ROAR!
Saturday, July 19, 2008
After all i think i need to change my character and personality. Give me 1 month and i change. However sometime i really dont know who i really am. What i want or what i really think. I think that i becoming to a guy who i knew nothing about myself. This is so sucky.
Ok then to all my friends out there who are facing relationship problem or who had broke up with ur bf/gf i have two lyrics for you all. Hope you all enjoy it. The first lyrics is entitled helping man and the second is entitled missing you.
Helping man
I trying to picture a man
Who always has a helping hand
towards the girl that he likes.
It a beautiful scene,
But i cant be that guy.
I never was a caring guy,
nor a listener.
Whatever your need or desire,
i cant seems to fulfil them.
Though we are together,
i cant be the man you want me to be.
You got the best of every world,
Every man wants you .
but what you really want is a guy
who always has a helping hand.
To be there for you when you him.
I not a caring guy,
nor a listener.
Whatever your need or desire,
i cant seems to fulfil them.
Though we are together,
i cant be the man you want me to be.
It kind of hurts
with the kind of word that you said to me.
Even though i endure all these,
but i still cannot stand it.
Even though it so pain to part,
you would not shred a tear for me.
I not a caring guy,
nor a listener.
Whatever your need or desire,
i cant seems to fulfil them.
Though we are together,
i cant be the man you want me to be.
Missing you
hey i really miss you,
There's too many things that i wanted to say
but i dont know where i can start from.
I feeling very down now.
And i wanted to see you badly
but i dont know how to contact you.
But all i can do is to pray and hope to see you again.
If we havent end this relationship
I wouldnt be in this shit now.
I really need you.
Due to the past of quarrel
I said things that i didnt meant to
but then i really love you.
If there wasnt you in the first place
where would i be now.
I'm sorry with the things i said to you.
If i can reverse time,
I would just take it all away and treasure you.
hey i really miss you,
There's too many things that i want to say
but i dont know where i can start from.
I feeling very down now.
I wanted to see you really badly
but i dont know how to contact you.
When i saw you the other day at park,
I said hi to you and we chatted.
All we chat is hobbies and stuff,
With no love topic between us.
How sucky this would be.
HOw i wish i could say i want you back.
hey i really miss you,
There's too many things that i want to say
but i dont know where i can start from.
I feeling very down now.
I wanted to see you really badly
but i dont know how to contact you.
If we havent started at all,
I wouldnt be in this shit now.
But all i want to say is that i really want you back.
Ci Qing roared at
Friday, March 07, 2008
My body is aching today. really aching i mean. I will not forget the OGL camp which started on the 4th of march and ended at the 5th of march.
In the beginning i wanted to go off very early. But in the end i didnt. The activity of the camp is so good! now i seriously waiting for the picture to come in.
I love my group "anything". it was just so fun and unified. Thanks guys, u rocks, without u all i will sure get out of the camp as soon as possible.
The camp is really really fun. espically the game of WATSABE lol. i just keep shouting. all i can say is that the whole camp rocks. And after getting out of the camp. Im an OGL already. Now is the time when i will plan the orientation haha. Ok then byebye/
Ci Qing roared at
Monday, February 11, 2008
All i can say in this post is what past is the past the new year have come so just put the past behind and aim for new height. Ok then peace out...
Ci Qing roared at
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Just talk to one of my colleague, going to follow what he said, "Just stay forcus on the exam. Dont let those external lame factor bring u down. If u need me to teach u anything just come and find me."
Hehe just like luck have come to me. A degree holder going to teach me on a one on one basis. thanks for the advice dude. As usual he always know when i'm in trouble. And always give me the support that i wanted.
And definitely i not alone. i still have allies. Dark clouds will definitely pass by and shine brightly to the new piece of land. And demon shall fall.
Ci Qing roared at
Monday, February 04, 2008
You dont have to sit down all alone,
Crying alone in the room,
Like no one's is caring for you.
Dont force ur smile for someone else.
It ok to smile for youself
Because i will be for u.
My patience is running out.
I got to say what i want to say.
Saying bye bye to angry backs of others.
I got to express out my feeling
poor little soul,
You dont have to sit down all alone,
Crying alone in the room,
Like no one's is caring for you.
Dont force ur smile for someone else.
It ok to smile for youself
Because i will be for u.
Even though I feel cheated that,
things are not done when they promise u.
In the end of the journey,
I will still be there looking at u
with a bleeding tears.
poor little soul,
You dont have to sit down all alone,
Crying alone in the room,
Like no one's is caring for you.
Dont force ur smile for someone else.
It ok to smile for youself
Because i will be for u.
Dont expect too much from people
the more u expect from them,
the more u get hurt.
But in the end of the journey,
I will still be there looking at u
with a bleeding tears.
Ci Qing roared at
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Now she own me something already hehe. Shall wait for the chance when i think of it then i tell u wat i want haha. So dont run away haha.
But yesterday when i was doing the project i was thinking of this song. And it totally suit yesterday on how i feel.
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
* And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
Ci Qing roared at
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Mother staring down
She don't know where i been
Or how long i been out
She said 'Boy i'm tired of waiting up while your out with your friends'
i said 'Mom im TRYING and im living my life the best way that I can'
Cause i'm trying to live my life
I'm not trying to do something bad
This life is mine i'm living
Don't you know me? I wont ever let you down
The day has come
I am moving on
She don't know where i'll go
Or when I'm coming home
She said 'Son take care, don't let your dreams get too far out of sight'
He said 'I love you now, don't worry about me you know i'll be fine'
Cause i'm trying to live my life
I'm not trying to do something bad
This life is mine i'm living
Don't you know me? I wont ever let you down
No
I'm not trying to do something bad
Don't you know me? I wont ever let you
I wont ever let you
What they say
What they know
What they think wont ever bring me down
This life is mine and I am my own
I'm trying to live my life
I'm not trying to do something bad
This life is mine I lead
Don't you know me?
I'm trying to live my life
I'm not trying to do something bad
This life is mine i'm living
Don't you know me? I wont ever let you down
NOOOOO
I'm not trying to do somethind bad
Don't you know me? I wont ever let you down
I wont be nobody else
This life is mine and i am my own
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Orginally from 3 doors down Be Somebody.
I edit the chorus a bit and i post it up. Just want to delicate this song to my mother.
Ok then peace out.
Ci Qing roared at
What am i doing seriously. my result have drop, while the rest has move on. damn it i need continue to work even harder. work work. study study.
Ci Qing roared at
Niceken
About myself
Age:20
Birthday: 16/07/87
Status:In a Relationship
School: NYP
Misses
"Rabbit"
My handphone
ITE Simei Colleage East
Parents
Sistas
Friends
Wishlist
Tokyo swatches
New shoe
Shirt
Glasses
She be my side
Score well in exam
About myself
Age:20
Birthday: 16/07/87
Status:In a Relationship
School: NYP
Misses
"Rabbit"
My handphone
ITE Simei Colleage East
Parents
Sistas
Friends
Wishlist
Tokyo swatches
New shoe
Shirt
Glasses
She be my side
Score well in exam