of places from my school to tampiness to china point to tanjong pajar to bujis and to sim lim square. gerald, donald and i went to find our walking place and to my surpise gerald working place is the most low profile of all. it dont even have anything relate to IT and all it has, is an account company there. It dont even had it gerald's company name outside the door. and it took us like half an hour to found out that the company that gerald is working at is actually a sub company which is it located inside this account company. and the place which gerald is going to work is a desk which is called e-net company. just one desk and the rest is all accounting.
then after we found his place, we went to tanjong pajar to find my place and damn it it is so damn far. and walking too much causes my right ankle to ach again but i didnt say anything at all because i can still walk by then. but then I have to walk slowly to the company and it took me like 15 mins to reach there. because it is 500 metres away from the mrt station. and gerald was behind bitching me that the place is so far lol. indeed it was far, far until my ankle hurts like fuck. then we walk back of course i was limping by then. hai my ankle of mine will it ever recover?
then after that my journey havent end yet. gerald and i accompany donald to find his company and man that company which donald is at bugis the market. His working place is so "hulu", means deserted, until no people is there to shop at all. and we all thought that that company which donald is working is actually for selling pirated cds. lol. and man there is no lift that we can take. we need to walk up by foot and image climbing the stairs up and down with my ankle aching like fuck. damn it my ankle almost dislocate again. and then after that suffering we went to sim lim to see where desmond and heng boon will be working at.
When we reach sim lim the moment we walked up we started to say. "Hey what if hor desmond and heng boon come to sim lim and distribute flyers or brouchers." If that is sure then that job will be so freaking cool. all you have to do is to give flyers and you earn the money lol. and after that we rest awhile and we headed home except for donald where he need to work. then i go home straight with my ankle aching like hell.
And now my right ankle is still aching and i guess i will sleep early today finally there is something for me to keep my mind busy and there is a piece of good news today and that is im in networking. that is the one which i want to get in to. thanks roger for puting me inside networking i really appreciate it. Ci Qing roared at
10:13 PM.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
I've made three post today and this would be the last one
1st piece of good news.
My attachment would be in Dell company woo hooo
2nd piece of good news.
I would work with my friends with brother cow Lian Huat, my best buddy of all, Valerine my class chairman, didnt dare to talk to her and i dont know why and Siti, she is the one who always lend my notes and i wonder how she did for her gpa. Hmmm... hope that she get 3.5 and above. lol
Right now feeling moody again but then i think something to keep my mind off and that is attachment. the world is shinning again and i will definitely make a name and show those damn poly and jc students and parents who look down on ite people. ITE doesnt stand for IT THE END it stands for "IT TO ENJOY". So dont look down on ite people.
And i change my music video please go and see it click on refresh and u can see the video quite sad actually but yar those who are close to me know why i put that video there Ci Qing roared at
8:34 PM.
This is mine created lyrics and i got a piece of good news to tell lol finally a good news after a week of nightmare lol
Why the hell i'm doing this thing It not like it is the last day of my life However Im just cant get over her It've been like this for the past few days I've tried to walk away from my troubles
I cant seem to forget her Even though i keep telling myself to do that I cant sleep for countless of night What I am to her isnt what she mean to me There nothing i can do anymore All i can see ahead of me is nothing but darkness
Lots of fights have been going on It makes me want to stay away from you You never know what i've been going through My world has trumble and fallen to darkness So i tried to walk away from my troubles
I cant seem to forget her Even though i keep telling myself to do that I cant sleep for countless of night What I am to her isnt what she mean to me There nothing i can do anymore All i can see ahead of me is nothing but darkness
Who I'm anyway Why I've gotta so low I cant take this anymore It seriously not difficult To stand on the roof And just jump from there Even through i tried to walk away from my troubles It wont do any help
I cant seem to forget her Even though i keep telling myself to do that I cant sleep for countless of night What I am to her isnt what she mean to me There nothing i can do anymore
All i can see ahead of me is nothing but darkness Ci Qing roared at
8:27 PM.
hai never sleep well again. for the past few days i only slept like what 3 to 4 hours?. and today i dont think i going to sleep at all because there is the champion League !!!! lol my favourite club arsenal is goin to play tonight i hope they win and enter the semi finals.
I dont know how long am i going to last like this but then i think i might collaspe anytime from now. ok then till i collaspe i think i need to blog things out clearly first. until then byebye Ci Qing roared at
11:32 AM.
Monday, April 24, 2006
3 days never blog and guess what... im falling apart. there wont be the same me like last time because some things happen here and there. for those who know my blog if you see this well you can say it a lously blog but guess what i wrote a poem this morning around 10 and i post it on the cover page. if you cant see it refresh this blog again and you can see it.
Relationship Relationship Relationship. Love sucks big time. lol all i can say is that. maybe it time to move on maybe it not. should i keep holding onto this or should i let it go. should i even jump or should i stay still. question are popping here and there on what should i do. should i do this or should i do that? WHat if there is no tomorrow or there is another tomorrow? what should i do ? hai who can comfort me? seriously speaking who can do that? Ci Qing roared at
2:24 PM.
Friday, April 21, 2006
hai my temperature still running high on 38.0 degrees feeling so sick that i can hardly stand up. hopefully the fever is gone by tomorrow.
And i score 3.367 for my ite result drop by 0.2 percent hai so sian... my life has turn to a new page and a new chapter. the old me is gone, i wont be that carefree again. now i going back to the lonely days where im alone all the way... my world has collapse. Ci Qing roared at
9:16 PM.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
hai this week suck too many bad days hope tomorrow would be a good one because my ite results is coming out ...
And today seriously suck because i having a fever of 38.9 degrees and my brother friend came and i need to accompany him to play game and now my fever is 39.0 degrees... seriously feeling very bad now...
Cold ice bag is on my head now and i think i going to sleep soon. hope my temperature would decrease. and i need to say sorry to a certain person for what i said yesterday. i not mentioning the name but yar.
"sorry"
peace out Ci Qing roared at
8:09 PM.
Monday, April 17, 2006
hai .... bad day today get drench in the rain sob sob :( ....
but anyway i went swimming with my friends in ite again. gerald and meng yew... these two dudes are truly my buddies as they are those dude who will listen to each other problem including mine... we truly are buddies lol... ok we went swimming at tampines new swimming complex. man the swimming complex is flooded with people. it surely not flooded with water but people... i mean people u know ... lol but anyway we swim for 1 hour and i went orchard while the two of them went to redhill after that
then i reach orchard at 4.50 and i went to kino and i bought yakatate japan book twenty. this comic is damn funny. it about baking bread and sad to annouce that all roti boy is close in the whole singapore lol... so sad for yong rui... but anyway after it i rush to HMV because it was going to rain... and i wait for my gf as they went to far east to shop shop..
so i walk around HMV hopping to find this ablum which is by three doors down called "17 days" but then i search for half an hour and there is no where to be found in HMV totally wasted my trip there because i cant have the ablum i wanted. then in the end i bought Jamie Culum CD and the song is damn nice in there espically mind trick. guys there listen to this song if you are on the edge of forgetting someone special. somehow i do have a side of hearing bad songs lol. and guess what i like skeletons too. to me they are arts totally nice for me ... i dont know why but i still like them.
and then i waited for half an hour again before i met up with my gf and her friend ky. eh need to apologise for being "diao" there because i dont feel like talking at all so sorry hor to my gf and her friend there. and btw i didnt rush u im just trying to plan my time in orchard as it is going to rain at that time i called you.
can you all imagine how it feel like to walk in drench slipper in orchard road. man the feeling is so sulky and guess what i walked for a very long distance. lol totally embarrassed as im the one wearing a shirt, three quater pants and a pair of slipper and walk like old uncle " piak piak piak" man the feeling totally suck lor. i swear to myself that i wont go orchard with a pair of slippers again i swear it ... lol ok gtg byebye dont miss me ok espically to all those peeps out there who know me lol Ci Qing roared at
12:14 AM.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
this is my new blog lol....
anyway i just had a chalet two days ago and alot of things happen. my group which consist of gerald, meng you, donald, lian huat and soon heng went to the chalet first then the rest of the class join in. anyway the first day itself was so exciting and damn fun.
Gerald and i went to the chalet with soon heng then we enter and we immediately arrange the things in order. then we immediately take the pillow and begin the pillow fight... lol we play until so mad that the aircon is not helping us to cool down at all.
Then lian huat came and we watch the television and then gerald, soon heng and i played wrestling for half and hour. After that then we chilled out a little and we chat about the geyland prostitue if they are being take over by ntuc. and i told them this. Imagine having a pimp who asked you. "are you member ?"? then when you talk to the prostitue she will said this,“if you are a member, do 3 hours can get for 1 hour free.” and after doing she will said this "Do you want to get link points for this? You can get free service next time you come again” then they laugh like hell and we leave the room for our lunch at around 3.
After lunch lian huat and i went back to the chalet and gerald went to fetch meng yew. then lian huat and i watched the television till gerald and meng yew come back. but little did i expect donald was with them with. so they came in and we immediately lay on the bed and gerald, meng yew, donald and i begin to jump on the bed like children and then we all body press on donald making his face red. then we play wrestlemania on the xbox and around 6 we went to orchard without lian huat as he went to his gf chalet.
At orchard we went to far east to take neoprint. then we went to dobby ghout to take xbox games and we went to geyland. Dont mistaken me i dont go geyland to find prostitue. We went there to see how they operate at night and see whether got nice girls or not. tell you seriously all the girls there are not nice looking only for 1 or 2 of them. and the guys there are pervert lao pei pei u know. but my friends and i are not we went to eat the food there. After walking and see the girls there for half an hour, we went to eat soya bean curn and drink soya bean plus you tiao and carrot cake. then we went to eat mutton soup and other things... and we spent 2 hours there for eating only and after that i have stomach ach as i ate alot of things ... lol
then we went back from geyland at 12 and reach the chalet at 1 then gerald, donald, meng yew, erwin and i went to another chalet room and we play the game again... first is a racing game. this game is a racing game a shooting as well, you race and u shoot the racer as well in order to win u need to get first in the game. one good thing about this game is that u can combine with other people and shoot the other people. and my friend said i cheat because during the race i merge with erwin and i depend on him to shoot my friend to get ahead of them. but when he ran out of ammuo i straight away unmerge and ran ahead of him. and i told him this "you have no more use" then he was angry and decide to chase after me lol .then they come chasing after me and i merge with the computer to shoot them... and i won the race lol and after that they use my method but they still cant beat me in the race. lol
Then we played winning eleven and we played until 630 in the morning and we went to sleep to 9. then we woke up and then we return the keys and we went jurong to swim. we swim from 12 to 4 then we eat kfc. those who want to have fun seriously need to go to jurong swimming complex and swim because they have the slide there and the flow. damn nice and the wave there is very powerful. very good for those people who dont know how to swim but still want to play water. gerald, meng yew donald and i went and play with the slide alot of times. the yellow slide is the fastest of all then the red and the blue slide where u need to use float. then we go play the human wave and the wave is damn big that could wash us away. and then after that we went to eat.
then we went back to the chalet and we have bbq there. in the middle of the bbq the four of us went to cheers to buy alcohol to drink. It not beer but those type of liquid where it like fruit juice but there is liquor in there. but donald drink milk instead of the liquor as he scare he will get drunk. then we went to drink outside of the chalet and guess what meng yew get drunk and he was the one who suggested to drink lol. but anyway after eating in bbq we went to home and donald and i sent gerald and meng yew to tampiness by taxi and we went home after that .
Man the taxi is so fucking fast lor. he dont even care that he got bang or not what the fuck he was thinking he just rush forward like no body business and guess what he was speeding at the high way at a high speed of 120 km/h like what the fuck it was so freaking scarely lar he almost bang a motobike and almost crash on a taxi ... luckily both donald and i were save lor. fuck that taxi driver lol. Ci Qing roared at
9:51 PM.
Niceken About myself
Age:20
Birthday: 16/07/87
Status:In a Relationship
School: NYP
Misses
"Rabbit"
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Parents
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Wishlist
Tokyo swatches
New shoe
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She be my side
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